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Title: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: pozguy75 on June 19, 2006, 12:43:29 pm
Okay...so I have been away a bit longer than I had anticipated...

Well, where to begin...

Steve and I broke up this month, and the way Wednesday would have been our 9 year annivesary!! WOW...it is still a bit surreal, but the fact of the matter is HIV did play a role in our breaking up. No it wasn't the fact that we are HIV +ve, it's the fact that I couldn't get over the guilt, Steve couldn't get over some trust issues. Yes I cheated on him...that is a fact. We grew apart...I moved to Charlotte, NC...

I am living in a hotel for the next two and a half weeks just intil my apartment is ready...people are still living in it...they need to move out NOW!! :)

Anyway, I am ready to be settled and I am so looking forward to Montreal in August.

I have had the extreme pleasure of meeting TEDEBEARNC...and yest TEDE...I still have your sunglasses!! CALL ME!

But, I have made a couple of fast friends, and I am very greatful of that...they have been wonderful in keeping me busy and what not...so I know when I am settled in my apartment, I am sure all those wicked emotions are come pouring out...thank god I will be alone so no one will see cry!!

But, I just want to say thank you to everyone here for your thoughts and support!!

I love you all!!
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: Lisa on June 19, 2006, 12:45:27 pm
Well, look what the cat drug in.......
Nice to see you back hon.
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: Trish on June 19, 2006, 12:54:51 pm
Hi Jer,

Sorry about missing you along the way to NC... I knew I shouldn't have showered that day... I should have just waited for your call and met you all stinky & funky... ::) :o :-\ :-[  But, oh well, I'm sure we'll meet again, like in Montreal -- can't wait to see you there.

I'm happy that you are settling in, kind of... just as soon as those damn people get the hell out of your apartment.  The nerve of them, keeping you waiting, why I ougtta...never mind. :D

Anyways, glad that you checked in and I wish you all the best.  All good things will happen from here on in...that's my wish and prayer for you sweetheart.

Love ya Jer...

Trish :-*
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: Life on June 19, 2006, 01:04:46 pm
Jeromy, great to here from you!  I will keep the mountains in tact for you WHEN you come back!

Love

Eric
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: kcmetroman on June 19, 2006, 01:14:50 pm
well there son.......

We do need the gory details of the trip.....

Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: cmhjeff on June 19, 2006, 01:15:50 pm
1 little piggy,2 little piggy...and this little piggy went all...........................the way to North Carolina.  Good to see you back :-*
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: AlanBama on June 19, 2006, 01:19:10 pm
Hey sweetie,

We've missed you.   Glad to hear from you!

Hugs,

Alan
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: RAB on June 19, 2006, 01:28:57 pm
Hey Mr. Smiley Face:

Thanks for checking in, we were about to round up a posse and begin searching!   ;)

Two more weeks in a hotel huh?  Hmm, maid service, no cleaning or making the bed, don't have to scrub the tub, . . . . want my advice?

STAY THERE PERMANENTLY!  He He He

RAB
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: david25luvit on June 19, 2006, 03:02:57 pm
I'm in your corner, Jeromy.....  Sorry you have to live in a motel waiting for your apartment but at least you have a place to lay your head down (so to speak)  It's going to be a challenge...starting over by yourself but I am confident you will do well good buddy.  Glad you're back........Keep the faith :-*
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: Teresa on June 19, 2006, 03:19:34 pm
Welcome Back!

Nice to see your smiling face again!

Hugs
Teresa
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: Nadine on June 19, 2006, 04:22:10 pm
Welcome back Jeromy...sure missed that smile  :)

Glad everything went well with the move. You sound really good and I think that's great!

Take care
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: cubbybear on June 19, 2006, 06:45:49 pm
Hey Jeromy, you're a brave guy, I'm shit scared to do what you've done/doing but I gotta do it soon.  You've got so many people that care for you mister, I am glad you're getting settled.

love
matt
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: Tim on June 19, 2006, 07:07:35 pm
It's great to see that smiile back here and to learn that you're on the path to something new, bigger, better.

Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: TedEBearNC on June 19, 2006, 10:11:18 pm
I tried.. you might wanna check your phone! ;) 

And if you ever need a shoulder to cry on.. you got my number.

