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Offline hiv_positive_BG

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I start asking myself questions about the meds
« on: August 03, 2013, 05:58:12 PM »
Hi, I take Norvir, Reyataz and Kivexa (Epzicom in the US).

I really start asking myself some questions...

Why is the dose of the meds one and the same, when you have less than 200 CD4 cells, as well as when the cells are above 700? Why is the dosage the same for people of different weight as well? And, most of all, is it REALLY needed to take the meds each and every 24 hours? If I feel better, my lab results are good, can't I start taking them once 26, or 28 hours - it's no problem for me to keep up to such schedule?!

I look at the meds packages and I read: Norvir - 100 mg; Reyataz - 300 mg; Kivexa - 300 mg.

Why 100, but not 120?! Why 300, but not 280, or 320?! How could these numbers be so rounded, on one hand, and why should meds be taken every 24 hours, but not, say 26, on the other hand?! I mean, if it was so IMPORTANT to take your dose at the same hour of every 24 hours, why are the meds including such unrefined daily dosages (100, 200, 300 mg, etc.)?!

I'd be grateful, if you've made experiments with taking meds in a bit different schedule, and write here about the results. And let me underline it bold: I DON'T WANT TO STOP TAKING meds, I think I should really take them at an equal interval, but I really don't understand why this interval should be exactly 24 hours for different health conditions - considering CD4s cells and viral load. Thanks in advance for any clarifications!

P.S. You know, that countries pay for the meds, and this is the most secure and predictable payer you could ever have. We should not escape the thought that medical companies MAY want us to take the meds more often, on a more intense schedule, than it's actually needed?!

I'd be grateful if you tell me: if my CD4 cells are above 700, and I start taking my drugs every 28 hours, would that quite assuredly end up in resistance, or not... I've read a research, where 15% of people, who have taken their meds for two years, don't need to take them any more, as the virus is suppressed. And I start asking myself the question: why should the 85% left take their dose each and every 24 hours, but not 28, for example?!

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #1 on: August 03, 2013, 06:19:49 PM »
Not sure what is behind all this really?  You having an issue with taking your pills?? the side effects too much??  you can always talk to your doctor about different drugs or whether you can/should take them in a different manner.

In general med dosages are based on studies that reflect how much it takes to maintain a therapeutic level of the drug in your system.  This means that the lowest concentration in your system should still be above what was found to be effective for that drug's goal (in this case -- that goal being to suppress HIV in the blood).

Yes, they could fine tune drugs for your body weight -- but that would be very expensive and problematic -- for example --would you need to increase your dose after a nice long cruise vacation because you gained 10 lbs?  Would you need to get on the scale each day and then have the pharmacy create the proper size pill for you for that day??  You see the complexity that your questions would bring in here?  It probably would NOT save money, but increase costs, as the drug companies would have to manufacture a plethora of different doses of each drug.

Typically, med dosing is relayed in a per day cadence because it is a commonly held timeframe that folks can use to build a consistent habit of taking the meds.  Whether it is 1x/day or 2x/day, etc......

Mixing things up like you suggest, like every 26 or every 28 hours would be a huge invitation, for many to develop resistance due to forgotten doses.  No -- you need not be completely strict with the every 24 hrs -- you CAN (depending on the drug you are talking about) sway a bit on either side.

Finally -- your CD4 count has absolutely nothing to do with HIV drugs, dosage, timing etc.  The drugs do not directly impact your CD4s, so their number is irrelevant.  the HIV drugs attack the VIRUS -- of course, decreased virus allows your CD4 count to increase again, but stop the drugs or take them in a sub-optimal way and the virus can rebound and your CD4s will go away again.

So -- there you have it.  Although, I'm still scratching my head trying to understand your thought process here??

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Offline hiv_positive_BG

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #2 on: August 03, 2013, 06:25:36 PM »
I just feel my blood pressure rises a bit, and that happens often, and I read that Kivexa/Epzicom may be causing it. It's even removed from the recommend drug list in the US in 2013. BUT I don't want to change drugs, and I don't want drugs, that would mess up with my mind. I hear such complains about some drugs. And I'm happy that mine don't cause such troubles. I just want to save myself from heart attack in the near/far future and I start pondering - if my lab results are good, can't I change the schedule a bit.
« Last Edit: August 03, 2013, 06:27:49 PM by hiv_positive_BG »

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #3 on: August 03, 2013, 06:45:03 PM »
Dosage - how many milligrams - and intervals - when? - are not evil plots by Big Pharma to sell HIV drugs.

These protocols are established in clinical trials by drug companies and also researched by medical schools and scientists as well. 

I would guess many protocols for many diseases have the same deal - "one size fits all" because that's what was researched and proven effective.

You are probably correct that the dosage and interval for an individual may not be ideal.  You can probably find a doctor willing to work with you on your concerns about dosage and intervals. 

There are some recent posts in this forum about people successfully decreasing dosages. Or the 5 days on 2 days off scheme. Etc. etc.

Its up to you to research this and make sure you have the doctors and monitoring to see if you can safely do something in these lines.

I read a story about a GP who occasionally uses a very old fashioned dosage and interval protocol for antiobiotics for certain childhood infections. It was small doses and had to be very regularly spaced like every hour or two.  And she (the doc) said this was common decades ago and had fallen out of practice but she found it worked.

So obviously there is space to explore your ideas.  I just don't see it as a plot nor do i understand why you ask so many precise questions about it and you, that none of us can possibly answer.   Like if you will get resistance if you take it every 28 hours instead of every 24.
« Last Edit: August 03, 2013, 06:48:04 PM by mecch »
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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #4 on: August 04, 2013, 12:33:57 AM »
I recently posted about doing a DNA test, to test my enzymes that process medications.  This was done at my pain doc.  They said they are now using this to determine who is a normal metabolizer, a slow metabolizer, and a rapid one.  When I looked up info about it, it said someone who is a rapid may get too much med than they need, which could cause side-effects.  A slow metabolizer may not be getting enough of the med, and may require a higher dose.  It said some meds may not work well for you, at all.

I asked how this would apply to HIV meds, if at all.  Of the responses, it seemed they thought this would not work for HIV meds.  After all, HIV meds are obviously different from a pain med, blood pressure med, etc.  But, I still wonder whether a rapid metabolizer could have more side-effects from their HIV meds, and could get by with a lower dosage, without causing resistance.  But, I am still learning about HIV meds, and I know it would be risky to play around with dosing. 

Perhaps one day, science will be able to determine whether everyone needs the same dosage of a particular regimen.  I mean, especially if you're having a lot of side-effects. 

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #5 on: August 04, 2013, 01:08:08 AM »
Perhaps one day, science will be able to determine whether everyone needs the same dosage of a particular regimen.
costly, constant therapeutic drug monitoring (http://labtestsonline.org/understanding/analytes/therapeutic-drug/tab/glance) can do this right now.

Clearly age, weight, metabolism, etc could all play a role. After months of needles, labwork, results and a lot of money, you could have your meds perfectly adjusted to weight, metabolism and dosage timing. however forget a dose or change weight and you may very well have some bad consequences to pay because of your now perfect but very unforgiving regimen ;)

Dosages are based upon studies that show that the vast majority of patients at a certain dosage have successful therapy. However, it's not 1992 any more when they are overdosing people on AZT. Meds have been studied and tweaked for 30 yrs to get the most reasonable dosage that works for the most people. Of course not everyone will fall into that majority; but studies have shown incredibly low percentages of people who have major side effects or are unable to reach UD.

I mean, especially if you're having a lot of side-effects.
following up then that only a small minority will have issues, why bother with costly time-consuming TDM? If the side effects are overwhelming or the therapy is unsuccessful, simply switch to a different regimen (with doctor approval of course)
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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #6 on: August 04, 2013, 06:45:48 AM »
Is there any site or statistic, where you could see chart of meds, to which patients have most often developed resistance? I guess that this happens easier with some meds, if you play with the dose, than with others?!

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #7 on: August 04, 2013, 03:37:26 PM »
Is there any site or statistic, where you could see chart of meds, to which patients have most often developed resistance?
there probably isn't a stat for this because for the most part resistance is caused by PEOPLE not staying properly adherent to their meds, not because of an specific MED.  No med is "easier" to become less effective and result in HIV mutating; it's a problem of patients not remaining properly adherent. Choosing to deviate from the recommended dosages is a pretty sure way - but not a guaranteed way - to allow the virus to mutate and become resistant to someone's current med regime. So since resistance happens because of the patient (the HIV they were infected with was resistant, they went off meds in an improper manner, they were only haphazardly adherent) it's not a matter of which med patients have developed resistance to; but which med people have most often improperly taken.

Theoretically, a person remaining adherent to their regime may never have to change meds.
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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #8 on: August 04, 2013, 04:54:03 PM »
I take something different, but the blessing of my doctor.  I was taking Atripla and it was causing me issues with my feet and etc.  So my doctor decided to experiment with me with a different med basically only taking too versus the standard 3.  I take prezista, norvir, isentress.  Most folks to 3 different meds, but I take only too, don't really count the Norvir as a med, but just a booster.

I've been doing great so far with this, No side effects and Virus is still Undetectable, since the med change my feet no longer are in pain or numb and I have no CNS issues really.

