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Main Forums => Positive Women => Topic started by: delilah07 on July 13, 2020, 09:53:58 pm
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I still love my husband. We both are positive and we both are in debt. We finally added up our minimum dues and it was a lot. We both spent. Me more. I also buy things for the household.
So right now we are both working. It is a struggle for me because I used to ditch school to avoid bullies. I was a dork at school. Out of school I was smoking pot and drinking.
All this means I never learned to socialise correctly. I have conversation but it can be negative. My good memories seem so far away.
I used to be happy. I have thought of cheating. The only thing I come up with is I don't trust anyone else. Then I remind myself love over sex.
Honestly I feel like these obstacles are too much.