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Main Forums => Living With HIV => Topic started by: thirtysomething on May 22, 2007, 11:40:46 pm
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I'm kinda pissed off with the term 'Death' !
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Why? You ain't gonna live forever doll.
MtD
(Who thinks it doesn't matter what kills ya, ya still end up dead)
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As MtD points out, every living thing's "life chart" is going to end in death. That's a chart showing untreated HIV progression, right? So we have treatments, that will extend that. Even if there was a cure tomorrow, we're still all going to die sometime.
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Just curious, where did you get that graph and what year is that data based on?
On a lighter note, how come my graph doesn't look like that? LOL I didn't get any of that nice "latency" period, my OI came way too early, and I've already missed my death (by that chart) by a couple of years.
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I wouldn't fret over the chart. It's just showing the average progression of the disease WITHOUT treatment. We all know some progress much faster, and some it takes much longer without meds.
You can't sugarcoat the progression of the disease sans meds. It's a good reminder to keep on top of your health and take a serious look at starting meds when the time is right -- because the progression is what is if you don't get treatment.
:)
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This chart is showing what 90% of people go through when infected. It shows the acute infection, then the stabilization, then the slow death of cd4s and regrowth of the virus, and death if untreated. The "after balance to death" period was about 10 years for most people.
If you're on meds, this is not relevant.
Milker.
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I know I'm going to die someday, but while looking at the chart..something clicked in my mind that I'm going to die of HIV (though that might not be true.. I might die of something else as well), and I guess I just got pissed off thinking of past mistakes and this closeted faggoty life that I live..
I'm not on meds and let's see how many years I can live off without them.. According to the chart, I guess it's 8 years.
Leatherman, I got this chart from Wikipedia. Your chart is much better :-)
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thirtysomething, HIV is not what kills us. It's what follows in the footsteps of HIV that puts the damper on everything. With the meds we have now more than likely you will live out your life span. I won't say normal, but you'll get as OLD or Older than most of us. I have one of those boogers that follows in the foot steps of HIV making me advance to the hole with one foot in and the other on a banana peel. It's just a matter of when and what you do with yourself till the end. I like to think of my hole as being dug in the sand, no matter how much you dig out, that much falls back in. I'm a fighter and I have plans on being here awhile longer.
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WTF are "constitutional symptoms"?
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Hey
This is just the natural course of HIV - the aim is to take drugs before the viral spike at the end of the graph, and the crash in CD4s. I don't think it's news to anybody that uncontrolled HIV infection will kill you right? So lets control it - I personally think life expectancy is gradually reaching the levels of the general population. My favourite study on life expectancy said that an HIV+ person diagnosed at 25 looses about 11 years of life compared with his HIV- counterpart. On current drugs. Who would have thought that 10 years ago?
Something is going to kill you. Personally I don't believe I'm going to die from HIV or the drugs used to treat it. But I maybe wrong. If you don't like your "closeted faggoty life" then maybe you need to make some changes? You need to value something in order to protect and prolong it.
M.
PS - constitutional symptoms are general symptoms. Like tiredness, weight loss, generally feeling shitty. As opposed to specific symptoms like PCP, cytomegalovirus, yada yada yada....
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Leatherman, I got this chart from Wikipedia. Your chart is much better :-)
Just so you know most universities including mine will not allow you to use sources from wikipedia due to there high rate of being unreliable. I'm pretty sure that chart is about right for someone not on treatment but for most of us with access to decent treatment its irrelevant
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wikipedia unreliable? CLUTCH THE PEARLS!!!
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Lol yes ive known professors to tell the students to re-write the article using another source even if the information is correct, if the professor told you not to use wikipedia and finds out you did because the site gave you false information they will give you a flat out F....
Personally i like wikipedia for its convenience in looking up information but i know when to use it and when not to....and even then it should be verified with another reliable source
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Hmmm ... Wackypedia eh?
I'm not on meds and let's see how many years I can live off without them.. According to the chart, I guess it's 8 years.
Thirtysomething,
I went 12 years without meds before HIV hijacked me, but everybody's different - a fact that chart doesn't seem to take into account.
I will eventually die (who won't) but I won't be doing that on anybody's predicted schedule. I'm here today so I live today. After all, tomorrow I might wake up dead and then it’ll be too late. ;) You get my meaning I'm sure.
Daniel
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WTF are "constitutional symptoms"?
LOL! :D (at your phrasiology, not your question!)
Ditto. Was just wondering that myself... ???
Melia
PS:Hmmm ... Wackypedia eh?
:D :D :D Stop it! Never mind HIV, you guys are killing me today! ;D
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It's a statistical average. HIV disease progression has an enormous variance. I was obsessed and the more I read the more frustrated i became about the inability to accurately predict progression. Any statistics are pretty much useless on a case to case basis for predicting outcomes. My labs are great today. They tell me nothing about my labs 2 yrs from now with any kind of certainty.
As to dieing. my mom had 5 miscarriages before i was born and was told not to get pregnant again 2 months into her pregnancy with me. Predictions of my mortality predate my birth. Screw Dieing. i am the pitbull, HIV is the bull. From addiction issues. depression, sexuality issues there hasn't been a bull I couldn't wrestle too the ground yet. If HIV kills me it won't be because i surrendered and stopped living and started dieing. I plan on living till the day i die...screw dieing...and yeah i say that with outrage at the prospect that some protein encased strands of RNA will ever run my life. I have HIV it doesn't have me....at least today ::)
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the interesting thing to me is that during that long plateau phase when the cd4s are slowly becoming less and less
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