But again this is under doctor supervision. instead of reducing the truvada, he took me off it all together so as to not cause any resistance issues just in case I need to go back to it again in the future.
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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #9 on: August 04, 2013, 04:56:36 PM »

   I have to admit, I've wondered a time or two why it's one size fits all concerning HIV meds. 
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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #10 on: August 05, 2013, 09:13:15 AM »
Well, then do you know if there's any statistics, how many of the HIV positive people, who've started treatment, have become resistant to their medicines at least once in their lifetime?

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« Reply #11 on: August 05, 2013, 09:25:15 AM »
You are stuck in a rut.  How would a statistic about HV+ people who have little to nothing in common with your situation, be relevant to you?
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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #12 on: August 05, 2013, 09:34:48 AM »
I'm planning a holiday in Rio and around Brazil. I'm a little worried about it. I read the state department guidelines for staying safe in Brazil.  I read some other good, proven advice.  But I don't want to follow all those guidelines. I want to walk around freely and engage with anyone, because thats just me, an individual, thats what I enjoy on my holiday. I asked the state department for statistics on what happens to tourists who don't follow the safety rules...  I want the statistics on what happens if I roam freely in the afternoon, and I want the other statistics on what happens if I roam freely after midnight.  What about if I only roam every other day?  Is my age a factor?  What I am wearing?  I want the statistics for the last 10 years. But I am also wondering if they will apply to me because this year there are a lot more police around.  I want....

Maybe a heavy handed or a bit off as an analogy, but you get the drift? 

You can probably get statistics on FOTO, maybe other such new ways of thinking... Are they going to apply to you, and what you want to do? 

http://clinicaltrials.gov/show/NCT00414635
« Last Edit: August 05, 2013, 09:38:39 AM by mecch »
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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #13 on: August 05, 2013, 09:47:00 AM »
I just wonder how often people on HIV drugs get resistant to them. That would in one way or another show me whether the daily dose in a pill is "oversized" or not. If resistance happens in more than, say, 20-30% of the cases, I guess that dosages in pills are quite finely tuned. I believe  that quite a few people are able to keep to a strict schedule. Not to say, that everyone passes through different health and weight conditions, which would have effect on treatment, if doses are really fine tuned. At least there's some logic in it... That's why I wonder if there's any statistics for resistance, as that, indirectly, shows how finely tuned dosages of pills are. Of course, that's generalizing, but any knowledge in life is more or less a generalization :)

P.S. mecch, thanks a lot for showing me clinical studies like FOTO. I'll try to search for results regarding FOTO. But I believe, that taking a pill once every 30 hours, for example, is much better that skipping two whole days... I fear of doing that, to be honest :)

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #14 on: August 05, 2013, 10:34:17 AM »
I just wonder how often people on HIV drugs get resistant to them. That would in one way or another show me whether the daily dose in a pill is "oversized" or not.

I'm not sure that adherence / dosing is the only reasons people develop resistance to drugs.  There's still a lot we don't understand about the HIV virus, and about the body's immune system.

That said, I think the reason "one size fits all" dosing is the norm is because it would be prohibitively expensive and complicated to test dosing that is customized to each individual in terms of quantity, time, individual body differences, etc.  Clinical trials would be a nightmare.  Also, it would be exceptionally complex and error-prone for a doctor to keep up with each patient's unique / individual dosing regimen.  Lastly, regular daily dosages are the norm because it helps people remember when to take their meds.  It is probably possible to take them every 28 or 30 hours, but the shifting times would for many people lead to adherence problems (and ironically resistance). 

Personally, I'm just glad there are so many good drug options these days, that are so easy to tolerate (anyone remember liquid Norvir -- barf!!).  The daily dosing encourages adherence. 

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« Reply #15 on: August 05, 2013, 11:24:43 AM »
That said, I think the reason "one size fits all" dosing is the norm is because it would be prohibitively expensive and complicated to test dosing that is customized to each individual in terms of quantity, time, individual body differences, etc.  Clinical trials would be a nightmare.  Also, it would be exceptionally complex and error-prone for a doctor to keep up with each patient's unique / individual dosing regimen.  Lastly, regular daily dosages are the norm because it helps people remember when to take their meds. 

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BG there are some other members here who have some info about reducing dosages, and some kind of monitoring of drug levels in the blood, etc. etc.   I hope they can give you some links to get more at real info about what you are thinking about.  Im just a ram who goes with the herd, thankful that science took us this far. My seroconversion and fast start of ART several years ago, let me find easy trust in the medical establishment and science.  We all gotta pick our battles and how we spend our time.
Its highly unlikely my insurance set up and my doctors - even in rich Switzelrand, - would have much patience with all the time and risks involved in trying to fine tune my meds to my individual situation.  I had combo changes when I needed them and when it improved life back to "normal" feeling.   That's already something. 
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« Reply #16 on: August 05, 2013, 11:29:36 AM »

Why would you want to chain yourself to some precise timing that would obviously come in the middle of when you normally might be sleeping, etc.  Quality of daily routine.  Not having to think about the daily routines involved in staying healthy with HIV.  Why make it all more difficult and risky?

Maybe a dosage reduction, but this whole thing about taking drugs every day a different time, seems like a boondoggle.  Seems obsessive a bit. 
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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #17 on: August 05, 2013, 11:58:20 AM »
Let's say I'm going to take my meds at 28 hours intervals

start at 06:00 am
day2:   10:00 am
day3:   2:00 pm
day4:   6:00 pm
day5:   10:00 pm
day6:   02:00 am
day7:   06:00 am

No way on earth am I going to be compliant with such a schedule

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« Reply #18 on: August 05, 2013, 04:02:12 PM »
This is an interesting thread, and I have some observations...

First, doses of drugs are mainly decided by dose-finding studies, ie phase 1/2 clinic trial of moderate accuracy using people with little genetic variation. These studies work out the lowest (importantly, cheapest to make, least toxic) dose that will reduce HIV (usually in urban US homeless populations, cos they like the small fee for participation).

Secondly, Norvir boosting doses are guesses, and not well studied. This don't really matter for Norvir is a booster to make other drugs work well, but the upshot here is you can sometime use less Norvir (or sometimes need more) than the standard 100mg (or for some drugs 200mg) dose, and have the same effect/less side effects. This has been studies for some drugs. << the result is not always a Norvir dose reduction tho

Thirdly, even on the approved dose some people will be underdosed because of genetics affecting how they process a particular drug.

Fourthly, many dose reductions are possible, eg the widely reported 400mg efavirenz that has just come to light, and FOTO.

Fifthly, who wants to take a drug at odd interval like 28 hours?

Sixthly, if the packet says once a day it means once a day, not every 24 hrs. For nearly everyone on a modern combination with no resistance, this is sufficient...

...because, seventhly, drugs reach what is called steady state in the body, which means the dose you take each day is topping them up a little, but they are basically present at a consistent level. And for modern drugs this lasts a long time. For some drugs this means the flexibility in dosing is huge, life +5 days for efavirenz in 80%+ of people, + 2 days for Prezista in 80%+ of people. This is why FOTO works. But, not always. For some folk this is not an option.

Eighthly, the guidelines ie 3 drugs from at least 2 classes, are there cos that's what studies suggest works at a population level, but this is an old forumla from the days of less effective drugs. It's prob a good idea when first starting out. Later, ie when undetectable, modern drugs will allow cut down combos ie 2 drugs from 2 classes for many people if they are the right drugs << like my cut down boosted Prezista and FTC.

Ninthly and finally, the way to determine a person's individual therapeutic dose of a drug is called therapeutic drug monitoring, a standard, if perhaps not always insurance friendly, test. << free in the UK. This measures the level of drugs in your body at the start and end of a dose. It allows personal, empirical dose adjustments (up/down as appropriate).

No-one wants resistance as the result of a less drugs is better but ineffective experiement, but approached sensibly, often, less drugs is possible. Which is good in my book.

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« Reply #19 on: August 05, 2013, 05:26:05 PM »
This is an interesting thread, and I have some observations...
Ninthly and finally, the way to determine a person's individual therapeutic dose of a drug is called therapeutic drug monitoring, a standard, if perhaps not always insurance friendly, test. << free in the UK. This measures the level of drugs in your body at the start and end of a dose. It allows personal, empirical dose adjustments (up/down as appropriate).

A good point -- Therapeutic Drug Monitoring (TDM) is available, but it is very expensive for most drugs (I used to do it quite often when I worked in a lab for things like Theophylline).  And while it is "free" to patients in the UK (and other countries), it is still very expensive for the NHS.  Given a finite number of dollars (or pounds or euros, etc) for health care, one must ask is the benefit worth the cost.  Given the success of HIV drugs as prescribed today, I suspect the answer would be "No".

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #20 on: August 06, 2013, 04:49:51 PM »
newt, thanks a lot for your very informative and detailed answer.

The only results of a FOTO study I found are posted here: http://clinicaltrials.gov/ct2/show/NCT00414635?term=FOTO&rank=1

Do you know any link, where I could read about Ritonavir, Atazanavir, Abacavir and Lamivudine?

Currently I take the following every day:

300mg Atazanavir /Reyataz/, boosted with 100mg Ritonavir /Norvir/
+
600mg Abacavir and 300mg Lamivudine /Kivexa/

That's going on for 8 months now. My stomach's a mess now and then, I have sudden "rushes" of diarrhea.

