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Author Topic: He did not even say goodbye....  (Read 3596 times)

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Offline Life

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He did not even say goodbye....
« on: September 20, 2008, 01:47:32 PM »


And thinking of him
Sweet sleep overcame me
I am your master
See your heart
And of this burning heart
Your heart
Obediently eats.
Weeping, I saw him then depart from me.
Joy is converted
To bitterest tears
I am in peace
My heart
I am in peace
See my heart

I never thought I would be affected like this.... 

Offline auspoz

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Re: He did not even say goodbye....
« Reply #1 on: September 20, 2008, 06:38:00 PM »

I really don't know what to say other than I'm thinking of you, and I am so so very sorry for your loss.

I'm sending peace and comfort your way.

Sincere condolences,


Offline Life

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Re: He did not even say goodbye....
« Reply #2 on: September 24, 2008, 05:24:29 PM »
I miss my boss, I miss my friend.  Suicide hurts so many and I guess it really caught me off-guard.  I wrote a very beautiful Eulogy and read it before a large crowd and I knew my words struck a cord with everyone attending.   But this loss as goes deeper.  I find myself checking on my husband.   I find myself wondering how and why.   I certainly was in a similar dark place when I got my diagnosis, but did I act? No.  I choose to fight my way out of it.   Now I have to do it again because of this.   It makes me angry and all the other emotions that go along with it....   

I just needed to vent.  With everything going on in my life...  Add one more thing to muddle through on..... 



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