Hugs,

Phil
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: DancerBoy on June 19, 2006, 10:36:49 pm
Jeremy-
    I love you more than I love my luggage.... It's sad that you're starting out again, but I think it's more exciting!  You're like Mary Tyler Moore.... Do me a favor throw your hat in the air and whirl around!
You're awesome and you're in my thoughts every day...
-Danny.
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: aztecan on June 20, 2006, 12:00:35 am
Well howdy youngun, long time no see!

I'm glad you put in an appearance. I've missed your smiling face.  :D

Glad you stopped by, now don't be a stranger for too long.

HUGS,

Mark
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: livingpositively on June 20, 2006, 01:41:09 am
I'm with RAB, I love all the amenities that the hotel has to offer.

Glad to hear things are going well for you, Jeromy.  Takes a lot of courage to just pack up and move.  Kudos to you!!!

Hugs,
Shane
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: Sky on June 20, 2006, 02:52:35 am
Hey Jeromy!  Good to see things are going well for you.  Lucky you goin to Montreal lol, wish I was able to go meet all of ya's.
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: joemutt on June 20, 2006, 04:21:18 am
I m glad you re back, I wondered what kept you  :)
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: eirin on June 20, 2006, 05:43:53 am
Good to see you back Jeromy!
Good luck with your new life!  :-*
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: lydgate on June 20, 2006, 04:52:45 pm
How's the maraviroc been treating you?

Jay
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: bobik on June 20, 2006, 05:15:49 pm
Glad you're back, I missed you

 :-*

Coen
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: zephyr on June 20, 2006, 05:27:23 pm
Jer!!

I've been missin' you to no end! Good to know you made it to NC just fine...sorry you have to wait for that new place, but oh! what good things are in store for you right around the corner!!

You deserve the best of everything, doll!

Love,

Your 'Auntie Zeph' :-*
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: Eldon on June 20, 2006, 05:34:57 pm
Welcome Back Jeromy
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: pozguy75 on June 21, 2006, 11:35:17 am
Hi everyone, thank you all so much for your kind words...you all mean so much to me!! I love you all!!

Well, today is a big day...today, June 21, 2006 would have been mine and Steve's 9 year anniversary...it's a little weird...but oddly enough, I am a little sad, but on the other hand....I am not. I am not sure if that makes any sense at all...but it's true...

Oh and Jay...the Maraviroc is going well...it makes me poop and gives me gas!  ;D

Love you all to bits...I will read through and post more...
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: slyder on June 21, 2006, 11:10:44 pm
Glad to hear you made it and your doing ok!  Sorry we didn't get a chance to say goodbye.  I miss you man!
Jeff
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: RobT on June 23, 2006, 02:47:17 am
Yay! ur back. I have rarely checked these forums myself, but I am still glad that ur back.

RobT

9/27/2005-1st test results
Viral Load >1,000,000
CD4 204
CD4%age 18
CD4/CD8 ratio .23
11/24/2005- Sustiva/Truvada
04/18/2006
Viral Load 140
CD4 402
CD4%age .21
CD4/CD8 ratio .39
Next appt.-06/27/2006 (lab results)
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: pozguy75 on June 26, 2006, 08:13:19 pm
Well, I have 9 days left in this hotel...
YAY!!!
I can't wait...well good things are happening here...I have met someone..and we have been seeing each other for a bit over a week now...he's nice, I like him very much...we will see where it goes...I am taking it all one day at a time...

Anyway, I really love you all, and I am sooo looking forward to August in Montreal, and seeing all of you there...big slobbery kisses for you all...even the girls!! hehehehe

Anyway, I thought I would check in with you all and say hi!!
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: cubbybear on June 26, 2006, 08:34:40 pm
Hey Jeromy.

I am really happy that things are going well for you, I wish for nothing but happiness in your future, you deserve it and more.  It almost seems like we're mirroring each other across the globe right now, ending relationships, moving (which I will be doing in a few months) and meeting someone new.

Be good Jeromy, and remember this cub loves ya.
xx
Matt
Title: Re: Jeromy's Return...
Post by: Nadine on June 27, 2006, 07:43:41 am
Hi Jeromy,

I'm glad things are going so well for you! You sound really good!

I think this move, as scarey as it might have been at first, was the best thing that could have happened for you.

Keep smiling!  :-* there's a little peck on the cheek (from one of the girls!)

Take care