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Author Topic: I am in your blood…  (Read 831 times)

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Offline Angel-Ronnie

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I am in your blood…
« on: March 05, 2009, 02:09:31 AM »
day by day i take each day to the best I can
facing people that i work with
even facing the public when i go to the shops
paying accounts
always wondering how many can see,
that I am positive that I carry the scarlet ribbon,
on my chest in my blood with my person.
Is it so obvious that I am to blind,
to notice them stare look at me differently
as if I have some board hanging from my neck....
this is the face of many face's...
the face of hiv...
there is more like me can you see it...
can you feel it....
can you notice the little hiv buggers
flowing in my blood look into my eyes and tell me you see them....
tell me.....
for i am in your blood
I have invaded your body I have stripped you from
your negligent ways of destroying your body
your soul,
I have brought you to you knees infront of many...
making you humble for who you are
what you can be to many...
I will destroy more when you encounter
sex substance abuse i'll get you I'll bring down
the society you serve the lifestyle you own.
I have brought down many and i'll keep on doing so
until people nations communities take me seriously
see me for who I am the killer of the new age
the serial killer in your town.
Many think that to rape a virgin will cure me,
cure you what a joke
I am here to take you down with me
so to the millions I have taken already
you are mine until your dying day.
You need to take care of yourself
or I will take you from this life you know as yours
the people you love the family you were given to...
I am your worst nightmare
when given the opportunity to change you...
I am hiv.........

I wrote this piece just shortly after my diagnosis in 2006 when my emotions was so fragile....
Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it - Charles Swindoll
2012-04-23 CD4=847 VL=125 CD4%=29
06-02-2013 CD4=990 VL=<20 CD4%=28
05-07-2013 CD4=869 VL=<20 CD4%=30
05-12-2013 CD4=859 VL=262 CD4%=28
03-05-2014 CD4=743 VL=<20 CD4%=28
30-09-2014 CD4=291 VL=33 CD4% =30
24-02-2015 CD4 1065 VL=1814 CD4%=30
22-07-2015 CD4=974 VL=<20 CD4%=32
19-01-2016 CD4=940 VL=<30 CD4%=33
11-07-2016 CD4=646 VL=<30 CD4%=26
11-01-2017 CD4=749 VL=<30 CD4%=29
27-06-2017 CD4=948 VL=<30 CD4%=32


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