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Title: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: Texan38 on August 14, 2009, 08:11:15 am
I would get my health care at Planned Parenthood.  All the Planned Parenthood clinics have closed and I have been transferred to another clinic. Different Doctor.
I am sad to report, I will no longer see my gorgeous, husky, hunk of man doctor.  I have lite a candle in remembrance of his beautiful blue eyes, his rough manly voice, his rugged good looks and his big strong arms which I always imagined he would tightly wrap around me, lift me onto the exam table, rip open his lab coat as I eagerly unbutton his form fitting slacks. <<sigh>>

I will truly miss the days when he would ask me to open my mouth. I would think, 'I bet you say that to all the guys' and as I would imagine the pleasures that would happen with my mouth open, much to my disappointment, it was always to examine the inside of my mouth.  Such a tease.

I no longer look forward to my doctors visits. I wear black for I am in mourning....but I will always have fond (and always horny) memories of him.  8)
Title: Re: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: weasel on August 14, 2009, 11:37:53 am
I feel your pain  :'(

 I see a female doctor and the clinic at the V.A.
They  have  some real HUNKS   :o
 BUT i get to see a nice women  ???

 I hope they hire a HUNKY  HIV  doctor just for you  :)

                                     be well , Carl
Title: Re: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: Longislander on August 14, 2009, 12:11:30 pm
Wow, this is a sad day. We all know how much you enjoyed your Dr appointments.
Hopefully they'll get some hunky Dr's into that new place you have to go to, and soon!

Paul
(who has a woman Dr.  :'( )
Title: Re: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: GNYC09 on August 14, 2009, 05:59:52 pm
I know how you feel - I've have a huge crush on my doctor for years.  He's smart, has great bedside manner and is a cutie too! I don't know how your clinic works but it sounds like you couldn't follow your love - er, I mean doctor - to wherever he is now?
Title: Re: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: Texan38 on August 14, 2009, 07:02:39 pm
Thank you guys. You do understand my pain.  ::)  I will no longer have the trembling pleasure of him standing between my legs as I sit on the exam table, while he checks my eyes.....I imagine grabbing him and pulling him on top of me. Feeling the weight of his husky body, pulsing down on me. I lose my breath as I run my fingers through his hair and wrap my legs around his waist while he....um...what....what was I going to say?  OH! yea....
No, GNYC09, unfortunately, I am unable to follow him to his practice.  For he only accepts insurance at his private practice and I don't have insurance plus I'm enrolled in the State Program so I must go where I'm instructed to go. 
 
 ;)   ;D
Title: Re: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: skeebo1969 on August 15, 2009, 03:24:19 am


  Oh man do I really know what you mean.  I had a crush on my first HIV doctor also.  She was beautiful and had such a presence about her, she had a hour glass figure and my god those hips!!!  I felt like a kid again in her office in that I almost swore she was attracted to me , when in reality, in those days I looked like hell. 

  I use to love when she would tell me to take off my shirt and she would put her hand ever so gently on my shoulder and whisper in my ear as she would look me deeply in the eyes and tell me to take a deep breath.  Then without warning she would push me back on the table, start to push at my abdomen and work her way down, sheez I was in heaven. 

  OK I admit some of this was being imagined and wished for during her routine exams, but hell there is not one thing wrong with fantasizing.... 

Yes Texan, I also feel your pain......  Just like Dr. Castro thinks of me during her every waking minute, I know your doctor does too ;)

 Thomas
Title: Re: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: GNYC09 on August 15, 2009, 08:48:13 am
skeebo, your posts are hilarious!!
Title: Re: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: skeebo1969 on August 15, 2009, 02:13:44 pm
skeebo, your posts are hilarious!!

  I use to make Elena laugh too....  are you her?
Title: Re: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: denb45 on August 15, 2009, 02:34:10 pm
I feel your pain  :'(

 I see a female doctor and the clinic at the V.A.
They  have  some real HUNKS   :o
 BUT i get to see a nice women  ???

 I hope they hire a HUNKY  HIV  doctor just for you  :)

                                     be well , Carl

Not that I have anything against Female Doctors or Nurses..........I've always perferred male Docs & Male Nurses, I have a Female Doctor now, she's ok, and very young, and makes me laugh....I miss my old Doctor, he was my age, and had a nice sexy salt & pepper beard, and baby blue Eyes, just like my otherhalf Bob, (he went over to the VA Hospital), and said that he'd be working with a lot of guys like me, what I liked about him was, I could tell him anything, he told me, that there isn't anything that a guy can do, sexually, that he'd never heard of before...LOL  ;D
Title: Re: Sad, Sad Day
Post by: Oceanbeach on August 15, 2009, 07:46:43 pm
Oh Mark, how sad... I also feel your pain.  You see, being diagnosed in Los Angeles, I got a Psychiatrist (with Prozac).  He was not only a hunk in a Porsche with a house in Palo Verde, but he was the dream date of my life.  I still wear black underwear in his memory.

Not wasting any time, I immediately hooked up with a Plastic Surgeon with a practice in Hermosa Beach and a house on Balboa Island.  For him, I took off my black underwear.   ;D  Have the best day
Michael