Sometimes my fingers ache and I feel they get in a way "paralyzed"

Plus I feel my heart beating faster than the normal...

I think that I take too much medicines every day!

You're right, that the most important thing is to keep the medication concentration high enough in your blood. And I guess it's not so cool to take pills each and every 28 hours.

That's why I think of the following scheme:
1 day 300mg Atazanavir + 100mg Ritonavir
1 day 300mg Atazanavir + 100mg Atazanavir + 600mg Abacavir + 300mg Lamivudine /that's what I take now/
1 day  600mg Abacavir + 300mg Lamivudine

Then that scheme gets repeated over and over, and actually there's no day left without HIV medication. You say, that patients, who are "long term users", may suffice with only one double combination.

The problem is, my "experiment" can't be tracked by doctors. We have too many patients in our country and they can't pay you too specific of attention. I should be grateful there are not that bad medicines for free, at least.

They test you each fourth month and that's it. So I could understand the results of my experiment in four month's time, as they've just blood tested me.

So, do you think that such a scheme, which would spare 1/3 of the medicines I take, looks good enough? I like my meds, they keep my mind/brain clear, but I feel I get "battered" of so much daily pills...

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« Reply #21 on: August 06, 2013, 07:42:07 PM »
Do you know the full list of drugs available to you in your country? (besides these you are currently taking.)  I think Kivexa can be hard on the digestive tract.
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« Reply #22 on: August 06, 2013, 07:56:10 PM »
Yes, we have Еpivir, Emtriva, Viread, Retrovir, Videx EC, Kivexa, Combivir, Trizivir, Stocrin, Viramune, Intelence, Kaletra, Telzir, Invirase, Reyataz, Prezista, Norvir, Fuzeon, Celsentri, Isentress. That's all! I don't know if it's much or not quite a big choice. I don't know if they've given me one of the best possible combinations in our country.. so I should be careful not to lose the chance of taking it :( But I know that today I've got a sudden bout of diarrhea while I was walking along a road... it was a very unpleasant situation :( But I fear that they've given me almost the best they could currently give me... Or maybe I'm wrong?

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« Reply #23 on: August 06, 2013, 08:19:34 PM »
In short, atazanavir can't be cut down, studies to date have been poor in terms of results.

But you can do 400mg atazanavir with no ritonavir.

And many other combos.

If your combo is causing you grief, you need to find a way to switch. << the heart stuff need taking seriously/investigation.

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« Reply #24 on: August 06, 2013, 08:38:12 PM »
Intelence and Isentress caused me no digestive issues.
Rezataz + Norvir - yes a little bit loose.
I was allergic to Intelence but then Isentress came along. Its perfect, at least for me. Isentress and Truvada.  Truvada is emtricitabine and tenofovir.
Thats a good list of drugs for your country! If you can get a combo switch, you might start feeling well again, and some of these concerns about over medication could be set aside.  As people have said, and as you have confirmed as well, its not so easy to get very individualised attention toward the goal of cutting dosages.  You really have to make a point to push for a combo change, telling the doc your quality of life is being seriously effected. 

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« Reply #25 on: August 06, 2013, 08:51:00 PM »
mecch and newt, sincerely - thank you for paying attention to my problems. You know, one always fears of the "unknown" and I think that I may feel worse from a different combination.

newt - what do you mean by "atazanavir can't be cut down"? If I take 2/3 of the monthly dose, do you think that would cause problems (2 days on, 1 - off)? I don't intend of stopping it, just taking the 600mg Abacavir and 300mg Lamivudine /Kivexa/ pill 2 of every 3 days. If you think I'd rather not do it, then I'll try taking all my pills each and every 28 hours - just to check whether I'd feel better.

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« Reply #26 on: August 06, 2013, 09:44:35 PM »
I'll try taking all my pills each and every 28 hours
may I ask why you keep mentioning this seemingly arbitrary time measurement of 28 hours? what not stick with once a day (ie one time in every 24 hr period; the time it takes the earth to turn 1 revolution)? What benefit comes from adding an extra 4 hours and creating a very confusing dosing schedule?

I don't remember if you've already explained; but have you always been taking your meds on this already odd schedule you're using (listed in a previous post)? Did you ever take your meds as prescribed? And if so, did you have side-effects then? and more or less now on this adjusted dosage schedule you are currently using?

thank you in advance for any answers you care to give. I'm just trying to understand why you are trying so hard to make confusing schedules of taking varying amounts of meds. I understand you're having some side effects; but it seems rather than making your dosing schedule harder to manage (and thus running the risk of losing adherence), it would be easier to deal with the side effects (lots of daily immodium for the diarrhea) or change to another regimen.

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« Reply #27 on: August 07, 2013, 05:58:34 AM »
Hi leatherman, I work from home for now and there's no problem for me to just use alarm clock and drink my pills whenever needed. I guess, if I use the 28 hours scheme, I could drink a pill in 6 - 7 AM, if I have to do so in 2 AM, for example. And yes, currently I'm keeping strictly to the 24 hours scheme. At the moment I'm writing this I'm feeling pretty nice and no side effects whatsoever. But in 30-40% of time one or another disruption is present, although not in any larger scale. I see there are other not so bad medicines in my country, but, as everything is personal, I don't want to change stuff, as my lab results are good, and after all that's most important. Plus I don't have mind problems, which is also very important for me. But I weight 70 kg, and I keep thinking that these meds should be suitable for someone weighting 100 kg too, for example. And I start asking myself, can't I lower the dose and even try to lose weight even a bit more... Just in order to decrease heart/diarrhea problems. And - I don't want to use more and more meds due to HIV meds... This looks like a vicious circle to me.

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« Reply #28 on: August 07, 2013, 08:01:20 AM »
but, as everything is personal, I don't want to change stuff, as my lab results are good, and after all that's most important.

You are so wrong; there are also other issues that are important too...like your cardiac and gastrointestinal issues.

There are other cardiac and gastrointestinal friendly meds out there !

You should address these issues with your ID doctor, and let him evaluate and advise. With these meds, one should not be "playing doctor". You obviously have no clue how serious the consequences can be.... literally biting yourself in the ass.

From what you have written, I am under the impression that you are not well versed at all on the subject at matter.

In the link I provided earlier, it's mentioned about removing Ritonavir when having (mild) cardiac issues...again : consult with your doctor !

Sorry if I sound harsh, but only to warn that you are "playing" with fire.

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« Reply #29 on: August 07, 2013, 08:36:36 AM »
OK... If I continue feeling heart discomfort I'll ask the doctors to remove Norvir and make Reyataz 2 X 200mg instead of 2X150mg, right? I don't know what to do with diarrhea... every day, about 2 hours after I've swallowed the Kivexa pill, I know that I'll be in the WC... But I've read other people complaining about that too, yet they don't act "childish", wanting to have a change of meds. I really fear some medicine would start messing with my mind, starting to forget now and then, etc., I've heard such stories. I prefer dying of heart attack than becoming dumb :(

OK for now I think of taking my pills each and every 26 hours and take a dose in the morning, if 26th hour coincides with sleeping... I guess that's good enough an experiment for now, and if problems continue, I'll talk to doctors... OK, there is one more cool combination in my country, but if I start whining around in another half a year, what I'd do then?! I think that changing the 24 hours routine is the best I could do for now, and I won't alter it that much.

Another option I'm thinking about - skipping meds every Sunday? That would be 26 pills, instead of 30 every month.. but I doubt it would help much.

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« Reply #30 on: August 07, 2013, 08:54:22 AM »
I guess I'm simply having problems understanding why you are unwilling to change your meds and see it a childish for others to do so but yet you are changing your meds yourself to something far more complicated and risky . The way I see it you ARE changing your meds and you are taking on risk at doing so . Trying a new regime in order to avoid side effects has far fewer risk than your current plan . If you go off your current meds cold turkey to try another regimen you can avoid the risk of resistance issues and return to the old regimen without harm if it doesn't work out .   

You seem to be determined to do it this way but in my experience it seems to me you are ignoring good advice from your doctors and the forum . I hope for your sake your plan doesn't come back to bite you .     

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« Reply #31 on: August 07, 2013, 09:16:38 AM »
My hunch is that a combo change WOULD help with your gastro issues.  The meds I recommended ARE, arguably, "gentler" then the ones you are on.  Don't be afraid of feeling worse.  Your gastro issues are NOT acceptable. Be strong about finding a solution.   Don't be a cowboy.  Find and work with a doctor on this.

I am wondering, from the way you write, the ideas about treatment, and the description of your life situation, if you are obsessive compulsive.  At least, if not that, then too isolated, at home, not with a caring doctor. 

