What the fuck is going on

[PositivelyMotivated]

why are ppl that im close to but in no way sexually active with going through ARS ... Is the medical community bullshitting us to keep ppl from panicing ? i dont even know what to do ... these ppl are innocent and i now feel responsible for their lives ... i dont know what to do , i think im somehow infecting ppl ... its definitely not just some random illnesses its very clear ARS ...

[Matty the Damned]

why are ppl that im close to but in no way sexually active with going through ARS ... Is the medical community bullshitting us to keep ppl from panicing ? i dont even know what to do ... these ppl are innocent and i now feel responsible for their lives ... i dont know what to do , i think im somehow infecting ppl ... its definitely not just some random illnesses its very clear ARS ...

Well I see two possibilities:

1. You are the Angel of Death;

2. You don't understand how HIV is transmitted.

Let's assume, for the purpose of argument, that the second is the most likely to be true. This can be solved with a little bit of education:

These are the ways that HIV is transmitted these days:

Unprotected vaginal and anal sex;
Sharing contaminated injecting equipment such as needles and syringes;
In some cases from HIV positive mother to her unborn or nursing infant.

ARS (acute retroviral syndrome) is pretty much indistinguishable from the symptoms people get when they're infected with any number of viruses. So rather than worrying about your friends getting flu-like symptoms -- answer this: have any of them tested positve to HIV?

MtD

[phildinftlaudy]

Well I see two possibilities:

1. You are the Angel of Death;

2. You don't understand how HIV is transmitted.


MtD

And, if by chance the first one is true...... 

Would I be able to get your autograph and maybe an 8x10 photo with one of those cool AOD (Angel of Death) frames? 

Just wanted to ask before the Christmas rush hits.
Thanks in advance.

[Rev. Moon]

why are ppl that im close to but in no way sexually active with going through ARS ... Is the medical community bullshitting us to keep ppl from panicing ? i dont even know what to do ... these ppl are innocent and i now feel responsible for their lives ... i dont know what to do , i think im somehow infecting ppl ... its definitely not just some random illnesses its very clear ARS ...

Sorry, but this is some dumb shit.  Jeebus.

[PositivelyMotivated]

i know exactly how hiv is SUPPOSED to be transmitted ... but when ppl i hang out with regularly , smoke weed with regularly , start getting hospitalized with torso rashes and debilitating fatigue then i start wondering ... theyre testing negative for mono on spot tests but the dr is still telling them they got mono from blood cell counts .... i know what the fuck is going on but its supposed to be impossible ... go ahead and laugh it up ... should have known better than to join a site littered with a bunch of smart ass faggots ... fuck all of you

[Rev. Moon]

i know exactly how hiv is SUPPOSED to be transmitted ... but when ppl i hang out with regularly , smoke weed with regularly , start getting hospitalized with torso rashes and debilitating fatigue then i start wondering ... theyre testing negative for mono on spot tests but the dr is still telling them they got mono from blood cell counts .... i know what the fuck is going on but its supposed to be impossible ...

Alrighty then.

go ahead and laugh it up ... should have known better than to join a site littered with a bunch of smart ass faggots ... fuck all of you

Classy. Thank you.

[anniebc]

i dont know what to do , i think im somehow infecting ppl ...

You obviously don't know how HIV is transmitted, I suggest you read up on it.

Jan

[phildinftlaudy]

i should have known better than to join a site littered with a bunch of smart ass faggots ... fuck all of you

So, I guess this means the autograph, picture, and cool AOD (Angel of Death) frame are a "no-go?"   Dayuumm!  Now, I have to go with Plan B.

[thunter34]

but when ppl i hang out with regularly , smoke weed with regularly

I'm going to go out on a limb and assume that you aren't all smoking weed for medicinal purposes.  Have you considered that the debiltating fatigue might just be coming from them being stoned?  Doesn't sound like a very health forward crowd you're hanging with anyway, but what do I know?  I'm just another smart ass faggot.

[LM]

ARS symptoms are very nonspecific and they also occur in many, many other things, including the flu. I think you might need to come to terms with your infection, because if you suspect you are infecting your friends through casual contact, it means you still don't deal with it very well.

But of course, you could also get them tested for HIV. Then you'll see why the joke is on you. Either that, or you've been fucking your friends bareback in your sleep.

[Rev. Moon]

Either that, or you've been fucking your friends bareback in your sleep.

My "straight" Brazilian FacBuddy did that to me recently. He is rather sneaky.   OEMGEE, should I be concerned?

