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Author Topic: My last post - Good bye all  (Read 4484 times)

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Offline Webbie

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My last post - Good bye all
« on: August 17, 2006, 04:43:49 PM »
Hello AM Friends,

I will keep this brief; I know I have a problem of just rambling on. But not this time.

I want to say to all of you that send kind words and comforting energy to Manuel and I during his battle with HIV.  I can not even express in words what it meant to us.

Manuelís battle ended April 21st, I think that is when my battle ended as well. I just did not except it till last night.

I have put a lot of thought in to life Manuelís, Auberís, and mine these last 4 months and have decided I do not have any more fight left. I have decided to give up.

So to all of you I send hugs and love.

Good by, May the gods be with you all.


No need to reply to this post. It is my last I will not be back.

Offline Merlin

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #1 on: August 17, 2006, 05:56:40 PM »
Scot, if you do read this, know that we will all meet one day under better times. Till then, I trust God will bless and keep you and Manuel and Auber and all that matters, always.

Blessed Be !

I'll leave Hatred to those not strong enough to Love.


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Offline Alain

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #2 on: August 17, 2006, 06:19:08 PM »
« Last Edit: November 04, 2006, 01:43:33 PM by cowandalehouse »

Offline allopathicholistic

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #3 on: August 17, 2006, 06:27:08 PM »
Everyone please pray for Webbie. I remember his telling the story of Manuel and it was so vivid and deeply touching. (Those of us living in the USA should be grateful because to have HIV in certain other countries is sometimes an even bumpier ride than here.) Webbie: I send you well wishes, sunshine, healing, peace, love and the spirit to keep on going if you so choose

Offline Lis

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #4 on: August 17, 2006, 06:53:59 PM »
I pray you find peace...

poz 1986....

Offline portuguesecouple

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #5 on: August 17, 2006, 06:58:20 PM »
Webbie dont give up cos you have strength..Everybody hurts sometimes... ear these musics and find strength to go on... to go on like was Manuel's will. Manuel wants you to succeed , to be happy , to live your life.
I hope that you came back here and read our posts... don't give up. your efforts weren't in vain, it worth.. and you know that. you know...
Kisses, love and strength


Offline Optimistic

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #6 on: August 17, 2006, 07:02:25 PM »
I will be praying for you Webbie.  You are not alone...

12/06 (Atripla): cd4 - 260; cd% - 33%; vl - 169
1/07 (Atripla): cd4 - 267; cd% - 38.1%; vl - 132
4/07 (Atripla): cd4 - 373; cd% - 33.9%; vl - <50
7/07 (Atripla); cd4 - 287; cd% - 35.8%; vl - <50
9/07 (Atripla); cd4 - 356; cd% - 39.5%; vl - <50
12/07 (Atripla); cd4 - 517

Offline Oceanbeach

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #7 on: August 17, 2006, 07:12:55 PM »
Take care Scot

Offline Biggums

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #8 on: August 17, 2006, 07:21:24 PM »

I don't want to read anything into what you are saying.  I just want you to know I care. 
44 year old gay man .......just broke up with the only man I've ever really loved.

You can love completely without complete understanding.

Offline Eldon

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #9 on: August 17, 2006, 07:47:44 PM »
Scott, hang in there. Tomorrow will be a better day. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Offline appleboy

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #10 on: August 17, 2006, 08:12:06 PM »
Like I always say it is not the hand we were dealt but how we play that hand.  Keep playing my friend keep playing!
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Offline Christine

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #11 on: August 18, 2006, 10:27:43 AM »
Hi Webbie,
I hope you can reconsider staying on the forums. You are a valued member. I am sending you many good thoughts, and many prayers that your tomorrow will be better.

When I think of you and Manuel, I always say a prayer that you both have peace.

Poz since '93. Currently on Procrit, Azithromax, Pentamidine, Valcyte, Levothyroxine, Zoloft, Epzicom, Prezista, Viread, Norvir, and GS-9137 study drug. As needed: Trazodone, Atavan, Diflucan, Zofran, Hydrocodone, Octreotide

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Offline bobik

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Re: My last post - Good bye all
« Reply #12 on: August 21, 2006, 05:24:47 AM »
Dear Webbie, Scott,

I don't know if you read this.

However sad your story and the things you went through with Manuel, I got angry reading your post. We've had a suicide threath here a couple of weeks ago and it did upset everybody enormously. People who didn't sleep, huge stress, people trying to reach the person because they cared.

Putting a mail on the web like you did makes the whole forum worried and powerless. It suggests that you want to end your life although you don't say it literally. What can we do? Most of us don't know you well enough to help you, to contact you. People get worried, frightened. You close a door. We don't deserve that.

I don't know if there is a point in writing this, I don't know if you will ever read this, but if you do, I want you to know that however sad you are, this is a cruel thing to do to fellow forum members. We care too much for each other not to be terribly worried about the person who writes a thing like this.

I hope you will come back and find and get the support you need. My honesty towards about what I feel now you is a first sign to show you I want to invest in you when you are here on aidsmeds.


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