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Author Topic: What IS it that you think about the most?  (Read 11527 times)

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Offline Eldon

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What IS it that you think about the most?
« on: January 17, 2007, 08:23:42 PM »
Out of all of the generated thoughts that you have, what is the one thought that you think about the most?

Offline Ihavehope

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #1 on: January 17, 2007, 08:26:13 PM »
If a cure to this disease is in the making or will be available in my lifetime.
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Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #2 on: January 17, 2007, 08:31:23 PM »
For it is when the Scientists figure out the "cause" (what makes it tick) for the HIV virus is when a cure will be found.

Stage 1: They have made it possible to surpress the reproduction of the virus.

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #3 on: January 17, 2007, 08:33:00 PM »
No big surprise here. I think about Herman. Nuff said.

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Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #4 on: January 17, 2007, 08:39:31 PM »
LOL! A match that has been made on Earth!

Offline JeffInNYC

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #5 on: January 17, 2007, 11:20:52 PM »
I think a lot about how with all the problems in the world, why arent people nicer to each other.  Many peeps are great, however, there are some that are a bunch of humps.

Offline Miss Philicia

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #6 on: January 18, 2007, 12:16:51 AM »
I think about sex constantly.  CONSTANTLY.
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Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #7 on: January 18, 2007, 03:18:09 AM »
Jeff,

I wonder just as well what that "cause" is for others to act the way that they do when life can be lived much easier without the extra stress.

Philly,

Are you tall and slender?

Offline Miss Philicia

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #8 on: January 18, 2007, 03:20:53 AM »
Yes, actually I'm 6 ft. tall and wear a 40L suit.  Why?
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Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #9 on: January 18, 2007, 03:50:31 AM »
Philly peaks my curiosity thats all.

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #10 on: January 18, 2007, 08:35:17 AM »
I wonder about what I am going to have for dinner tonight. I wonder about if I meet a good looking guy will my 9 inches be big enough for him. I wonder about weather or not the new porn I bought will get me excited enough to blow a load across the room or just on my chest. Damn I forgot that I am HIV+. LOL Anyway back to dinner.
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Offline marco23

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #11 on: January 18, 2007, 08:59:42 AM »
Every Jan. I always think about how the year is going to be.....and another thing I wonder about.. 'is Cher bald?', she's always changing wigs and yet no hair line...hmmm.
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Offline bear60

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #12 on: January 18, 2007, 11:40:56 AM »
Taxes.....evey January I start worrying about taxes.  First up: real estate taxes.  Next: Quarterly estimated taxes and the File 1099 forms. Yet to come: income tax time.  Yuk.
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Offline ACinKC

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #13 on: January 18, 2007, 12:56:33 PM »
Sex.  And when thinking about sex, its me and the wife or the wife and another guy kinda thing! TOTALLY HOT!
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Offline skeebo1969

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #14 on: January 18, 2007, 01:00:33 PM »


  I don't think...  Unfortunately I just do...   ::) 8) 8)
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Offline cph9680

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #15 on: January 18, 2007, 01:05:57 PM »
"What's for dinner tonight?"  That seems to be the only thought I'm capable of having and fretting over endlessly

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #16 on: January 18, 2007, 01:08:09 PM »
I think about sex constantly.  CONSTANTLY.

Same here, and all the projects I have going on.

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Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #17 on: January 18, 2007, 08:24:04 PM »
Indyguy:There certainly is a variety for your dinner choice. The best choice is your favorite. As far as meeting that special guy...you never know when or where or who that might be. It seems that you are quite confident with your manhood and this will reflect back to whomever you are to be with. As far as porn, it is your choice as to what appeases to your appetite.

Marco23: The best way to fit a wig is when you are bald so that it will fit properly. You can go to her fan club site to see what they are talking about.

Bear60: Taxes are a situation that we all tend to deal with. Turbo Tax is an excellent idea to mange your affairs when it comes to your time for paying your taxes and see what you can and cannot write off.

ACinKC:You are defintiely a golden child when it comes to the things you desire. That is totaly a mixture of excitement to add to the spice of the relationship. Can you just imagine the passion that will move through the room while all of this is going on?

Thomas: Doing goes a long way with many aspects that we all are to deal with.

Corey: The answer to your question is whatever you want it to be. Your favorite is the best choice.

David:Sex and all ofthe projects that are going on. Sounds like there is a good balance that has been established in order to maintain your inner self at all levels.

"What can I do today to make a better tomorrow?"

Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #18 on: January 18, 2007, 10:00:39 PM »
I apologize folks. I did not mention what I think about. Afterall this is a conversation that we are having and it takes two to tango.

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #19 on: January 18, 2007, 10:12:56 PM »
who's cooler... pinky or the brain?
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Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #20 on: January 18, 2007, 10:14:14 PM »
That all depends. LOL!

Offline CJWAUS

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #21 on: January 18, 2007, 11:04:56 PM »
I think about meth the drug that I was using when I "decided" it would be a good idea to get HIV.  I think about how it is destroying the gay community in larger cities.  I think about what it was like before I'd never done meth, and wish I could go back to those times.

I think about how sad it is that I can't get a date as is, but if I add the party and play line to my profile, I have all the "attention" I can handle and then some.

For me HIV is 3 pills once a day and blood tests every few months, knock on wood nothing changes much.  Given a choice I'd rather be free of all traces of the scourge of meth in the gay community than my own HIV.

Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #22 on: January 18, 2007, 11:17:15 PM »
CJWAUS: Indeed METH is a substance that has altered the face of our reality in our communities accross America. For the record, it is a Death sentence that is wating to happen. Indeed a solution lies within the person themselves. It is unfortunate that it sometimes takes something on a drastic level to "shake up" that individual in order to regain their awareness of reality vs. illusion to get back on their road to recovery.

