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Author Topic: What to do when you can no longer summon the strength.  (Read 1551 times)

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Offline blueair

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What to do when you can no longer summon the strength.
« on: October 21, 2006, 09:00:01 PM »
To whom ever may read this,
  This will be my first forum writing. I have never been one to write out my thoughts due to worry someone will figure me out. Now I'm just happy to think in the future cooler heads will help me stay a true person to myself. I started here because I feel akin to the struggles of all the participants who come here for advice on how to deal with our day to day traumas. Some are fortunate to be able to still hide them from others, some from themselves, and some who can hide their ordeals no longer. I fall into the last category for I have ignored the truth about what I didn't feel could affect me until reality forced me to recognize it. My ordeal started many years ago when I found out I was a poz. It really didn't shock me. If anything  I was very blase about the whole situation. How times have changed. Four new letters are now quickly replacing the ones I had to learn so long ago. AIDS. My hats off to all the participants to this forum. It seems head way is being made amongst friends here who help lower the shock value of our conditions. So I begin to. Let my education begin.
It's tough being positive when your positive!

Offline Teresa

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Re: What to do when you can no longer summon the strength.
« Reply #1 on: October 21, 2006, 09:05:52 PM »

WELCOME to the forums. Glad you found us! There are alot of great people here that will offer you support.

Hope to get to know you better.

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Offline blueair

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Re: What to do when you can no longer summon the strength.
« Reply #2 on: October 21, 2006, 09:27:25 PM »
Thank you Teresa for the kind welcome,
  In time I hope to get to know quite a few of you to, for now though I'm checking the stats on the Fuzion biotech injector. My latest drugs were Sustiva, and combivir. My doctor is removing them from the menu do to lack of effectiveness. That's why I've started writing. Inever thought I needed the advice of others. I always placed total faith in my health care professionals. Now, I think I need the advice of people who have come before me. It's hard to believe I've had this since 1995.
It's tough being positive when your positive!

Offline Queen Tokelove

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Re: What to do when you can no longer summon the strength.
« Reply #3 on: October 22, 2006, 12:23:29 AM »
Welcome to the forums. We have all been where you were I'm sure. Just consider us that ear when you need to vent. And the forums are definitely a good read! ;D
Started Atripla/Ziagen on 9/13/07.
10/31/07 CD4-265 VL- undetectable
2/6/08 CD4- 401 VL- undetectable
5/7/08 CD4- 705 VL- undetectable
6/4/08 CD4- 775 VL- undetectable
8/6/08 CD4- 805 VL- undetectable
11/13/08 CD4- 774 VL--undetectable
2/4/09  CD4- 484  VL- 18,000 (2 months off meds)
3/3/09---Starting Back on Meds---
4/27/09 CD4- 664 VL-- undetectable
6/17/09 CD4- 438 VL- 439
8/09 CD4- 404 VL- 1,600
01-22-10-- CD4- 525 VL- 59,000
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Offline DanielMark

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Re: What to do when you can no longer summon the strength.
« Reply #4 on: October 22, 2006, 06:22:44 AM »
Hi Blueair,

First of all let me say I love your avatar line: "Now where did I stick that fur-ball?" ;D Funny stuff.

Which leads me to why I'm posting (other than to just say Hello).

I tested Poz in 1988, and through all this time the one thing that has helped me most isn't doctors or monitoring lab results, but it's keeping an optimistic outlook and my sense of humour! Sure I get down sometimes like anyone else but as they say, if you can't laugh at it you can't live with it. It's easy to get bogged down in the technicals of HIV/AIDS but if you can still find a purpose in your life and value in your loving friends it will get you through nearly anything.

I am basically a loner type and not a group person, but it was good to find a place on the Net where I could identify with others and share what I live. Here you can have as much or as little anonymity as you like. Really I find it completely non threatening in that regard.

Kudos to you for making the decision to reach out to others here who can understand you better than anyone. No one needs to go through this life alone.




Offline Ann

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Re: What to do when you can no longer summon the strength.
« Reply #5 on: October 22, 2006, 08:13:03 AM »
Hi Blue, and welcome. I'm glad you reached out to us too.

If you check out the Welcome thread at the top of the Living With forum, you'll find that there are many other sections of this website, so make sure you check that out. You'll be able to find more info on Fuzeon in the drugs section, for example. You might find the lessons interesting too. There are also quite a few threads on Fuzeon in the Treatment Questions forum - have a scroll through the pages for them and feel free to jump into any of them to ask any questions you may have.

Nice to meet you.


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Offline Christine

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Re: What to do when you can no longer summon the strength.
« Reply #6 on: October 23, 2006, 11:37:41 AM »
Hi blueair,
Poz since '93. Currently on Procrit, Azithromax, Pentamidine, Valcyte, Levothyroxine, Zoloft, Epzicom, Prezista, Viread, Norvir, and GS-9137 study drug. As needed: Trazodone, Atavan, Diflucan, Zofran, Hydrocodone, Octreotide

5/30/07 t-cells 9; vl 275,000


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