[Matty the Damned]

i know exactly how hiv is SUPPOSED to be transmitted ... but when ppl i hang out with regularly , smoke weed with regularly , start getting hospitalized with torso rashes and debilitating fatigue then i start wondering ... theyre testing negative for mono on spot tests but the dr is still telling them they got mono from blood cell counts .... i know what the fuck is going on but its supposed to be impossible ... go ahead and laugh it up ... should have known better than to join a site littered with a bunch of smart ass faggots ... fuck all of you

As I suspected.

What we have here is:

Lonely + Guilty + Booze + Internet Connexion == Regrets in the Morning.

Drnka posting. Always entertaining. ^__^

MtD

[PositivelyMotivated]

ppl dont get hospitalized over smoking marijuana ... and yes actually its quite medicinal considering i cant eat unless i smoke it ...

as for the faggot comment ... i really dont give a fuck about peoples sexual orientation ... but i honestly feel since im declared hetero under my avatar certain ppl decide to take the piss on my posts ... theres a lot of cool ppl on this site and its them i apologize to for it ...

as for not knowing how hiv is spread ... do you really think im that fucking stupid ? you think i havent studied the disease im infected with ad nauseam ? hence me being shocked at the events happening around me ...

as for the picture and frame phil ... if this turns out to be a reality ill make sure i send you one off right before i blow my brains out ... then you and all your friends can yuck it up over the dead fag bashing hetero's luck ... its the least i can do

[phildinftlaudy]

as for the picture and frame phil ... if this turns out to be a reality ill make sure i send you one off right before i blow my brains out ... then you and all your friends can yuck it up over the dead fag bashing hetero's luck ... its the least i can do

But will you also autograph it?
Oh, and is possible for the Angel of Death to kill himself? Wouldn't that be redundant?  Things that make me go "hmmmmm???"

Thanks for the pic and frame though - and the resale value should go through the roof with the autograph.

[Matty the Damned]

ppl dont get hospitalized over smoking marijuana ... and yes actually its quite medicinal considering i cant eat unless i smoke it ...

as for the faggot comment ... i really dont give a fuck about peoples sexual orientation ... but i honestly feel since im declared hetero under my avatar certain ppl decide to take the piss on my posts ... theres a lot of cool ppl on this site and its them i apologize to for it ...

as for not knowing how hiv is spread ... do you really think im that fucking stupid ? you think i havent studied the disease im infected with ad nauseam ? hence me being shocked at the events happening around me ...

as for the picture and frame phil ... if this turns out to be a reality ill make sure i send you one off right before i blow my brains out ... then you and all your friends can yuck it up over the dead fag bashing hetero's luck ... its the least i can do

Excellent. It's been a while since we've had a quality unhinging.



MtD

[PositivelyMotivated]

actually matt im not drunk quite yet ... if i was drunk it would have been much worse than that ... give me about 6 more beers and 3 or 4 more posts from enraged homosexuals and i should be on point ...

[LM]

My "straight" Brazilian FacBuddy did that to me recently. He is rather sneaky.   OEMGEE, should I be concerned?

If he is poz, of course! Don't you know, you might get SuperAIDS!

as for the faggot comment ... i really dont give a fuck about peoples sexual orientation ... but i honestly feel since im declared hetero under my avatar certain ppl decide to take the piss on my posts ... theres a lot of cool ppl on this site and its them i apologize to for it ...

as for not knowing how hiv is spread ... do you really think im that fucking stupid ? you think i havent studied the disease im infected with ad nauseam ? hence me being shocked at the events happening around me ...

Dude, no one cares if you are straight. There are several straight members here. Your post was just... stupid. Sorry, but it was. Like I said, ARS symptoms are not in any way unique to HIV. Really, I think you haven't coped very well with your infection yet. That may be the problem.

[Matty the Damned]

actually matt im not drunk quite yet ... if i was drunk it would have been much worse than that ... give me about 6 more beers and 3 or 4 more posts from enraged homosexuals and i should be on point ...

Oh honey, I can't wait.

You're gonna be fabulous, I just know it. 

MtD

[Solo_LTSurvivor]

actually matt im not drunk quite yet ... if i was drunk it would have been much worse than that ... give me about 6 more beers and 3 or 4 more posts from enraged homosexuals and i should be on point ...

Sounds like you came here deliberately to try and get people to take the piss.

My "straight" Brazilian FacBuddy did that to me recently. He is rather sneaky.   OEMGEE, should I be concerned?

I think you might be able to find your answer by posting here, Rev.

[Rev. Moon]

actually matt im not drunk quite yet ... if i was drunk it would have been much worse than that ... give me about 6 more beers and 3 or 4 more posts from enraged homosexuals and i should be on point ...

