My didiagnosed positive

[Darshana]

,i recently diagnosed on last month.it ‘s positive ,always i think to do suviside ,hopeless ,no positive picture of my future ..what i do…please help me .I have no trusted one to tell my status ..my family only my mother and me..she can not haddel this thing .i can’t tell this.she is very old..i have no brother or sister ..therefor i feel iam alone with the world . ..my degree finel exams on month of may…all things are maze in my head😥😥😥

[Jim Allen]

Hiya,

Sorry to hear about your diagnosis. What was your starting vial load, and has your doctor started you on treatment already?

I have no trusted one to tell my status ..my family only my mother and me..she can not haddel this thing .i can’t tell this.she is very old..i have no brother or sister ..therefor i feel iam alone with the world .

When do you have your next appointment with your healthcare provider? Understand that being newly diagnosed can feel overwhelming at first and a lot to digest. However, this will settle.

I never felt the need to tell anyone, I take my meds and live my life. Why my status is public is a long story for a different thread but I understand that different people have different needs.

Anyhow, what's important is that you are not alone, we're all living with HIV here and we are here to support you. Prehaps when you are next talking to your health care provider, you can ask them if there are any regional peer support groups as well that could assist you.

always i think to do suviside ,hopeless ,no positive picture of my future ..what i do…please help me .

Look if you feel that you are going to hurt yourself go and speak to your healthcare provider today, don't wait.

[Darshana]

Thnky you brother ,they did not tell me viral load or cd4 count just say diagnosed is positive and conformed ..next time i will ask about that .🙂

[Jim Allen]

You're welcome.

So it sounds like you only had a reactive antibodies test and no further results.

If so then for the time being I'm going to ask you to only post in this one thread. You can ask any questions or raise concerns you might have and members will try to support you.

When is your next doctor's visit and have they discussed treatment options with you?

[Darshana]

rapid test and elaysa test positive .They get another boold sample to western blot test for final conformation ..after will results came they start treatment ..they said before treatment check my chest for tb ,and other sti test and cbc report ,liver profile ,lipid profile  urine report.etc..before  they start medication

[Darshana]

Do you have any motivation stores ,please share with me

[lightalltheway]

Hello

Each one of us is a motivational story. And you as well, very soon you will be.

I understand how do you feel, please remember that you are not alone, even if you cant access direct peer support, we are here to support one another. Consider us your BIG GLOBAL VERTUAL family.

Light all the way,
Prince

[Jackmydin]

Hi brother, everyone of us went through the same route as you. I had a hard time when I started my med and facing the fear, this group here has been very helpful and alot of wonderful people. Stay strong.