why everything is going against me :-[

[panda]

Hi girls , on my latest blood test my creatinine was 1.43, pretty high, I got real panic , went to see my hiv dr. I told him I think due to the highcreatinine I can 't get pregnent... he gave me many blood test and ultra sound as well so today I went to get the u.s 's results and its says there something about parenchyma that is low... well , without even know what it means I got panic , obviously something is wrong , my dr. will take a look and let me know but meanwhile I am panic, sad, upset, u name it... I feel like everything I want goes on the wrong way, also , untill now I was having insemination , 8 times , that is cause in my country(israel) bleive it or not , still can not do fertilization for hiv... I dont know what are my odds on the current tratment , I mean I was doing it for 8 timses and only once got pregnent which was ended with misscarriage, I feel so sad .. I dont know what to do any more  , by the way , has anyone head here about the primrose evening oil ?

[Queen Tokelove]

well , without even know what it means I got panic , obviously something is wrong , my dr. will take a look and let me know but meanwhile I am panic, sad, upset, u name it... I feel like everything I want goes on the wrong way, I feel so sad .. I dont know what to do any more  ,

Panda--

I know what it means to feel like everything is going against you, it is enough to make you upset and depressed. What is your doctor saying? Is discussing options or anything with you? Not sure how things work where you are, can you get a second opinion? Try to keep your head up and not give up, sometimes things don't happen when we want them to. Keep us posted.

[catwoman]

Oh Panda.    Here's an internet hug.  This too shall pass.  I have heard of evening primrose oil.  Two months before I got pregnant, I had started taking it.  I would take evening primrose oil for the first half of my cycle and then take flaxseed oil for the second half of my cycle.  EPO(evening primrose oil) is supposed to balance the hormones.  I'm going to start taking it again in 2 weeks to help promote induction of labor.  Try it, but make sure you research it to make sure it's right for you.  Good luck.

[panda]

hi, thanks for your advice , cause I am going thru fertility yreatments I get hormones and these hormones are definitely no balanced cause my dr told me that on the last cycle i had high male hormon so he gave me now pills (for not gettinf pregnenet) that suppose to babance me but these are also sort of hormones and i am getting into this loop.. I will do like you... what dosage u take it ?

[BT65]

Panda, I understand how you're feeling (about things going against you).  Sometimes I feel the same way.  I would discuss everything you have concerns about with your doctor.  I don't know anything about primrose oil, but I would definitely discuss this with your doctor also.  Hang in there sweetie.
  Luv,
Betty

[catwoman]

I think I was taking 500mg to 1000mg a day for the first half of my cycle.  You might have to google it to find the mgs. 

[panda]

thanks catwoman, I will google it , I bought it yesterda and its 1200mg for a pill .. can u please tell me what 's the recomanded dosage for the 2nd half of the cycle with the flexseeds oil ?

[catwoman]

For the flaxseed oil, I took 3000mg a day.  Each pill was 1000mg.