Well, aren't you lak super totally speshal. 

I'm lak skurred n stuff

[PositivelyMotivated]

Sounds like you came here deliberately to try and get people to take the piss.




I think you might be able to find your answer by posting here, Rev.

not at all it was a very serious post ... i do find enraged homosexuals quite entertaining though haha

[PositivelyMotivated]

Well, aren't you lak super totally speshal. 

I'm lak skurred n stuff

lmfao love the quote under your pic ... youve already lived up to it ... promise me youll keep it !

[Rev. Moon]

If he is poz, of course! Don't you know, you might get SuperAIDS!

I think you might be able to find your answer by posting here, Rev.

I know coz I tell them all that they're gonna be OK, when in fact I know they're gonna die from teh AIDS in two weeks thanks to their filthy lapdances, licking of salty nipples, and indulgence in pussybeer.  But before they kick the bucket they're gonna give it to their frenz, relatives, and neighbors via doorknobs, toilet seats, shared joints, and evil looks.  Mwahahah!!!

[Solo_LTSurvivor]

not at all it was a very serious post ... i do find enraged homosexuals quite entertaining though haha

So you must be confused, as you're contradicting yourself.

You claim you didn't come here to rile people up because your post was serious, yet you admit you find enraged homosexuals quite entertaining. Somehow I think anyone who read your OP no matter what their sexual orientation would react in the same manner ~ and think that you are absolutely bonkers if you think that you are immaculately infecting people by their simply being in your presence.

I want some of whatever you're imbibing in currently.

I know coz I tell them all that they're gonna be OK, when in fact I know they're gonna die from teh AIDS in two weeks thanks to their filthy lapdances, licking of salty nipples, and indulgence in pussybeer.  But before they kick the bucket they're gonna give it to their frenz, relatives, and neighbors via doorknobs, toilet seats, shared joints, and evil looks.  Mwahahah!!!

Riiight.  Because it's a chronic manageable disease.

[tednlou2]

Yes, there are several straight members here.  I actually enjoy hearing from straight folks.  I get their perspective on living with the virus and how that is different or the same.  You say you don't have issues with ones sexuality, but it sure doesn't come off that way.  It sounds, to me, like someone who is bitter with gays--thinking his virus ultimately can be traced back to a homo.  But, I don't want to play psychologist.  How were you infected?  Sex with a girl, sharing needles, or perhaps sex with a homo when high?  I said I didn't want to play psychologist. 

Suggest your friends get tested for HIV.  They should be tested anyway.  However, if any are poz, you didn't give it to them through casual contact. 

[jkinatl2]

So you must be confused, as you're contradicting yourself.

You claim you didn't come here to rile people up because your post was serious, yet you admit you find enraged homosexuals quite entertaining. Somehow I think anyone who read your OP no matter what their sexual orientation would react in the same manner ~ and think that you are absolutely bonkers if you think that you are immaculately infecting people by their simply being in your presence.

Unless "smoking weed" is a metaphor.

I rather think I do science fairly OK on my best days. Not sure how to handle unhinged. Except to once AGAIN petition for a six hour window on the "edit" button.

[Matty the Damned]

MtD

[PositivelyMotivated]

Yes, there are several straight members here.  I actually enjoy hearing from straight folks.  I get their perspective on living with the virus and how that is different or the same.  You say you don't have issues with ones sexuality, but it sure doesn't come off that way.  It sounds, to me, like someone who is bitter with gays--thinking his virus ultimately can be traced back to a homo.  But, I don't want to play psychologist.  How were you infected?  Sex with a girl, sharing needles, or perhaps sex with a homo when high?  I said I didn't want to play psychologist. 

Suggest your friends get tested for HIV.  They should be tested anyway.  However, if any are poz, you didn't give it to them through casual contact.

actually having been a dj in the rave scene for over 15 years i may have more gay friends than even you do , several of them im quite close to ... and those few ive called faggots in anger before , kind of the same way id call a woman a bitch or cunt if it came to that ... no deep rooted feelings at all , thye know they can be homosexually frustrating at times , like a woman is femininely frustrating ... we get over it pretty quick ... im certainly not some shaved head nazi "fag basher" though lol ... unless i beat them in the head with glow sticks and good vibes 

[Miss Philicia]

People still use glow sticks? I'm going to have to pull The Great Pearl Clutcher on that one.

