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Offline Bradruss

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Oral sex, mentally not coping
« on: October 30, 2019, 07:18:20 pm »
Hi there,
I am married with children, I have never been with anyone but my wife up until a week ago I made the stupid choice to see a girl (sexworker) she performed unprotected oral in which I ejaculated in her mouth.
This was the only form of touching/sex that happened.
I suffer from anxiety and depression as it is and as soon as this was over I immediately panicked.
I have read all questions on here and also google but the reports are so mixed.
You say on here that there is no risk at all, but other reports say there is up to a 0.5% risk of hiv?

I am really struggling day to day at the moment as Iím not mentally strong and believe I will have hiv from this event.

Where do the reports come from that state there is a risk?
I am scared for my kids and wife that Iím going to leave them behind, hiv is not something I would cope with.

Doctors have told me I need to wait 6 weeks until I can be tested but making it to the 6 weeks isnít an option. I havenít eaten or seen my kids since last week. Can someone (Jim?) clarify the no risk vs some risk.

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Re: Oral sex, mentally not coping
« Reply #1 on: October 30, 2019, 10:17:27 pm »
Hiya,

Getting your penis sucked lacks all the conditions required for acquiring HIV,  thus it makes sense that after nearly 40 years of this pandemic in terms of BJ's there hasnít been a single documented case of HIV transmission to an insertive partner (the person being "sucked") and you will not be the worlds first.

Now theoretically, if you beat the person to a bloody pulp beforehand or something equally producing this result it would be a theoretical risk if she then sucked you off but this falls under it's never been transmitted this way before but this might meet all the requirements.

So my risk assessment is presuming she did not have blood running from her face

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I am married

Well obvious perhaps, but if I don't point this out it would be wrong, so if you have been engaging in unprotected intercourse with your partner this would meet all the biological conditions needed for acquiring HIV.

Now I don't judge couples that decide to engage in unprotected intercourse, it's often based on trust within a relationship, however, just note this trust or faith does not prevent HIV and any unprotected intercourse is simply accepting a possible risk to you of acquiring HIV. Test regularly, understand your real risks.

Here's what you need to know in order to avoid HIV infection:
Use condoms for anal or vaginal intercourse, correctly and consistently, every time, no exceptions. Consider starting PrEP as an additional layer of HIV protection going forward

Keep in mind that some sexual practices which may be described as Ďsafeí in terms of HIV transmission might still pose a risk for transmission of other STI's, so please do get fully tested regularly and at least yearly for all STI's including but not limited to HIV and test more frequently if unprotected intercourse occurs

Also note that it is possible to have an STI and show no signs or symptoms and the only way of knowing is by testing.

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Kind regards

Jim

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Re: Oral sex, mentally not coping
« Reply #2 on: October 30, 2019, 10:38:23 pm »
Where do the other reports come from but? Please donít think I am questioning your experience. There is so many reports and even on the cdc website it says insertive oral is a low risk but still a risk?

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Re: Oral sex, mentally not coping
« Reply #3 on: October 30, 2019, 11:16:11 pm »
There are no documented cases and I've explained it's a theoretical risk if certain conditions that are somewhat extream were met. You did not meet these conditions so it simply does not apply to you even in theory.

Now stressing about never before happened events i.e the theoretical HIV events that don't even apply to you is not productive or healthy if you ask me. It would make more sense to stress about being hit in the head by a meteorite whilst sitting on the toilet as meteorites do hit the earth from time to time.

As for the somewhat contextless or outdated CYA (Cover your ass) publications well I can't fix that but I've given you at least the context of this theoretical issue and your risk assessment based on what you posted is you had no HIV risk from getting your penis sucked.

I recommend you move on with your life, manage your real HIV risks instead and test at least yearly out of standard routine like every sexually active adult should for HIV & far easier to acquire STI's
 
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Re: Oral sex, mentally not coping
« Reply #4 on: November 03, 2019, 06:49:04 pm »
I have one question left so I thought I would get some more information.

I have for life suffered from ocd and health anxiety so regardless of assurance until I get tested I canít sleep.

Has anyone on this page who said they only had oral sex (insertive fellatio) ended up testing positive?

I have read several reports, regardless if they are true or not I feel like if I test positive no one would believe it was from insertive oral.

I wouldnít really call what she did a BJ, basically I had a condom on and we took it off as I was finishing for her to take it in her mouth. (5 seconds at most)

Iím just struggling to eat and even live day to day while waiting to get tested, I know everyone will say itís no risk but Iím just struggling to cope while waiting.
There is so much on the Internet in regards to claims it has happened.

I just think what if she had blood on her mouth or I had cuts I didnít see etc..

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Re: Oral sex, mentally not coping
« Reply #5 on: November 03, 2019, 11:14:09 pm »
I'm sure you can appreciate that I've heard some pretty imaginative stories over the years, I honestly can't recall all. To mention a few though, aliens from out of space, the neighbours' cat, shaking hands and more recently about an ice-cream.

Thankfully stories are just stories, not facts and, there are many reasons why someone would rather not admit to exposure, or simply incorrectly dismiss a real risk without realizing it. Factoring into stories is that being newly diagnosed is difficult enough time on its own, for some its a time of struggling with a deep fear of HIV stigma, social judgment, Isolation & self-stigma and things like sexuality, religion, family, sexual relationships etc might play a role asides from legal fears for some.

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I just think what if she had blood on her mouth or I had cuts I didnít see etc..
 

"what if's". She did not have blood streaming from her face, you were not covered in it afterwards, there was no urgent medical care required. No relevant "what if" to be had.

Try to focus on your real HIV risks in life instead and reducing those risks. Use condoms for any intercourse, consider PrEP as an additional layer of HIV prevention for the future and test at least yearly out of standard routine like every sexually active adult should for HIV & far easier to acquire STI's

Best, Jim
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