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Offline LatinAlexander

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Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« on: December 10, 2006, 09:26:05 pm »
Well, well, well...

If you remember, a long time ago, i met a wonderful guy (a bunch of things happened between us)  who happened to had his bf in a city in some place of the world .. For life things, I had to come to that city, and I wrote to that guy, to tell him I was in town, and that It would be nice to see him again...

He replied he wasn't here, and that he would be coming back 2 days after I leave...He wasn't that enthusiastic of seeing me...Si I simly , after many tears, decided to say good-bye and exorcise that part of my life....I walked under the rain for one hour...Now, officialy, he is my past.

Painful, yes. Very painful. But I had to.

It's a rainy night, in more ways than one.

Alex
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Initial numbers : CD4-250 VL 3500
First labs after HAART (Dec 04-2006) : CD4-432 VL-<40 (Undetectable)  cd4%=25.11%
Started HAART: Combivir+Efavirenz Aug 26 7:38 pm
Feb 08 2007 - Gradually stopping HAART cause of Myalgia. Protecting Efavirenz. Stopped Efavirenz, ahead with Combivir....
February 17 Combivir stopped.
April 3 -07 : Started ddi+3tc+efavirenz...
Gay and positive (What a lack of Identity...:) )
Looking for my Ben....

Offline Longislander

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Re: Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« Reply #1 on: December 10, 2006, 09:29:12 pm »
Sounds like you made a smart decision. Let it rain for tonite...
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2/06   379/57000                    6/07 372/30500 25%   4/09 640/U/32% 
5/06   ?? /37000                     8/07 491/55000/24%    9/09 913/U/39%
8/06   349/9500 25%              11/07 515/68000/24     2/10 845/U/38%
9/06   507/16,000 30% !          2/08  516/116k/22%    7/10 906/80/39%
12/06 398/29000 26%             Start Atripla 3/08
3/07   402/80,000 29%            4/08  485/undet!/27
4/07   507/35,000 25%            7/08 625/UD/34%
                                                 11/08 684/U/36%

Offline joyluckclub

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Re: Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« Reply #2 on: December 10, 2006, 09:33:16 pm »
Hi,

Treat yourself.  Get a manicure, pedicure, facial...something to make yourself feel good.  Remember, sometimes its better to be alone than to be with someone who does not love you unconditionally. 

Be the love you are searching for!
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"Honey, be who you is"  Madea.........

Offline allopathicholistic

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Re: Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« Reply #3 on: December 10, 2006, 09:34:46 pm »
You're a strong guy and you'll meet someone BETTER

Your stars will align and you'll feel the energy, you'll know it

{Hug}
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Offline Eldon

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Re: Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« Reply #4 on: December 10, 2006, 09:35:31 pm »
Hey Alex,

Yes, it is a painful experience to go through in this life. You have released the old emotional baggage in your life. By doing this, you invite the new to come into your life. Let it Rain. It is a cleansing in many ways.


Take Care of You!
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Offline ndrew

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Re: Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« Reply #5 on: December 10, 2006, 09:56:27 pm »
Alex,

I know how you feel.  I have been sayin' hello-goodbye a lot lately... the coupling thing is not a strong hand for me.  I hope I am doing some emo-growing though...

With care,
Drew
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Offline Nadine

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Re: Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« Reply #6 on: December 11, 2006, 06:36:10 am »
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Offline Life

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Re: Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« Reply #7 on: December 11, 2006, 09:40:22 am »
Alex.....  Its not always going to work this way...   

Love and Hugs...
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Offline Teresa

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Re: Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« Reply #8 on: December 11, 2006, 09:56:55 am »
Alex,

You have a loving and caring heart and you deserve someone that is going to appreciate and love you and only you.
Give yourself some time to heal and grieve...and then get back out there!

BIG HUGS
Teresa
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Offline Christine

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Re: Tonight, I simply said good-bye...
« Reply #9 on: December 11, 2006, 02:54:50 pm »
Hi Alex,
A big hug going out to you. Sometimes it is better to just be done with it, and walk away. You deserve to receive the same love and attention that you give.

Christine
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5/30/07 t-cells 9; vl 275,000
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