problem with memories

[em]

biggest problem I face ,

 the cognitive ability to recall

in computer science a linked list stores data . this list is accessed through raw data links

with my  own  memories in my own mind the ones with highest priority are those with the highest emotional attachment . there seems the ones with anger shame regret seem to have the greatest recall and always seem to push there way to the top .

this results in a constant emotional feeling of pain. good thing they have medications to numb this pain or else functioning would be  impossible with such a backlog of hard to deal with emotions  preventing even the simplest tasks undoable

HIV and AIDS being a highly emotional experience .  well that is a thought and only a thought

wishing you well in all your endeavors

maybe I should just sit back and read a book

maybe something written by  Dostoevsky

 all the best

EM

[a2z]

I too have these issues and I was told mine were due to anxiety and depression.  I have never solved them.  It concerns me.