When the voice cries out for HELP that is when they want to HELP themselves as this is where the recovery process will start within them. There are a lot of emotional wounds that occur from this and it will take time for those wounds to heal within that particular individual.

HIV - accept it, understand it, communicate it, and maintain it with the effective medical solutions that are available today for us all.

Offline Queen Tokelove

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #23 on: January 19, 2007, 12:17:45 AM »
I often think about if I'm gonna outlive them vicious bitches that are suppose to be my sisters.
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Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #24 on: January 19, 2007, 12:27:30 AM »
Queen: That it will be because the Stress mixed with animosity is going to kill them.


"What Can I do today to make a better Tomorrow?"

Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #25 on: January 19, 2007, 04:07:11 PM »
I answered my own question. Helping others.

Offline Razorbill

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #26 on: January 19, 2007, 05:01:07 PM »
I think about the difficulty of finding a bf or somesuch, a lot - and it has been vexing me mightily.  I also have been thinking a lot about HIV and my future.  That crystal ball has been cloudy as well.  Maybe I should find somethinig else to think about.

Offline Miss Philicia

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #27 on: January 19, 2007, 05:26:13 PM »
Personally I think the more one fixates on the act of finding a boyfriend, the less likely it is you will find one.  All of mine have just fallen in my lap in the most unlikely of circumstances... elevators, subway trains, etc.

Then again, I've been single now for five years now so maybe I should start fixating on it.
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Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #28 on: January 19, 2007, 05:30:03 PM »
Razor: That in which you seek you will find. The question is are you looking in the right places for it?

HIV - is a genuine concern that we all have for our future. It is when we do what is necessary in order to maintain what we can while making other adjustments in our lives to gain and to sustain better health.


"What Can I do today to make a better Tomorrow?"



Offline Eldon

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #29 on: January 19, 2007, 05:32:13 PM »
Philly: Also that in which you seek will come to you in ways that were never expected by you. When Prince Charming arrives at the door to your heart, you will know before he even says a word to you.


"What Can I do today to make a better Tomorrow?"

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #30 on: January 19, 2007, 05:38:07 PM »
Prince Charming is ALWAYS high maintenance.
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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #31 on: January 19, 2007, 05:40:57 PM »
Philly: If you think that Prince Charming is high maintenance, then he will be high maintenance. There is always a workable solution to the equation that is presented to you for a result.


"What Can I do today to make a better Tomorrow?"
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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #32 on: January 19, 2007, 05:54:20 PM »
Ah, so it's my fault.  Thanks.
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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #33 on: January 19, 2007, 06:22:32 PM »
Philly: Bingo! When you are in the midst of your interview for the one who will be that to you, then that is where you establish the chemistry of the connection.


"What Can I do today to make a better Tomorrow?"

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #34 on: January 19, 2007, 06:26:49 PM »
I've been in love several times my dear.  I know the process somewhat, but thanks.
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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #35 on: January 19, 2007, 06:31:46 PM »
Philly: There is always room to improve the process. The more refined it is the better the product of your results.


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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #36 on: January 19, 2007, 06:39:04 PM »
Philly: Bingo! When you are in the midst of your interview for the one who will be that to you, then that is where you establish the chemistry of the connection.


"What Can I do today to make a better Tomorrow?"


Philosophically speaking how should one dress for the interview?

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #37 on: January 19, 2007, 06:48:46 PM »
Hal: What IS important IS that you are the one that is comfortable. Wear your favorite shirt or pair of pants. It will show without you even saying one word.


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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #38 on: January 19, 2007, 07:12:51 PM »

Philosophically speaking how should one dress for the interview?

nothing if you're a nihilist
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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #39 on: January 19, 2007, 07:17:57 PM »
Dtw: Now that is certianly a way to check things out! LOL!


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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #40 on: January 19, 2007, 08:46:16 PM »
Hal: What IS important IS that you are the one that is comfortable. Wear your favorite shirt or pair of pants. It will show without you even saying one word.


"What Can I do today to make a better Tomorrow?"

I'll have to remember that the next time I interview a future ex-husband.

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #41 on: January 19, 2007, 08:50:32 PM »
I find Eldon's responses to most threads to be very interesting. Sometimes it takes me a long time to understand him because he is overly philosophical but I know he means well. Does anyone else think the same way? He seems like a great guy but sometimes I don't get some replies.
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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #42 on: January 19, 2007, 09:56:22 PM »
A lot of us don't "get" them.  But his psychology PhD from Princeton still impresses me.
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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #43 on: January 19, 2007, 10:03:35 PM »
1. sex
2. suicide

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #44 on: January 19, 2007, 10:07:01 PM »
I hope you've discussed suicidal thoughts with a professional.
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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #45 on: January 19, 2007, 10:12:08 PM »
I find Eldon's responses to most threads to be very interesting. Sometimes it takes me a long time to understand him because he is overly philosophical but I know he means well. Does anyone else think the same way? He seems like a great guy but sometimes I don't get some replies.


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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #46 on: January 19, 2007, 10:15:50 PM »
Out of all of the generated thoughts that you have, what is the one thought that you think about the most?

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Offline Ihavehope

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #47 on: January 19, 2007, 10:17:18 PM »
I never meant to say anything against Eldon, and I hope he doesnt take this personal. But now that I know he is Ivy League alumni and in psychology I know not to expect a simple reply.
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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #48 on: January 19, 2007, 10:22:58 PM »
I hope you've discussed suicidal thoughts with a professional.

Yes, ad nauseum.

A nicer reply might have been:
1. Eros
2. Thanatos

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Re: What IS it that you think about the most?
« Reply #49 on: January 19, 2007, 10:23:48 PM »
Kid I may be wrong, but I think in this case PhD means piled higher and deeper.

 


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