Everytime

[dhivpol]

Before my "poz" life, things were good, was in school 3.0 GPA, full time job, boyfriend, etc.

From when my "boyfriend" left when he found out he was poz and gave it to me, grades dropped to 1.3 GPA, dropped out, got my GED, quit my job, went on a path of nothing but my meds and drinking.

Now, 4 years later, been with a guy for almost a year, thought everything was going well. 3.67 GPA in Nursing school, steady income to survive though school (we do not live together) and him, always did smile whenever he would call.

Today, he calls, says we need to talk about "life". BAM! First blow. I question it as he says "later, later...". BAM! When he finally does decide to tell me kinda whats going on, he tells me he decided to change his life, nothing on his or my part, just changing. Not cheating on me, nor straight hahaha! But says he will explain it all later tonight. Still thinking, I already know what the "big" topic is and it is explaining why he is breaking my heart.

Needed to vent.

[mecch]

Well we are are waiting for the big change he needs to announce.
I see what you are fearing, but hope it's not the case.

Besides the crisis of the moment, you showed in this post that you put your act together again so no matter what the lover has to announce, you can rely on your own strength!