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Offline thunter34

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Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« on: December 19, 2006, 02:31:02 am »
OMG!  Gone are any attempts at being eloquent, or grammar or anything at all but insane tears of joy and leaping hearts and just

            YA-HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


In this one day, I have

(1.) managed to FINALLY put an end to weeks of worry about my friend, JK.  He is back outta the hospital and we are in touch and my heart is lifted- LIFTED, I SAY!   I am chomping at the bit to get down to see him...my beautiful, beautiful friend...

(2.)  had a glorious, glorious evening with my Father that has put us closer than we perhaps ever have been in my whole life.  He even called me, 'Miss Efficiency' this evening.  Note the "MISS" part of that.....this from my Father, a Baptist Deacon!  Did my Baptist Deacon Father just get sassy with me?? 

(3.)  LILIA.  Lilia, my sister spirit...my joy.  The woman I was so in love with as a person that it put my whole self-perception of my sexuality in question once.  LILIA- who I somehow lost.  Who somehow lost me for a time.  I go to MySpace to find in my inbox:

                                        Tim?  Is it Tim?  Please, if it is- It's LILIA !!!

I have found her again after all these years.  She has found me.  WE are FOUND AGAIN !  We are FOUND !!!

I feel like I am immersed under a waterfall of blessing.  Washed in love and miracles.

~Tim
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Offline Eldon

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #1 on: December 19, 2006, 03:59:27 am »
AWESOME!!!


"Don't Give Up, Don't Give In... Cause it is ALL within you to WIN!"
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Offline Nadine

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #2 on: December 19, 2006, 05:46:11 am »
What a day you had!  ;D ;D
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Offline allopathicholistic

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #3 on: December 19, 2006, 08:47:53 am »
beautiful beautiful re-connections

everything happens for a reason, on the proper schedule too
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Offline thunter34

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #4 on: December 19, 2006, 10:10:58 am »
Thanks, folks!  I'm still on a high from it all!
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Offline Christine

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #5 on: December 19, 2006, 10:16:05 am »
I am so happy for you! Enjoy all that is happening!
Christine
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Offline bear60

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #6 on: December 19, 2006, 10:27:30 am »
I hope your joy rubs off on us all!
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Offline thunter34

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #7 on: December 19, 2006, 11:30:36 am »
And speaking of rubbing off:


It's only another day or so til the Synchronized World Orgasm!  Yahoo!

(The blessings keep on, er...coming- don't they?)
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Offline ACinKC

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #8 on: December 19, 2006, 11:33:34 am »
So are you now considering "going" straight?!?!?


Seriously... CONGRATS!  And super duper great to hear about JK!  I am assuming it is the JK from here?
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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #9 on: December 19, 2006, 11:38:35 am »
Yes, it is the same JK.  We have been friends for some time...prior to here. 

And, alas....the email from Lilia also stated that she is now married.  *sigh*

Truthfully, I've always viewed bisexuality as an ideal...an ideal to which I wish I was closer.  A hetero stirring on that level has been a rare event for me.  Like comet or eclipse kind of rare.

99.9% Strictly Dickly.

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Offline thunter34

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #10 on: December 19, 2006, 06:32:12 pm »
I'm bumping myself cuz several people have asked around here about Jonathan (jkinatl2).  He has been in the hospital, but should still be home now.  Has not been able to return contact with anyone who has attempted, I don't think.  About to try to call him now to see if I can get some more scoop on him.

~+
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Offline DancerBoy

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #11 on: December 20, 2006, 03:12:58 am »
I just spoke with him. and he just posted a blog too.  He's keeping a sense of humor about being sick so I suspect he'll go home and get some TLC over the Holidays.  He'll hopefully rest and pretend to gt annoyed that his mother is fussing over him when in real life he'll like it. Maybe she'll stay on him and actually get him to take some of his medicines some of the time... :-) He should be feelin' fine soon.
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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #12 on: December 20, 2006, 08:08:44 am »
Tim, that's great about your GREAT DAY! Hoping it keeps rolling along.

Also glad Jonathan has you for a friend. Send him my best wishes. We miss him.

Cheers, 
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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #13 on: December 20, 2006, 08:40:19 am »
Great to hear about JK, give him a squeeze for me when you see him, oh Hell, give him a hug too. :D

I had a similar' My Space moment' recently when I was contacted by a long lost best friend,  amazingly we took up conversation just like it was yesterday, definitely one of the high points of the year.
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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #14 on: December 20, 2006, 10:29:24 am »
Yep....that's just the same as me and Lilia.

"OMG!  7 years!  Can you believe it?  So, anyway....blah, blah, blah, blah, blah..."


Right back at it- right on beat again.


~+
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Offline allopathicholistic

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #15 on: December 20, 2006, 11:10:54 am »
Tim: Thank you in advance for helping JK reclaim his life. File this whole thread under "B" for beautiful

JK's last blog sounds much better than his Dec. 2nd blog :)

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Re: Just This Side of Rapture! So Happy I Could Almost Burst!
« Reply #16 on: December 20, 2006, 08:00:57 pm »
Well, I haven't really done too much of anything so far!  I still haven't gotten to see the boy!  We're back in message exchange mode- but that's still a step up from before (when I just didn't know for sure WHAT was going on).  As DancerBoy said above, I believe he has gone home for the holidays.  But I did call once again today to leave another message.  DBoy may have some more updates.   DancerBoy??  (Or anyone else for that matter...)
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