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Am I going through normal divorce emotions?

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What the Future Holds???
« on: May 05, 2008, 05:56:54 AM »
I have been positive almost thirteen years. This part is fine with me. Since people can not tell!
I am going through a divorce. My life is a bit confusing.
It has been almost nine months since I had sex. I get frustrated only to feel discusted.
Right now I can not trust anyone and especially to be so close with me. That and I am not able to tell if someone else is positive.
Lately I have been working on my Associates of Arts in Accounting degree.
Most of my time I spend with my daughter. She is ten and negative. I am very proud of her! She knows of my health and is very accepting.
Her teacher and Principle know of my health. At first they had questions, now they just act like it's normal.
Well although I hate to admit it, maybe I am alone because God wants me to work on some things.
I am so scared sometimes and alone at other times. So I am waiting since I don't know if my marriage is truly over or I am waiting for something to change which is what I am hopefully working on with this degree.

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Re: What the Future Holds???
« Reply #1 on: May 05, 2008, 06:32:51 AM »
I'm sorry to hear you are going through a bad time, but the truth is no-one can predict what the future holds...we don't even know what tomorrow may bring, so many things can change in a heartbeat.

Sorry I don't have the answers for you.

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Re: What the Future Holds???
« Reply #2 on: May 05, 2008, 07:56:36 AM »
Blueeyes, I don't have all the answers either.  I would just suggest concentrating on your daughter and getting your degree.  I have gone through divorce myself. However, mine was welcome and I couldn't run fast enough to the pawn shop to unload the rings. 

If you're having too difficult a time, I would suggest seeing a good therapist.  Your ASO (Aids Service Organization) should be able to recommend a good one.  I see a therapist myself, and he's invaluable.  Good luck.
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