My opinion, and I don't know you obviously, is that you are trying to control far too much, and based on incomplete information, and fears.  You're going in circles on this topic.  Find a good doc, explain your side effects, and ask the doc to work towards a solution.  Really, count your blessings you have that list of meds in your country.  Count your blessings you have whatever work it is you do.  Your friends, your family, your life.  Do what you are set up to do and enjoy.  Bring in experts when there are problems.   You wouldn't try to solve a legal issue on your own, based on fear and misinformation.  Right? You'd call a lawyer.   Etc. etc.
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« Reply #32 on: August 07, 2013, 09:23:38 AM »
Well, honestly I don't think there's big difference between 24 and 26 hours.. I'll try to cut my pills with 4-5 out of 30, no more. I guess quite a few people do so, just because they forget to take a dose now and then. I didn't want to do it, but let's mention another factor - I always fear that I could be left without pills and you're left on your country's good will (my country is not very stable and prosperous) in order to support you with pills. The fact that you don't depend on yourself, but on the "good will" of politicians, medical budgets, lack or war, etc, makes me subconsciously want to build up some reserve.

Just to mention a fact: due to a challenged auction (or maybe public contract is the right term), viral load is not measured in the whole country since 1st of April. As far as I know they hold the blood tests frozen, until the new public contract procedure, that's already started, has been successfully finished. SO I don't know what my viral load is, from my last two tests!! That makes me nervous and start thinking about whether I'd have meds all the time, as well.

But anyway, that's just a secondary reason, health's at first place. I really don't think it would be problem skipping 4-5 pills out of 30. There are people that weight more than me and that have CD4 count way lower than mine... I've really decided to change the scheme a bit, just because I feel overdosed! If you take 27000 mg of something a month, and you fell some kind of discomfort, and that's a standard dose, I don't see why 23400 mg dose a month would be such a big problem?

P.S. mecch, you're generally right, thanks for the advice. The problem is, all doctors here are so busy. I don't think I feel that worse, in order to make then take over my case...... But thanks, anyway..........

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« Reply #33 on: August 07, 2013, 09:28:45 AM »
Since almost every one of your posts here have centered around this treatment combo, I'd suggest consulting with your doctor. 
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« Reply #34 on: August 07, 2013, 09:45:06 AM »
The fact that you do not have access to viral load monitoring on a consistent basis is all the more reason to not experiment , huge red flag .

I hope you understand that the advice in this thread is offered in good faith and out of concern for your well being . I urge you to reread this thread and consider that you have been gifted with many years of collective wisdom from the forum .

I have lived with HIV for 30 years and still learn a thing or two every week from being here . I have learned to give considerable weight to advice given , especially if I'm being told the same thing by many .

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« Reply #35 on: August 07, 2013, 09:57:47 AM »
OK Jeff G, thanks for wise advising me, I'm thinking about it. I'd just want to ask something: is HIV meds resistance for life? I mean, if you switch to another combo for a year or two, is there chance for the combo you've become resistant to, to start working again after given period?

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« Reply #36 on: August 07, 2013, 10:00:10 AM »
Well thanks for sharing all that context information.

In fact, I was drinking a coffee and was heading back to the forum wanted to ask some questions, which you've already answered!

Let me ask you a bit more?  How does it work seeing a doctor for everything BUT hiv, in your country? 

Does one have a "GP" - general practitioner - "family doctor" who one sees when sick? 

Its just that your gastro issues need addressing.  Now.  Even a GP can address them somewhat, and also might be helpful for the future, permanent solution.

I was sort of wondering if the way you are plugged into the treatment for HIV - leaves you the message that its by the medical establishments / govt's "good grace" or "charity", or whatever.  So I can appreciate that it may not be easy to get specific attention for HIV - if its 4x a year, max, and "be thankful for that".  (However, don't think its so unique to your country - its pretty widespread!)   Plus, you add in the current contract situation, all these stupid cruel games govt can play causing such anxiety.... 

But, can you get in to see generalist doctors, and start discussing the gastro issues??? 

A good generalist who cares about his/her own service to patients, will try to help you with the gastro issues - even if they can't get involved in an HIV antiviral combo change.  But you might also get lucky and the generalist can be the way "in" to eventually be on the "list", or whatever, for the combo change.

Its impressive that your country has Isentress on the list of available meds..  Your faith in your current meds is odd, and also inconsistent.  Since they are giving you side effects.  On the one hand, you think they are destroying you, and want to reduce them, on the other hand, you won't consider a change.... hmmm....
 
You haven't been HIV+ all that long, so believe me, its not just your country's docs who don't like to rock the boat very fast when starting treatment.  There are plenty of docs around the world who will sort of "push" or pressure the patient to remain on a combo despite side effects.  There are sound medical reasons for this, but also there are financial considerations, and who knows what else.  Its not ideal.

The idea of living well with HIV is to be shrewd, strategic as a patient to get the best possible attention.  It is NOT whining, it is not a sign of weakness, it is NOT NOT selfish, to try to bring your quality of life back to normal, on meds... 

You must be polite, but assertive, play games, be a fox, and slip and slide your way to get what you need.  From what you describe, you are making a mistake thinking the system is failing you.  In a sense, it is, because you have these side effects.  But on the other hand, the solution may not be, at this time, so early, cowboy adventures and experiments. 

The solution could be as quick as a combo change, thought it may NOT be easy to get that.  You must try. 

And the solution means you need to find a doctor, who takes patient care seriously, who is going to make sure you are not taking counterproductive steps on your own. This does not need to be an HIV expert....  But you do need a doctor guiding you, this is CLEAR, my dear.
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« Reply #37 on: August 07, 2013, 10:04:29 AM »
OK Jeff G, thanks for wise advising me, I'm thinking about it. I'd just want to ask something: is HIV meds resistance for life? I mean, if you switch to another combo for a year or two, is there chance for the combo you've become resistant to, to start working again after given period?

No ... if you become resistant to meds its for life and a very serious concern .
You can become resistant to a whole class of meds and that's big trouble if you ever need them again . Your doctors and the forum are concerned for that very reason and your doctor can let you try another combo without risk of resistance becoming an issue .


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« Reply #38 on: August 07, 2013, 10:15:57 AM »
I want to tell you two adages I learned growing up in the USA.  They have helped me find solutions when faced with huge obstacles, and especially bureaucracies and limited access to what I wanted. 
1) "The squeaky wheel gets the grease."
2) "You catch more flies with honey than vinegar."

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« Reply #39 on: August 07, 2013, 10:39:32 AM »
mecch, thanks for giving me wider view on HIV "battles", patients vs the system... I have a GP, the curious fact is, I have not seen him... They've told me, that he doesn't mind having HIV patients on his list... so I enrolled (it was just before Christmas and he was on vacation). I wanted to escape my family GP, due to any gossip possibilities...

Well, when I go to the hospital for tests and meds, I see new patients, who are weak, I see how full doctor schedules are, I see other people, who take medications like me. And when I compare myself to all these people, I actually realize how fine I am. And maybe, due to the fact, that I work alone from home and not among other people, makes me more obsessive than I really have a point in being.

My stomach doesn't ache, I just have diarrhea now and then. Blood count, hemoglobin, erythrocytes, hematocrit, leukocytes, morphology, blood sugar, cholesterol, triglyceride, creatine, sediments, CD4, CD8, viral load - all this gets tested and my docs say results are good. I wonder, is there anything specific I should pay attention to, related to stomach issues and heart problems? I doubt that all these figures would look good and in norms, if I'm about to have stomach/heart problems. And I don't know what stomach tests it's good to do now and then, in order to check whether meds are doing harm.

P.S. mecch, thanks for your last reply, you've put a smile on my face, really :) And that's working not only in the US, I can assure you :) I would add - "Where there's a will, there's a way" ;)

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« Reply #40 on: August 07, 2013, 10:49:16 AM »
For your stomach you can try eating (more) yogurt, add more fiber to your diet and perhaps Imodium.

You can find a lot of info on this site, or just Google

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« Reply #41 on: August 07, 2013, 10:55:14 AM »
Thanks a lot Grasshopper, I eat yogurt every day.. guess that helps for not getting even more serious issues, for now.

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Here's a link to our lesson on diarrhea .

http://www.aidsmeds.com/articles/Nausea_4857.shtml

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« Reply #43 on: August 07, 2013, 06:25:55 PM »
Thanks a lot for all the replies, if I knew there's a site called aidsmap, which contains a section "Resistance" for each and every antiretroviral drug, I would spare all the writing... Seems like the combination I'm using needs quite a few mutations, in order to stop working. That doesn't mean I'm about to cut 1/3 or more of my pills, yet it seems that resistance occurs on low levels, if I consult with this article as well ... http://www.aidsmap.com/Big-falls-in-prevalence-of-protease-inhibitor-and-triple-class-resistance/page/2080135/

"By 2010, however, dual-class resistance profiles had changed significantly. Resistance to NRTIs and NNRTIs was evident in 70% of samples; protease inhibitor and NRTI resistance in 24%; and protease inhibitor and NNRTI resistance in 7%."

As far as I understand, the statistics include people, who have treatment history. So, presumably, part of the 24% include people, who've had some kind of resistance already due to older, worse meds.

I also googled "site:http://forums.poz.com/ resistance" and read all the topics posted in the last two years. I didn't see anyone complaining they've become resistant, because they've cut their pills with one pill a week, or so. Some even do it on purpose, in order to build up a reserve.... However, everything is individual and it's best to play safe, if you feel well enough.

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« Reply #44 on: August 07, 2013, 07:55:24 PM »
1. The side effects on the stomach will not be solved by an odd dosing schedule, they are most likely to do with the ritonavir.

