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Offline marco23

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What is your fantasy...
« on: January 13, 2007, 09:30:52 PM »
Okay...here's a question...to everyone out there..-everyone! What fantasy do you always think of?
Think of this as the very first time you're posting--not knowing anyone...be free and confident and without any judgment - feel completely free to express yourself completely!....this includes everyone reading this! Yes, also the moderators...tell your true fantasy, what do you secretly think of?
Don't hide your hurt, pain and feelings inside..for they will harden your heart.

Offline Ihavehope

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #1 on: January 14, 2007, 01:23:45 AM »
That I am once again HIV neg and I can roll over cotton candy naked. lol.
Infected: April 2005
12/6/06 - Diagnosed HIV positive
12/19/06 - CD4 = 240  22% VL = 26,300
1/4/07 - CD4 = 200 16% VL = ?
2/9/07 = Started Kaletra/Truvada
3/13/07 = CD4 = 386 22% VL ?

Offline Eldon

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #2 on: January 14, 2007, 02:43:03 AM »

Hey Marco23...

Being together with YOU!

Offline Biggums

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #3 on: January 14, 2007, 03:09:55 AM »
OK Marco what the hell, here goes:

My fantasy involves what I will call the perfect day.  It begins with me waking up early and making some hot tea and some toast.  Then just sitting there watching my man sleep in late, just watching him breathe, studying his beautiful face and him all wrapped up in his white down comforter.  Eventually I work my way to the kitchen and make him his favorite breakfast and bring it back to him in bed, waking him gently with a kiss on the cheek.  He loves that I take care of him.

We dress and go for a nice long walk in the crisp fall air, holding hands and talking of things that don't matter, just pleased to be with each other.  The trees are brilliant with color and a yellow lab dances around our feet as we walk and talk, deeply in love. 

We return and take a long, hot shower together gently touching and washing each other.  Nothing needs to be said as we embrace and kiss under the stream of water.

That afternoon we just kick back and watch a football game, drinking a cold beer and snacking on comfort foods.  Eventually his head is in my lap and I stroke his hair as sleep overtakes him before the fourth quarter hits.  Eventually we make our way back to bed and take a power nap.  Resting in his arms gives me peace.

We awake for dinner and decide to go out to a casual piano club we know and enjoy a very nice candlelit meal, laughing at silly things and at times just staring into each others eyes.  He asks me if I want to dance and we just slow dance on the floor, oblivious to the comments and stares from others.  Resting my head on his shoulder I am in worlds far away and his embrace is like gentle waves soothing my soul.  We decide to splurge and get a huge piece of cheesecake which we split.

Before heading home we stop off at a club and enjoy a few drinks with friends, laughing and enjoying being with those who care for us and we for them. They want us to stay longer but we have other plans.  We get home and he lights a huge fire and with the golden dog napping off to the side, we make passionate love before falling asleep.  My last memory is his kiss on my face and I hear the words I love you once again.

OK, that's enough.  I'm crying.
44 year old gay man .......just broke up with the only man I've ever really loved.

You can love completely without complete understanding.

Offline Miss Philicia

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #4 on: January 14, 2007, 03:22:58 AM »
My fantasy involves getting fucked daily by this guy named Luis Alberto Reyes Bourgos in Santo Domingo.

nuf said... the foreskin on that thing was like draperies at Tara!
"Iíve slept with enough men to know that Iím not gay"

Offline Oh501sguy

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #5 on: January 14, 2007, 07:54:37 AM »
My Fantasy?

  Falling deeply in love.  Being about to trust someone completely with my inner most thoughts, desires and dreams.
Being able to hold him every night.  Being able to walk down a beach holding hands.
Finding someone who loves to kiss.

    Being able to eat all the Strawbery Haagen Das Ice Cream I want and never gain an ounce!

Offline GSOgymrat

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #6 on: January 14, 2007, 10:53:41 AM »
My recurring fantasy involves a door in the back in my closet. I can go through and enter an alternate universe in which the world is exactly the way it is now but there are no people. I can go into people homes and look in their fridge, see their decor, etc. I can drive expensive cars from at the car lots, go into stores and play with all the gadgets, drive to the beach and hang out, go to the movies and watch a movie without distraction, etc. Then I can go back through the door and no time has passed.

Offline Christine

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #7 on: January 14, 2007, 12:18:53 PM »
My fantasy is to have a beautiful, warm, safe home full of friends and family (including four legged friends). Having enough time and energy to care for everyone, to travel to wonderful places, and to not live with the worry and burden of being ill.
Poz since '93. Currently on Procrit, Azithromax, Pentamidine, Valcyte, Levothyroxine, Zoloft, Epzicom, Prezista, Viread, Norvir, and GS-9137 study drug. As needed: Trazodone, Atavan, Diflucan, Zofran, Hydrocodone, Octreotide

5/30/07 t-cells 9; vl 275,000

Offline fearless

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #8 on: January 14, 2007, 11:52:54 PM »
some things are best left as fantasies... nuff said.
Be forgiving, be grateful, be optimistic

Offline ACinKC

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #9 on: January 15, 2007, 09:54:34 AM »
I used to have the famous "three way fantasy" with the wife and another girl.  She made that happen early on (which is one of the reasons she is my wife)  I had several others that she helped me fulfill in the sexual world.  GOD THAT WOMAN IS HOT!  AND A TOTAL FUCKING TURN ON!  Ok Ok... back to my point....

My one fantasy at this point in my life is to be able to one day make love to her without protection of any kind.  To truly FEEL her and make that connection that a married couple should have.  (I am not saying we dont have it but its just that LITTLE extra thats missing with the condom)

I love you baby and one day it shall come true.
LIFE is not a race to the grave with the intention of arriving safely
in a pretty and well-preserved body, but, rather to skid in broadside,
thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming--WOW! WHAT A

Offline marco23

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #10 on: January 15, 2007, 02:28:41 PM »
What I always think about is..being at a beach house surrounded by friends while a fire is burning at the edge of the house...everyone is having a wonderfully pointless conversation, enjoying the atmosphere..laughing, drinking beer, wine, liquor, passing a 'hit' around and dancing to the music playing in the background while feeling the cool summer breeze and hearing the soothing sound of waves splashing in the background...
Don't hide your hurt, pain and feelings inside..for they will harden your heart.

Offline jack

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Re: What is your fantasy...
« Reply #11 on: January 15, 2007, 02:59:44 PM »
100 Million in bank.  A winter home in Palm Springs and summer penthouse condo on Coal Harbor in Vancouver,with 115 ft Benetti Classic yacht. Thats all I need. Maybe a ping pong table.


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