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Author Topic: Abso here, from the hospital.  (Read 741 times)

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Offline absopozilutely

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Abso here, from the hospital.
« on: May 17, 2014, 01:47:58 AM »
I hate anxiety. I'm 24 in a hospital, getting heart attack tests done, and being given xanax. I've been here for hours and thank god for irisheyes keeping me company via text. Send some positive thoughts. Ps-good morning mecch.
12/18 Infected
2/4 12:22pm tested POZ via ORAquick
2/19 WB Confirmation
2/4-2/19 VL 104,678 CD4 407
3/2 Genotype back, and Started Complera
4/2-CD4 688 38% and VL 1,600
5/1-CD4 592 42% and VL 336
5/22-CD4 732 31% and VL 109 :( STILL NOT UD!
5/31 Switched to Stribild :( I'll miss you Complera!
6/19 CD4 508 35% and VL UD!!!!! Crying at work like a baby.
9/19 CD4 799 46% VL UD yayyyy

Offline tednlou2

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Re: Abso here, from the hospital.
« Reply #1 on: May 17, 2014, 02:33:29 AM »
Anxiety sucks.  There was a recent discussion about preferring HIV over diabetes.  I sometimes think if given the chance by a magical elf, I would chose to get rid of the anxiety and depression.  I say that because it has a much greater effect on my quality of life.  Well, as of now.

I wish you all the best dealing with yours.  I know that feeling of knowing you have anxiety, but thinking something much worse must be happening.  There are times when I am having a good time and laughing and it comes over me.  That's when I really think something worse must be happening, like a heart attack. 

Take care. 

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Re: Abso here, from the hospital.
« Reply #2 on: May 17, 2014, 02:38:55 AM »
hospital?!? those places suck, get the hell out of there

the heart huh, pretty important thing, hope its all ok and works out

good score on the xanax though
gonna go up to the mountain, for to find a little peace
looking over the valley, for the beauty i see
out across the hills, forevermore

Offline Irish Eyes

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Re: Abso here, from the hospital.
« Reply #3 on: May 17, 2014, 02:48:54 AM »
I suggested he request a medically induced coma (just for a few days). Apparently doc didn't approve. Hmm!
You'll be fine. Arn't you home yet?
Abt to send out the search party…….

10/30/13          Exposure
Mid-Nov-Jan    Seroconversion (7-8 rough wks)
12.26.2013      WB dx. HIV+
02.01.2014      OraQuick (result Negative?)
01.31.2014      VL 250700
02.03.2014      CD4  491  26%
02.26.2014      CD4  503  26%
03.05.2014      HLA B6701  not present
03.18.2014      VL 530873 (typical fluctuation)
03.21.2014      Start Stribild
04.14.2014      VL 104 after 24 doses
05.12.2014      VL 129 after 52 doses
06.10.2014      CD4 940 32%
06.11.2014      VL 87
07.22.2014      VL 20
09.23.2014      VL 43

Offline absopozilutely

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Re: Abso here, from the hospital.
« Reply #4 on: May 17, 2014, 03:08:14 AM »
Ted- yeah anxiety is a bitch and comes on at the oddest times, only people with anxiety can understand.

Zach- you're like that super cool cousin I never had lol.

Irish- thanks for keeping me company, even if we live 100's of miles apart I appreciate it. Also, no coma for me today :/ I do find it odd that the doctor gave me his personal cell phone number though. Also, yes just got home just texted you goodnight too.

Glad they discharged me.
12/18 Infected
2/4 12:22pm tested POZ via ORAquick
2/19 WB Confirmation
2/4-2/19 VL 104,678 CD4 407
3/2 Genotype back, and Started Complera
4/2-CD4 688 38% and VL 1,600
5/1-CD4 592 42% and VL 336
5/22-CD4 732 31% and VL 109 :( STILL NOT UD!
5/31 Switched to Stribild :( I'll miss you Complera!
6/19 CD4 508 35% and VL UD!!!!! Crying at work like a baby.
9/19 CD4 799 46% VL UD yayyyy

Offline mecch

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Re: Abso here, from the hospital.
« Reply #5 on: May 17, 2014, 05:38:44 AM »
So is that Doc cute or what?  :o
“From each, according to his ability; to each, according to his need” 1875 K Marx

Offline absopozilutely

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Re: Abso here, from the hospital.
« Reply #6 on: May 17, 2014, 11:44:03 AM »
He was very charming and nice, and also had a wedding band #confused. Anyways, I'm feeling a little better this morning, I have to go to work which is causing anxiety. It's never been this bad, oh well, also quitting smoking today, let's see how it goes.
12/18 Infected
2/4 12:22pm tested POZ via ORAquick
2/19 WB Confirmation
2/4-2/19 VL 104,678 CD4 407
3/2 Genotype back, and Started Complera
4/2-CD4 688 38% and VL 1,600
5/1-CD4 592 42% and VL 336
5/22-CD4 732 31% and VL 109 :( STILL NOT UD!
5/31 Switched to Stribild :( I'll miss you Complera!
6/19 CD4 508 35% and VL UD!!!!! Crying at work like a baby.
9/19 CD4 799 46% VL UD yayyyy

Offline Jeff G

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Re: Abso here, from the hospital.
« Reply #7 on: May 17, 2014, 11:45:39 AM »
I hope you have a better day and best of luck with quitting smoking .

Offline AusShep

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Re: Abso here, from the hospital.
« Reply #8 on: May 17, 2014, 08:52:01 PM »
So is that Doc cute or what?  :o

Lol.  No kidding.  An ER doc giving his personal cell phone number...

Glad you're home, I assume nothing serious was actually wrong.

Offline absopozilutely

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Re: Abso here, from the hospital.
« Reply #9 on: May 18, 2014, 12:23:34 AM »
Thanks everyone, yes everything was ok. Just a horrifically bad anxiety day. I think it's a combination of things. Work, and guilt of not telling my family.
12/18 Infected
2/4 12:22pm tested POZ via ORAquick
2/19 WB Confirmation
2/4-2/19 VL 104,678 CD4 407
3/2 Genotype back, and Started Complera
4/2-CD4 688 38% and VL 1,600
5/1-CD4 592 42% and VL 336
5/22-CD4 732 31% and VL 109 :( STILL NOT UD!
5/31 Switched to Stribild :( I'll miss you Complera!
6/19 CD4 508 35% and VL UD!!!!! Crying at work like a baby.
9/19 CD4 799 46% VL UD yayyyy

 


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