2. Atazanavir has a 29 hr dosing window, and 3TC a 24-36 hour dosing window, so by extending your dosing period/taking days off you risk resistance.

3. Why is different drugs necessarily worse?

4. Side effects are best dealt with by switching. All modern combos work as well as each other, so side effects is perhaps the 6 million dollar question. If it's broke, fix it. Your combo sounds broke and is tying you in calendar knots, potentialy.

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« Reply #45 on: August 07, 2013, 08:16:46 PM »
2. Atazanavir has a 29 hr dosing window, and 3TC a 24-36 hour dosing window, so by extending your dosing period/taking days off you risk resistance.
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OK, so if I use the 26 hour dosing period, that would generally be a safe strategy? Can I, please, ask you to show me where I could read such exact numbers  ::) That's really important and useful information. 

Now I also see there's a brand new study, but you have to pay for full access to the text. The topic however is "A Maintenance Dose of Atazanavir/Ritonavir 200/100 mg Once Daily Is Effective in Virologically Suppressed HIV-1–Infected Patients"http://journals.lww.com/jaids/Citation/2013/06010/A_Maintenance_Dose_of_Atazanavir_Ritonavir_200_100.27.aspx

Has anyone read that study? As far as I understand, they prove one could even do well without the Kivexa pill?! I also read, that Reyataz + Norvir specifically work well with Kivexa/Epzicom. Reyataz + Norvir help Kivexa/Epzicom remain efficient, even if you've got more virus mutations.

P.S. What do you mean exactly by a "dosing window"? You should take a pill every 24-36 hours, or you have as much as 24-36 hours after the moment you should have taken it, if you were strict? Or, in other words, that makes it 24 hours plus another 24-36 hours, in the worst case?
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« Reply #46 on: August 07, 2013, 08:21:23 PM »

But anyway, that's just a secondary reason, health's at first place. I really don't think it would be problem skipping 4-5 pills out of 30. There are people that weight more than me and that have CD4 count way lower than mine... I've really decided to change the scheme a bit, just because I feel overdosed! If you take 27000 mg of something a month, and you fell some kind of discomfort, and that's a standard dose, I don't see why 23400 mg dose a month would be such a big problem?

Ok -- this paragraph is one of the biggest red flags for me -- pointing to the fact that you are not fully informed and/or being logical.

For instance --

missing 4 of 30 doses puts you at less than 87% adherence -- very bad -- should be 95% or better.

you are again talking about your CD4 levels -- which have nothing directly to do with your medications.  your meds impact the virus NOT THE CD4 CELLS.

You talk about "monthly doses" -- this makes no sense -- you take pills daily to maintain a consistent level in your blood.  If you take the same number of pills but do it every 3rd day instead of every day, you end up with the same "monthly dose", but you do not maintain a consistent level of drug in your system.  Therefore, you risk resistance.

I am sure you mean well -- but unless you have a medical degree (and your posts clearly indicate you do not), then PLEASE do not play doctor.  The meds today really should allow you to live a fairly normal life -- if you take them as needed to control your virus.  If one med or group of meds cause side effects that are unbearable, then change the meds.  I know you fear cognitive issues -- I'm not aware of any meds, besides Sustiva, that has any real history of this (someone correct me if I'm wrong) -- so don't switch to that one.

Please, take the barest minimum advice and don't play doctor -- talk to your doctor, openly, honestly and completely.  Your irrational fears may just be your undoing.......

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« Reply #47 on: August 07, 2013, 08:24:18 PM »
OK, so if I use the 26 hour dosing period, that would generally be a safe strategy? Can I, please, ask you to show me where I could read such exact numbers  ::) That's really important and useful information. 

Now I also see there's a brand new study, but you have to pay for full access to the text. The topic however is "A Maintenance Dose of Atazanavir/Ritonavir 200/100 mg Once Daily Is Effective in Virologically Suppressed HIV-1–Infected Patients"http://journals.lww.com/jaids/Citation/2013/06010/A_Maintenance_Dose_of_Atazanavir_Ritonavir_200_100.27.aspx

Has anyone read that study? As far as I understand, they prove one could even do well without the Kivexa pill?! I also read, that Reyataz + Norvir specifically work well with Kivexa/Epzicom. Reyataz + Norvir help Kivexa/Epzicom remain efficient, even if you've got more virus mutations.

P.S. What do you mean exactly by a "dosing window"? You should take a pill every 24-36 hours, or you have as much as 24-36 hours after the moment you should have taken it, if you were strict? Or, in other words, that makes it 24 hours plus another 24-36 hours, in the worst case?

OMG -- you are picking and choosing info that seems to line up to your plans and avoiding everything that runs counter to it.  Why, on earth, did you bother to ask for advice if you have already decided on the answer??

I wish you well, but until you address this unhealthy fear of change you are putting yourself in mortal danger.

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #48 on: August 07, 2013, 08:35:55 PM »
bocker3, first of all, I know, that viral load is the most important thing. The problem is, that, as I've noted some posts above, I don't have recent data of it... it does not depend on me! I hope to have such data soon.

But let me ask you something. Who's happier - the one who spends all the money they've got, or those who put something in reserve? I HATE having only 3-4 pills in reserve, plus, sometimes I really feel overdosed. I think my mental condition would be better - and that's in a way related, if I know, that I have provisions for a month or two.

Secondly, I don't want to be a lamb. The more you ask, the more information from different sources you gather. You see, I've quoted a research, and I've given a JAIDS Journal of Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndromes link, which is not a gossip site, right?! Doctors can NEVER share information, that would be endangering your health even with 1%. I just want to know the different aspects. If lower dose would put me at a 10% risk, I may be willing to take that risk. But doctors SHOULD and GIVE only information, that would keep you 100% safe. And that's why I'm asking and writing here, because I want to make an informed choice. Guess that's what forums are about?!

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« Reply #49 on: August 07, 2013, 08:36:39 PM »
Your irrational fears may just be your undoing.......



That is exactly what I fear when I read threads like this . This is a classic case of a newly diagnosed person suffering med anxiety . The sad thing is this most likely will not end well if he presses on with his plans and ignores his doctor and the scores of almost identical warnings we have heaped on here .

This reply is not for the OP , its a warning for others who may be tempted to make the mistake of thinking there is a shred of good in the OP's idea .   

We have done all we can do . 

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« Reply #50 on: August 07, 2013, 08:52:13 PM »
But let me ask you something. Who's happier - the one who spends all the money they've got, or those who put something in reserve? I HATE having only 3-4 pills in reserve, plus, sometimes I really feel overdosed. I think my mental condition would be better - and that's in a way related, if I know, that I have provisions for a month or two.

I understand the desire to have a reserve -- I have built a 9 month one.  I did it by refilling my Rx at the earliest moment, not by skipping doses.  I also have to, I am afraid, question whether this is a sudden rationalization you have come to in order to justify your desire to take fewer pills in a month.  I say that because you have not mentioned this until now.

Secondly, I don't want to be a lamb. The more you ask, the more information from different sources you gather. You see, I've quoted a research, and I've given a JAIDS Journal of Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndromes link, which is not a gossip site, right?! Doctors can NEVER share information, that would be endangering your health even with 1%. I just want to know the different aspects. If lower dose would put me at a 10% risk, I may be willing to take that risk. But doctors SHOULD and GIVE only information, that would keep you 100% safe. And that's why I'm asking and writing here, because I want to make an informed choice. Guess that's what forums are about?!

But you are being a lamb -- one possibly being led by yourself to the slaughter.
I think that you SHOULD learn more - -you SHOULD question -- you SHOULD make suggestions to your doctors.  What you should NOT do, is play doctor.  Doctors are far more capable of being impartial when giving you info because they aren't tied emotionally to your condition -- like you are.

Studies talk about POPULATIONS, not INDIVIDUALS.  Being informed is great -- but not if it is so you can do what ever you think is best without the professional guidance of your physician.  Listen, my doc wanted to put me a combo that I didn't want to be on -- I told him my concerns and my desires, he ultimately agreed that this would be OK.  I got what I wanted -- but I got it with his blessing, even if he still thought his way might have been better.

Anyway -- it seems clear that you are going to do as you wish, so I will bow out here.  The fact that you are ignoring the wisdom of people who have survived far longer than you with this virus speaks volumes to the current state of your mind. 

I truly wish you well.

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #51 on: August 07, 2013, 08:54:16 PM »

That is exactly what I fear when I read threads like this . This is a classic case of a newly diagnosed person suffering med anxiety . The sad thing is this most likely will not end well if he presses on with his plans and ignores his doctor and the scores of almost identical warnings we have heaped on here .

This reply is not for the OP , its a warning for others who may be tempted to make the mistake of thinking there is a shred of good in the OP's idea .   

We have done all we can do .

Read this ^10 times, please. :)

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« Reply #52 on: August 07, 2013, 08:55:12 PM »
OMG -- you are picking and choosing info that seems to line up to your plans and avoiding everything that runs counter to it.  Why, on earth, did you bother to ask for advice if you have already decided on the answer??

I wish you well, but until you address this unhealthy fear of change you are putting yourself in mortal danger.

Mike

This.

As i suggested HIV.pos.BG - i think you are obsessing - your thinking is circling in on itself, over and over. You want a certain outcome and you aren't factoring important stuff in the consideration. 

