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Author Topic: I am bored  (Read 4396 times)

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I am bored
« on: January 06, 2009, 03:34:51 pm »
After nightmares of a large, bitter and graying woman chasing me down the street to prove I hadn't a daughter; I decided to bring her home permanently. She was coming home for this weekend, but I just decided to tell her school she won't be returning next week.
When I told my daughter this she was estatic and asked me to thank BT65. I told her sometimes desperate, bullies actually make things better.
And as for my health... I got on the phone and my entire school loan is being paid for by the state.
I understand sticking together and bullying in nice ways, my mother does this. And trying to remind people they aren't flawless, but when people sit around thinking of how to ruin people's lives than yes.. I will judge them as horrible. So my family constantly tries to prove I am not better than they are. It is so they can continue drinking.
I have a younger sister who actually thinks she is better than any other woman. Her and my mother, who told me that I ruined her body and was a product of my father raping her. My younger sisters were told the same thing. As a girl I remember my mother all over my father! She could not leave him alone.
In my family everyone is behind my younger sister who is promising to take care of my parents. While currently she is running in and out of their house with some guy. They drink and smoke pot in her bedroom. My father had her watch coupling, a tv show, and said this is how life is, sex means nothing.
Now as for caring for my parents, she does not clean, speaks to my mother like she is the help, my father is embarrassed of my mother and will act like he is with my sister, he tells my mother she is fat while they are in the store, my younger sister refuses to get a car after her dui left hers wrecked and makes my mother drive her to work everyday since 2006. I forgot to mention my sister is 27.

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Re: I am bored
« Reply #1 on: January 06, 2009, 05:26:53 pm »
Edited cause I had to rethink my original post.          Sorry you are bored. Glad you are bringing your daughter home to stay with you. Wishing you the best of luck in all you do.  Cristy
« Last Edit: January 07, 2009, 07:19:23 am by cjc »

Offline vivyt

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Re: I am bored
« Reply #2 on: January 06, 2009, 09:23:43 pm »
I don't understand. ???

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Re: I am bored
« Reply #3 on: January 08, 2009, 01:50:32 am »
I get bored too, in fact it is one of the main things I have to struggle against as boredom is the one thing that drives me crazy and often can lead to my not taking care of myself and it is my bigest trigger for drinking too much, which in turn is not at all good for me.

As I understood your post above you have brought your daughter back home? Well it sounds like you will feel happier that way and perhaps with her home you will not feel so bored. When my daughter lived at home I was never bored in fact the opposite and often stressed but never bored.

Have you considered writing a blog at all? As you seem to have much that you need to write down and explore by writing and I find blogs great for this .

Anyway hope it goes better with your daughter home

I have a blog here, please do not judge me on what I say here- I need to offload and this is where I do it: http://hiv-and-us.blogspot.com/


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