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Offline em

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problem with memories
« on: April 20, 2020, 07:48:20 am »
biggest problem I face ,

 the cognitive ability to recall

in computer science a linked list stores data . this list is accessed through raw data links

with my  own  memories in my own mind the ones with highest priority are those with the highest emotional attachment . there seems the ones with anger shame regret seem to have the greatest recall and always seem to push there way to the top .

this results in a constant emotional feeling of pain. good thing they have medications to numb this pain or else functioning would be  impossible with such a backlog of hard to deal with emotions  preventing even the simplest tasks undoable

HIV and AIDS being a highly emotional experience .  well that is a thought and only a thought

wishing you well in all your endeavors

maybe I should just sit back and read a book

maybe something written by  Dostoevsky

 all the best

EM


Offline a2z

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Re: problem with memories
« Reply #1 on: August 05, 2020, 04:08:10 am »
I too have these issues and I was told mine were due to anxiety and depression.  I have never solved them.  It concerns me.
Dates are blood draw dates:
3/12/15: CD4 941, 36.4%, VL UD
9/4/14: CD4 948, 37.9%, VL 150
5/23/14: CD4 895 --.-% VL UD - Truvada/Isentress
09/21/09: CD4 898 27.0% VL 120 - back on track, same meds.High level enzymes, but less so
06/15/09: CD4 478 21.8% VL 1150 - high liver enzymes... looks like I may not be resistant
05/22/09: Fixed insurance, resumed medicine
04/17/09: Ran out of medicine, could not resolve insurance problems
04/01/09: CD4 773 28% VL 120 - high liver enzymes
12/01/08: CD4 514 23% VL 630
10/17/08 started Reyataz, Norvir and Truvada. -- possibly minor neuropathy, but otherwise okay.
9/10/08: CD4 345 17%, VL > 78K
8/18/08: CD4 312 18%, VL > 60K (considering meds)
12/19/07: CD4 550 28% VL > 100K (no meds yet)
Diagnosed 10/23/07

 


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