You are dumping stuff from one consideration, into another.  YES, it sucks you don't have a reserve of meds.  But that doesn't mean you trash effectively controlled viral load, AND, risk a resistance to a class of meds, to get a reserve.  Its two different challenges.  Two different things to solve. 

You are dumping far too much into this plan of yours. 

I say this with affection and concern - you need to get to see that generalist of yours.  Lay it out.  You need to work toward a solution to find a way to change meds.  If the world or your country crashes tomorrow and you have no reserve, OK that sucks.  But, do you know that there are ways to stop ALL meds and have no resistance, until you can get back onto a steady supply again. Yes, its true. So you are not seeing the big picture, just circling around the things that concern you immediately.

I also think you should stop reading all those research journals, get back to your daily life - do your job, and make a game plan to solve the real problems.  Take care of the diarrhoea as best as possible right away. Find a doc who will help you change combos.  Ask other people in Bulgaria how they build up reserves.  etc etc etc

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #53 on: August 07, 2013, 09:09:24 PM »
OK, thanks to you all for the replies, thank you mecch, Mike, Matt and Jeff... I actually have money in my bank account to buy the supplies for a year ahead even. I really think maybe my life sucks in way, but on the other hand, one wants to have things under their control, not just be "a chem bin", take same stuff over and over again, each and every 24 hours, like a robot... I really hate that situation. I want to make MY plan, I want to put some mind in all that happens.

After all, let's return to the original post - all the dosages are soo rounded numbers, in a way. 100mg, 200mg, 300, bla-bla. Some people weight 60 kg, some 120, they all get the same, they all feel healthy. I guess I really should ask long-term meds users, or "survivors", what they actually do.

But I just have two more concrete questions - because I want to be informed - has anyone read the Lanzafame M, Lattuada E, Rigo F, Vento S study ( "A Maintenance Dose of Atazanavir/Ritonavir 200/100 mg Once Daily Is Effective in Virologically Suppressed HIV-1–Infected Patients"), and I want to ask Matt where he reads about  "Atazanavir has a 29 hr dosing window, and 3TC a 24-36 hour dosing window"... :(

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« Reply #54 on: August 07, 2013, 09:38:56 PM »
You've stated you realise you need drugs.  This is a basic fact of going forward, living well with HIV.  You have to come to grips with taking drugs everyday for many years going forward, until the next revolution in treatment. There is no way around this.

Your ambivalence about this isn't unusual. Your game playing about decreasing dosages, minutely adjusting timing, etc, is NOT going to solve the ambivalence. Quite the reverse. It will feed it.  With false sense of control.

Get on the drugs that dont cause you side effects, and put your energy into more constructive actions and interests in your life.

If you are lucky, you'll get a doc who can help you safely, eventually, maybe, if its right for your body and numbers and situation, figure out this dosage thing you are fascinated about.  But don't kid yourself. 

There are many health challenges that lead to people taking drugs everyday, for years and years. Until a treatment revolution...  Deal with it. Join the club.

Put your mind on getting ahead in your job. Go get another diploma.  I dont even remember if you are a guy or woman, straight or gay.  Get a lover.  Read some great books.  Develop a new talent.  Make a family.  Drugs make all that possible. They are not here to obsess over.  Thank your good fortune you have them (there are still too many people who do not, or have bad old ones, in this world.) Move on.


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« Reply #55 on: August 07, 2013, 09:53:07 PM »
I want to ask everyone advising me, how should I interpret studies like this one:

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/22566588/?i=6&from=/20595906/related

"Ritonavir boosting dose reduction from 100 to 50 mg does not change the atazanavir steady-state exposure in healthy volunteers."

...
CONCLUSIONS: In spite of higher exposure to ritonavir with 100 mg, atazanavir exposure was equivalent; the lipid profile was better under the lower booster dose (50 mg).

And I want to ask you something more: are you sure that all doctors in all countries know and/or follow the most recent data, which appears?! And don't you know, that, even if they know such stuff, there are NATIONAL PLANS AND GUIDELINES, which they have to follow..... First line meds should be such and such, second line - another, etc. And most of all - these drugs are free for patients. So docs should give you the cheaper combination with the least side effects, not the best one, which may cost twice the price :(

P.S. mecch, I know you're right, but getting on with one's life is harder than playing with meds :( That's the naked truth. You see, I find myself someone, who wants to escape the common practice and just make an informed step ahead. It's true I also have these heart disruptions... But, to tell you the truth, I don't even have a personal doctor... You just go in the hospital department, at a particular scheduled hour, there's one of the ~10 docs working for the department, they ask you whether you fell OK, and if so, they give you the next monthly dose... I've told them about feeling my heart "working faster than the usual", but.... the truth is, it's not that fatal for the moment, and I guess, they think the same way..... and I just want to make myself a bit more upgraded scheme, based on concrete information, which I try to quote here :(
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« Reply #56 on: August 07, 2013, 10:06:21 PM »
I want to ask everyone advising me, how should I interpret studies like this one:

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/22566588/?i=6&from=/20595906/related

"Ritonavir boosting dose reduction from 100 to 50 mg does not change the atazanavir steady-state exposure in healthy volunteers."

...
CONCLUSIONS: In spite of higher exposure to ritonavir with 100 mg, atazanavir exposure was equivalent; the lipid profile was better under the lower booster dose (50 mg).

And I want to ask you something more: are you sure that all doctors in all countries know and/or follow the most recent data, which appears?! And don't you know, that, even if they know such stuff, there are NATIONAL PLANS AND GUIDELINES, which they have to follow..... First line meds should be such and such, second line - another, etc. And most of all - these drugs are free for patients. So docs should give you the cheaper combination with the least side effects, not the best one, which may cost twice the price :(

P.S. mecch, I know you're right, but getting on with one's life is harder than playing with meds :( That's the naked truth. You see, I find myself someone, who wants to escape the common practice and just make an informed step ahead. It's true I also have these heart disruptions... But, to tell you the truth, I don't even have a personal doctor... You just go in the hospital department, at a particular scheduled hour, there's one of the ~10 docs working for the department, they ask you whether you fell OK, and if so, they give you the next monthly dose... I've told them about feeling my heart "working faster than the usual", but.... the truth is, it's not that fatal for the moment, and I guess, they think the same way..... and I just want to make myself a bit more upgraded scheme, based on concrete information, which I try to quote here :(

All I can say is --- deaf ears.  Nothing is getting through.

This thread shows that you do NOT have your life under control -- and it's not because of the meds you have to take.  It is your obsession about the meds you are taking.  It's your desire to deal with this "differently" than everyone else.  It's your hope that you can find an easier, softer way to deal with your HIV infection.

Here is the bottomline -- you have HIV.  If you want to live you have to rely on those who are smarter -- push them and not, necessarily take everything at face value -- but you must realize your limitations.  Finally -- if you don't start LIVING WITH HIV and stop trying to IGNORE REALITY, you will have a sad, possibly shortened, life.

Good luck,
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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #57 on: August 07, 2013, 10:14:18 PM »
OK Mike, but are you sure, that the Italian and Spanish scientist I'm quoting are not smart enough? Isn't it better to rely on fresh data, collected in the last year, than on national plans, which get updated once every two years, at least in my own country? Aren't the sources I quote "smarter" than me?

If the data I quote becomes common practice in a year or two, what would you say? Who'd return me the wasted body organs, which may have been spared, if I've believed these scientists, but not some national plan?

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« Reply #58 on: August 07, 2013, 10:19:08 PM »
Im not your man to give you specifics on dosages but you can trust what Newt has to say thats for sure.
Yeah, we know that there are national guidelines and limitations.
My first HIV doc kept me on my first combo - Sustiva - Truvada - far too long after I started to report the central nervous system side effects some people can get. But it was the first line and recommended.
I learned about the side effects here, in fact. And my doc sort of plead ignorance but finally said it was a mistake.  Anyway, after his second mistake, I switched docs. And that first one, he was a big cheese infectious disease HIV specialist doc at a major swiss clinic.  So yeah, you are correct, they dont know everything.  BUT that is not the dangerous game you are playing.  That doc still knew a lot more than me. and he safely delivered me to a better combos that had no side effects.  And on other things too, he treated me well.  His wisdom.  I went to work and went about my job and did the things I KNOW WELL, which is certainly not HIV medicine and treatment.  Get my drift.
Why dont you try to see the generalist, like we were talking about, above? 

Any yeah, of course the medical establishment might push people unto cheaper meds. That sucks.  I couldn't get on Isentress right away because it was then, a few years ago, approved only in the US, first, and not yet my country, and second, it was only approved for second line treatment. 

When I went to get my Isentress, the pharmacist for the first time ever, remarked on how damned expensive it was.  Even here in rich Switzerland. 

It is what it is.  We deal with all this stuff as it comes along, year after year.  Meanwhile, we live healthy with HIV by doing what the experts advise...

You can pace yourself an learn a lot about hiv.  By contributing to this forum, and its knowledge that builds over months and years, its not instant...  But really your principal objective is to learn just enough, and get on with other things in your life.  Which, as you say, are difficult and challenging.