[Matty the Damned]

actually having been a dj in the rave scene for over 15 years i may have more gay friends than even you do , several of them im quite close to ... and those few ive called faggots in anger before , kind of the same way id call a woman a bitch or cunt if it came to that ... no deep rooted feelings at all , thye know they can be homosexually frustrating at times , like a woman is femininely frustrating ... we get over it pretty quick ... im certainly not some shaved head nazi "fag basher" though lol ... unless i beat them in the head with glow sticks and good vibes 

We all know you've got gay friends. That's how you got teh AIDS.

MtD

[Solo_LTSurvivor]

...thye know they can be homosexually frustrating at times , like a woman is femininely frustrating ...

Guess you need a straight-acting brain to understand these concepts.  Care to expound?

[PositivelyMotivated]

We all know you've got gay friends. That's how you got teh AIDS.

MtD

  bastards , i knew it was all a set up and that discusting female slut i fucked was really clean ! i knew it !

and yes phillicia they do ... although led lights are kind of making them obsolete

[Matty the Damned]

bastards , i knew it was all a set up and that discusting female slut i fucked was really clean ! i knew it !

and yes phillicia they do ... although led lights are kind of making them obsolete

You're nearly there. When drnka posting it's about now you have move from beer onto something more potent. Vodka should do the trick. If you're feeling adventurous you could try some overproof rum.

Pace yourself though -- you don't want to puke on your keyboard and pass out before you can send a flurry of ZOMG!DRAMAH! private messages to all the Moderators as well as key senior members.

I'm speaking from considerable experience here.

MtD

[PositivelyMotivated]

Guess you need a straight-acting brain to understand these concepts.  Care to expound?

%99 percent of them are fems and they piss me off as a woman would ... its the demeanor ... they also know i wont hit them so they go on and on and on and aarrrrrrrrrghh !!!!! see what im saying now ?

[Solo_LTSurvivor]

bastards , i knew it was all a set up and that discusting female slut i fucked was really clean ! i knew it !

and yes phillicia they do ... although led lights are kind of making them obsolete

Wow, who knew that techno is the new retro?

PS: It's nice to hear that she cared enough to take a shower before you fucked her 

[Miss Philicia]

Wow, who knew that techno is the new retro?

here ya go girl

[jkinatl2]

actually having been a dj in the rave scene for over 15 years i may have more gay friends than even you do , several of them im quite close to ... and those few ive called faggots in anger before , kind of the same way id call a woman a bitch or cunt if it came to that ... no deep rooted feelings at all , thye know they can be homosexually frustrating at times , like a woman is femininely frustrating ... we get over it pretty quick ... im certainly not some shaved head nazi "fag basher" though lol ... unless i beat them in the head with glow sticks and good vibes 

The point remains, the vectors for HIV transmission are known. Penetrative anal and vaginal sex, and sharing IV drug needles.

You say your friends are having ARS symptoms. If so, then they should test positive for HIV. If not now, then certainly shortly after.

You realize that the information we have gathered about the mechanism of HIV, how it enters the body, is the SAME science that fuels our treatment, right?

If you doubt one, how can you believe the other? They are inexorably entertwined.

It's the science. I'm not being a faggot. I am being a person with a vested interest in the scientific method - who would not put a single drug into his body if he doubted it's validity.

[Rev. Moon]

People still use glow sticks? I'm going to have to pull The Great Pearl Clutcher on that one.

I'm actually surprised that they still have (or call them) raves.  It feels so... London circa 1991/1992... Listening to the Smart E's and Utah Saints.

[Solo_LTSurvivor]

%99 percent of them are fems and they piss me off as a woman would ... its the demeanor ... they also know i wont hit them so they go on and on and on and aarrrrrrrrrghh !!!!! see what im saying now ?

So you're saying that drag queens come to the raves at which you spin?  I still can't get over the fact that raves still go on in this day and age... unless you're telling us you play at circuit parties.

[PositivelyMotivated]

You're nearly there. When drnka posting it's about now you have move from beer onto something more potent. Vodka should do the trick. If you're feeling adventurous you could try some overproof rum.

Pace yourself though -- you don't want to puke on your keyboard and pass out before you can send a flurry of ZOMG!DRAMAH! private messages to all the Moderators as well as key senior members.

I'm speaking from considerable experience here.

MtD

meh im starting to plateau out now ... probably will have to wait till i come back from my ban lol ... in the meantime im going to getting my get back on all my gay friends for infecting me by swapping out their vitamins with testosterone pills lol

[Solo_LTSurvivor]

here ya go girl

That popped up on my iPhone the other day. No lie.

I'm actually surprised that they still have (or call them) raves.  It feels so... London circa 1991/1992... Listening to the Smart E's and Utah Saints.

