delilah07:
I have a friend. Who lives in another state. I’ve known her for twenty-seven years. She just reminds me of my mistakes. She even mentions how she does it all without a man. But I know her parents pay for what she needs. She is also HIV negative. My situation is I am HIV positive. I married an HIV positive man. We both work. I have an HIV negative daughter who is twenty-three. I guess this friend has said hurtful things to me. Other times she’s encouraging me. One time she reminded me off doing something dumb in high school. I couldn’t say anything because I did not want to lie. Yet she calls me while she is out with her friends. I’ll talk for a bit, but soon I got to get off the phone. My husband wants to spend time with me. Other times my daughter wants to talk to me. Some times I like to listen to music or read. I guess I feel lonely. Which is strange because I have my family.