What about mental health treatment in your country?  Whats available?  Have you ever been evaluated for your mental health?
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« Reply #59 on: August 07, 2013, 10:24:49 PM »
Take the study to a DOCTOR, your treating doctor, and ask if YOUR situation allows you to try a reduced booster dose.  YEp. Thats smart. Maybe the answer would be, sorry, sweetie, unfortunately we can't monitor the switch, so we advise you against it.  That would suck, but it would be wise. 
But the information was already given to you, way above.  The best hunch for you is that you need to get off the reyataz completely, and onto a different combo.  Get it?
Maybe that might be offered to you.  As I said, the squeaky wheel gets the grease, and you need to be firm but polite and charming making those squeaks.  Thats what works for me at least, getting stuff out of bureaucracies.
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« Reply #60 on: August 07, 2013, 10:30:49 PM »
Its also not unusual for HIV+ people to believe or fear that HIV medicine is poison, like an an acid corroding the insides.
You sound like you might believe this.  With this talk about organs, etc.

You do realise that unchecked HIV destroys everything inside.  HIV medicine isn't poison. These are old fears....   Your gastro might be because of the protease and booster drugs, yep, but the solution is a drug switch.

You also might have taken a gastro hit before you started the meds. It can take time for things to really repair.  YOu haven't been on meds all that long...
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« Reply #61 on: August 07, 2013, 10:35:11 PM »
mecch, you're touching on very sensitive topics, I believe you're a pretty clever person. I admire you. We have a psychologist for free in the hospital, where you take the meds. My mental health has not been tested, I may have some problems, but I don't want to address them. I just want to use some common sense about my meds. I've almost reached to the conclusion, that, based on that Spanish study, I could cut half of the Norvir dose and then maybe everything would be nice and fine.

One more problem I have, which is due to the pills (but I don't know which one - Norvir or Reayataz or Kivexa) - I've started sweating too much. Initially it happened at night, when I started meds. That has stopped. But now, if I go for half an hour down the street, and I take my wallet or phone out of my pocket, they're all drenched. That has NEVER happened before. And now, as I think about it, it may be due to the booster. And if I cut the dose twice, things may get better. And I'd already done it, I only fear I don't know my last two viral load results yet... :( I have to wait for a month at least, hope that won't be fatal... Till then I think of taking my meds every 26 hours and that's it... at least I'm doing something.

P.S. mecch, thanks for your second and third post too. Well, I fear of talking to docs sooo much. I hate I have to ask something of them, and knowing, that they have someone dying in the next room and many other patients waiting... :( But thanks, anyway, I'm also thinking about addressing someone....

Thanks a lot for you attention, mecch :(

P.S. The tricky thing is, if I ask doctors and they agree to cut my Norvir to 50mg, again I won't be able to build up a reserve.  :D
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« Reply #62 on: August 07, 2013, 10:38:17 PM »
Have you ever gone to the hospital for your "heart issues"? saying your heart feels like its working faster sounds bad but obviously not bad enough for you to specifically seek treatment for that. It could be a-fibs. It could be anxiety. It could be genetics. (do you have a family history of heart issues?) It might have nothing at all to do with HIV or your meds.

Did you talk to you doctors about the diarrhea? Did you take any med for this occasional issue? did you document how often it happens? did you talk to your doctors about changing to another regimen?

there are so many other options to dealing with these issues that you could try - and none have anything to do with changing dosing amounts or schedule.

not just be "a chem bin", take same stuff over and over again, each and every 24 hours, like a robot... I really hate that situation. I want to make MY plan, I want to put some mind in all that happens.
well, there IS your problem. You don't LOVE the meds! You gave it away by thinking of yourself as a "chem bin".

you don't think that everyone with HIV wishes they didn't have to take meds... and take them daily? And you know it's not just HIV poz people. Think of the diabetics that have to inject insulin 3 times a day. Think about the people taking high blood pressure meds twice a day. How about the bipolar people taking psychotropics daily. There are a lot of meds out there that people wish they didn't have to take daily.

But man, with his incredible brain (whether you think it's thanks to evolution or God-given), has been able to study biology and chemistry to give us these miraculous drugs that destroy viruses and adjust levels of chemicals within our bodies which allow us to live long, happy, healthy lives - with an emphasis on the fact that they allow us to stay alive.

until you realize that your "Meds are Your Friends", you'll continue obsessing on some way you think you can adjust the dosage to something special. Don't get me wrong. You might have some side effects and changing meds might be the solution; but trying weird schedules and dosages is not the solution. Trust me after 21+ yrs of taking meds, in the long run, it's much easier to just take your meds and get on with life, rather than dreaming up crazy ways to change things.
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« Reply #63 on: August 07, 2013, 11:13:44 PM »
OK Mike, but are you sure, that the Italian and Spanish scientist I'm quoting are not smart enough? Isn't it better to rely on fresh data, collected in the last year, than on national plans, which get updated once every two years, at least in my own country? Aren't the sources I quote "smarter" than me?

If the data I quote becomes common practice in a year or two, what would you say? Who'd return me the wasted body organs, which may have been spared, if I've believed these scientists, but not some national plan?

Perhaps they will be right -- who knows.  But why are you assuming that everyone here -- who has lived with this disease for decades is wrong???  why are you only focused on what you want or wish things to be instead of what is reality?  Why do you think that YOU are different??  I am not trying to mean -- I am simply trying to help you change your outlook.  Look at some of your word choices -- "chem bin", "wasted body organs", etc....  you have let HIV take over your life.  Want control??  Stop focusing on it -- do what you must to control it -- ie. take meds, address side effects.  Then move on with your life.

You are not unique -- many folks go through this type of angst early on -- but you have to LISTEN to the sage advice of others.  REALLY LISTEN.  Until you do that -- until you stop letting your virus run your life, this anxiety is going to build and get worse.  Yes, I know, easy for me to say, much harder for you to do.  I get it --- I've been newly infected too.

Again -- I am not trying to be mean -- but it is frustrating to watch your cherry pick things that fit your view of life with HIV and ignore the rest -- experience counts.  Someday, I sincerely hope, you will have some too.

I am going to bed now -- then off to AMG.

edited to add:  The folks who have responded to you are NOT basing their advice on your countries' standards, policies or protocols.  Stop confusing the issues here -- we are basing it off of PROVEN SCIENCE and ACTUAL EXPERIENCE.  This gets back to the "REALLY LISTEN" part above.........  The fact that your country does things similar to others doesn't mean they are short sighted -- it just may mean they are focused on things that have been shown to work.  Recent data isn't always best -- the best data is that which is accumulated over time.

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« Reply #64 on: August 08, 2013, 12:03:40 AM »
I guess I really should ask long-term meds users, or "survivors", what they actually do.



I tested hiv positive July 26th 1992 (my 30th birthday), and started AZT monotherapy a month later. So if you do the math; I've been taking meds a few weeks short of 21 years  ;)

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« Reply #65 on: August 08, 2013, 01:37:57 AM »
I guess I really should ask long-term meds users, or "survivors", what they actually do.
honestly, some of the people who have been answering you ARE LTSes. Where do you think we get all this information from? from decades of living with HIV and taking the meds.  ;)

I tested hiv positive July 26th 1992 (my 30th birthday), and started AZT monotherapy a month later.
i tested hiv+/aids on 12/26/92 when I was 30, and started AZT monotherapy a month later
small world, huh? LOL
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« Reply #66 on: August 08, 2013, 03:01:41 AM »


After all, let's return to the original post - all the dosages are soo rounded numbers, in a way. 100mg, 200mg, 300, bla-bla. Some people weight 60 kg, some 120, they all get the same, they all feel healthy. I guess I really should ask long-term meds users, or "survivors", what they actually do.


Allow me to rain on your parade :

During trials, they DO take weight and BMS into consideration !

"Purpose

The purpose of this clinical research study is to assess the bioequivalence of atazanavir administered as a single 300 mg capsule relative to two atazanavir 150 mg capsules in healthy subjects.

HIV Infections
 Drug: Atazanavir + Ritonavir
 Phase 1


Active Comparator: A  Drug: Atazanavir + Ritonavir
Capsules, Oral, ATV 300mg as 2-150mg + RTV 100mg, single dose, 7 days washout crossed over to Treatment B.

Other Name: Abilify
 
Active Comparator: B  Drug: Atazanavir + Ritonavir
Capsules, Oral, ATV 300mg as single cap + RTV 100mg, single dose, 7 days washout.

Other Name: Abilify
 

 
  Eligibility



Ages Eligible for Study:    18 Years to 50 Years
Genders Eligible for Study:    Both
Accepts Healthy Volunteers:    Yes

Criteria


Inclusion Criteria:
•Healthy male and female subjects between the ages of 18 to 50 years old with a body mass index (BMI) of 18 to 30 kg/m˛
•Prior to enrollment, subjects must have physical and laboratory test findings within normal limits, and women of childbearing potential (WOCBP) must have a negative pregnancy test.