My thoughts exactly.

[Matty the Damned]

meh im starting to plateau out now ... probably will have to wait till i come back from my ban lol ... in the meantime im going to getting my get back on all my gay friends for infecting me by swapping out their vitamins with testosterone pills lol

Oh don't pike out now. See it through to the bitter end:



MtD

[PositivelyMotivated]

So you're saying that drag queens come to the raves at which you spin?  I still can't get over the fact that raves still go on in this day and age... unless you're telling us you play at circuit parties.

no theyre undergrounds ... some are sanctioned in certain venues though ... drag queens yeah , mostly just average gay men and women though or bi ... bi is more prevelant ... they dont really come to see me though as i spin drum and bass for the most part and they tend to gravitate towards hardcore like the link phillicia posted ... its all intermingled though as theres usually 3 or more rooms going at once ... ive been the only hetero in a group plenty of times inside and at the after parties ... have had some of my best times in those situations ... gay men know how to party and get the best drugs lol

[jkinatl2]

My drunkest posting has almost always been bourbon related. For some odd reason, I stay quite capable of cogent and lucid, if totally batshit thought and typing ability until roughly three minutes before I keel over.

I try not to do that these days, because, well.

Thing is, we have (mostly) all drunk/high posted here once or twice. Own up to it, and it's a badge of honor. Like that time I went through that frat house after Christmas, and left no door unopened. Goddess I miss 1989.

I digress.

It's OK. Human, you can be that.

Your friends will love you even when you puke in their cars.

They will, however, ask you to clean out the car.

Trust me on that one.

JK

(who has mostly switched to weed for many of the reasons outlined and insinuated in the post above. Also, weight management)

[Miss Philicia]

they tend to gravitate towards hardcore like the link phillicia posted

Oh yeah... I'm very hardcore.

gay men know how to party and get the best drugs lol

They also spread AIDS.

[Rev. Moon]

Pace yourself though -- you don't want to puke on your keyboard and pass out before you can send a flurry of ZOMG!DRAMAH! private messages to all the Moderators as well as key senior members.

I know, right?  And let us not forget the inevitable final two steps:

1. The "I'm outta here, I don't need this shit" (The boofuckinghoo Remix) Swan Song thread
2. Followed immediately by a post where the OP tells the world "I decided to stay coz like OEMGEE, I got like three bazillion PMs telling me that I'm like superduper special and totally supported and I shouldn't pay like any attention to a buncha bitter queens". 

Totally yawnalicious.

[PositivelyMotivated]

I know, right?  And let us not forget the inevitable final two steps:

1. The "I'm outta here, I don't need this shit" (The boofuckinghoo Remix) Swan Song thread
2. Followed immediately by a post where the OP tells the world "I decided to stay coz like OEMGEE, I got like three bazillion PMs telling me that I'm like superduper special and totally supported and I shouldn't pay like any attention to a buncha bitter queens". 

Totally yawnalicious.

you know sometimes i do feel this is a bitter site ... a lot of ppl are really snappy here or extremely condescending ... phillicia can be quite a bitch but at the same token still kinda funny ... dont think being gay has anything to do with it so much as everyone here is dealing with a fucked up illness and naturally are dealing with depression and whatnot ... unfortunately though no one has sent me a pm telling me how special i am hahaha go figure ! i was kind of waithing to receive that from you Moon ...

[Rev. Moon]

you know sometimes i do feel this is a bitter site ... a lot of ppl are really snappy here or extremely condescending ... phillicia can be quite a bitch but at the same token still kinda funny ... dont think being gay has anything to do with it so much as everyone here is dealing with a fucked up illness and naturally are dealing with depression and whatnot ... unfortunately though no one has sent me a pm telling me how special i am hahaha go figure ! i was kind of waithing to receive that from you Moon ...

Here ya go, chile.  Feel better.

[Matty the Damned]

you know sometimes i do feel this is a bitter site ... a lot of ppl are really snappy here or extremely condescending ... phillicia can be quite a bitch but at the same token still kinda funny ... dont think being gay has anything to do with it so much as everyone here is dealing with a fucked up illness and naturally are dealing with depression and whatnot ... unfortunately though no one has sent me a pm telling me how special i am hahaha go figure ! i was kind of waithing to receive that from you Moon ...

We already think you're speshul.



MtD

[PositivelyMotivated]

thanks guys lol ... if anything this thread has made me feel a little better just fucking around and kicking it ... anyway im off to bed ... may your dreams be full of oil slicked muscle bound dancers with 12 inch long cocks thick as soda cans lolol  cheers ...