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Offline hiv_positive_BG

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #67 on: August 08, 2013, 04:58:30 AM »
Damn... I've tried to sleep, but think about the Spanish experiment over and over again... https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/22566588/?i=6&from=/20595906/related

Now I read Norvir Side Effects - http://www.drugs.com/sfx/norvir-side-effects.html

Stop taking ritonavir and call your doctor at once if you have any of these serious side effects:
...
-> rapid heart rate, increased sweating, tremors in your hands, anxiety, feeling irritable, sleep problems (insomnia);

-> diarrhea, unexplained weight loss, menstrual changes, impotence, loss of interest in sex;

-> weakness or prickly feeling in your fingers or toes;

-> severe pain in your upper stomach spreading to your back, vomiting, fast heart rate;

-> severe skin reaction -- fever, sore throat, swelling in your face or tongue, burning in your eyes, skin pain, followed by a red or purple skin rash that spreads (especially in the face or upper body) and causes blistering and peeling.

Well, I read these symptoms, and I've had them all at some scale. They've actually described everything that irritates me. I really hate taking things in my hands, but how could you have clear statistical data, yet let yourself remain irritated? Honestly, I think of having 50mg Norvir with my 300mg Reyataz once a day, and not cut the Kivexa....  So I just take half a Norvir pill, instead of whole and that's it. I'll wait for 2 weeks and see if things are getting better. If nothing changes, I guess I could return to 100mg dose, just in case?

As newt has written too, "Secondly, Norvir boosting doses are guesses, and not well studied. This don't really matter for Norvir is a booster to make other drugs work well, but the upshot here is you can sometime use less Norvir (or sometimes need more) than the standard 100mg (or for some drugs 200mg) dose, and have the same effect/less side effects. This has been studies for some drugs. << the result is not always a Norvir dose reduction tho".

Yet, in the Spanish experiment, I have data exactly for my case - 300mg Reyataz, combined with 50mg Norvir... Results are 100% clear..........

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #68 on: August 08, 2013, 05:24:04 AM »
First you started about Reyataz, now it's the Norvir. Seems like you've overlooked Epzicom....are you going to mess with that too ?

Go ahead and read up on Epzicom on this site (Homepage -> Treatment -> Drugs)...make sure to click on the seperate components : Ziagen & Epivir...I bet that will scare the Hell out of you.

So......still set on not going to consult with your doctor and possibly a psychiatrist ?

 ::)

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #69 on: August 08, 2013, 05:53:54 AM »
I really wonder what to do... here's the complete text of the study:
http://jac.oxfordjournals.org/content/67/8/2013.long

That's really important for me: "Mild increases in lipid profile (LDL and total cholesterol) from baseline values were observed solely when atazanavir was boosted with 100 mg of ritonavir. This increase was >10 mg/dL in half of the participants, and might have a potential impact on the risk of cardiovascular disease, depending also on other individual factors such as age, sex, blood pressure".

.... I've always win, if I've taken my own decisions, not depending on anyone else. The problem with that study is, it involves healthy people. You are right, the symptoms I've highlighted may be listed in the specifications of the other meds too. ......... OK, I'll ask a specialist, before taking any action. I have something in mind. The problem is, that if a man wants to do anything, he may ask and ask, until they find the right specialist to confirm what they want :)

Tomorrow I'll have fresh results of my cholesterol... since I've started taking HIV drugs my cholesterol has been 5,19, then 5,81 after a month. So it's increasing... So tomorrow I'll go and see the results of the blood test I had on Monday... I'll try asking some doc about decreasing Norvir...

I fear one thing the most: that I may take action, and ruin my treatment. I don't care if I'd die that much, but I may infect someone with HIV, if I do sex, and my treatment is ruined. If I'm overdosed, at least I'm more or less harmless, and all the consequences are for me only... :(

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #70 on: August 08, 2013, 07:21:19 AM »
You've been advised by many, but ultimately it's your life....so by all means do what ever you see fit.

If you have some time to spare, read this :

http://forums.poz.com/index.php?topic=36980.0

and also search the forum for : etay1207, and enlighten yourself.

Dovizhdane

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #71 on: August 08, 2013, 07:37:24 AM »
Grasshopper, I don't know if you're Bulgarian too, I see your "see you soon", written in Bulgarian :)

Well, I'm definitely not one, who denies HIV drugs. I know how I felt, when I had less than 200 CD4 cells, I thought I'd die and had nothing against that. But, even with no will to live, due to HIV drugs I feel pretty well only 8 months after starting them. I don't want to stop them, because I find heart attack better than slow, painful death, where you experience all diseases on Earth one after the other. But also I hate being dumb lamb. I believe, that the more information you've got, the better and finely tuned meds you could have. You know, Bulgaria is an ex-socialist country. I don't know, if I bring the paper I'm quoting above, and I've already printed, to the hospital - would they be able to understand it? Do they know English or not?  How much the docs at the hospital are informed, or they just follow national guidelines? I can't know that, you see... and I fear the med scheme may be a bit retrograde.

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #72 on: August 08, 2013, 07:50:50 AM »
I believe, that the more information you've got, the better and finely tuned meds you could have. You know, Bulgaria is an ex-socialist country. I don't know, if I bring the paper I'm quoting above, and I've already printed, to the hospital - would they be able to understand it? Do they know English or not?  How much the docs at the hospital are informed, or they just follow national guidelines? I can't know that, you see... and I fear the med scheme may be a bit retrograde.

What you wrote is way beyond funny....hilarious . Thanks for the laugh

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #73 on: August 08, 2013, 07:55:41 AM »
I don't know what's funny... suppositions about docs, or that the meds may be retrograde  ::)  :P  I don't want to present myself in the hospital as "a clever head", bringing some papers in English from God know where... Sometimes it's better to keep calm and in the mainline, so you could get normal/standard service... Once you try to "know too much", one may get angry at you, though you didn't mean to be offensive in any way.. :(

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #74 on: August 08, 2013, 08:36:40 AM »
I had TDM done and 12 hours after taking my pills there was no trace of Prezista (darunavir) in my blood.
I would take the Meds as prescribed if something goes wrong you may find that you have to take double the pills and a far more difficult regimen.

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Re: I start asking myself questions about the meds
« Reply #75 on: August 08, 2013, 10:23:18 AM »
We suggested far above your side effects might be related to your ritonavir which youre taking because your on atazanavir. Thats why the real goal here is for you to get a doc to change you as soon as its feasible.  We all listened and understood how your particular location and this moment in time presents challenges to getting a combo change, but thats still the thing to pursue.
You're absolutely right - you don't need to go into the hospital and rave down the halls waving research papers in English telling everyone that you have solved the puzzle that is your side effects.  But thats a strawman because you WERE NOT going to do that. 
Just the fact of trying to communicate with doctors stresses you out. But the only way you are going to get a SAFE way out of your current bad feelings is to get a doc on board, because its the doc who is going to PRESCRIBE the new combo that you probably need.  Reducing your drugs may or may not be on the table when you have this conversation with a doctor.  If the doctor is indeed a specialist, mentioning the study about reducing norvir, while you are SPEAKING in bulgarian, is not going to offend the doctor NOR will it present you as pain in the ass.  These are RUMINATIVE thoughts you are having...  If a doctor finds you a pain in the ass, by the way, so what.  You still have to go beyond that and find a solution for your treatment.  The possibility that the negotiation for a treatment adjustment being awkward or challenging does not NULLIFY the fact that you still have to pursue the conversation with the docs.....

I hope you realise that you have a LOT of ambivalence about being HIV+ and about living with HIV.  These come out in the offhand comments.  For example, you are NOT going to infect anyone, if you have protected sex. 

I fear one thing the most: that I may take action, and ruin my treatment. I don't care if I'd die that much, but I may infect someone with HIV, if I do sex, and my treatment is ruined. If I'm overdosed, at least I'm more or less harmless, and all the consequences are for me only...

You are confounding many concerns here. 
1st sentence, YES, you should be afraid of ruining your treatment by being a cowboy!
2nd sentence, you dont care if you die??  This is probably behind a lot of whats going on in your ruminations....
3rd but "i may infect someone....".  See --- already 3 things that dont hang together, aren't related.... 
You don't want to infect someone - then put a condom on. This works whether you are detectable or undetectable.

You are "harmless" right now, whether you are detectable or not. 

Also, I've heard this sort of thing before from HIV+ people.  "I am so afraid I am going to infect someone."  "I don't care about me, I'm just so grateful I didn't infect my ______________ "  Etc etc etc etc.
These are confounded considerations.

HIV+ people are not walking talking biohazards... 

Also, Yes, care about yourself.  Yes, care about others.  Its not either one or the other...

Whether you realise it or not, your life does have value to other people.  Your country made the effort to have that list of meds available, whether they come with possibly asshole behaving middlemen, or not.  Possibly..... (the possibly prickly docs, the population who might have bias or make you feel guilty for needing expensive care.  Fuck em.  you have a right to live and be healthy, and ANYONE with a higher intellectual and moral reasoning will agree.  Thats why the care is in place.  Thats why countries have laws that attempt to respect and value everyone equally, even if the culture may not be all on board....).

Please go talk to ANY doctor soon and discuss your side effects and your thoughts about your treatment.  Chances are you will be heard out and yeah it sucks if you don't get a good result the first doc, yeah you might have to pursue it further.  By the way, doctors have a LOT of experience communicating with all different kinds of patients. They are experienced delivering effective treatment no matter the quality of the exchange - friendly, awkward, etc.  Also a gruff doctor can still be a good doctor. An anxious patient can still get good care.   

How can you extract yourself out of this spiralling internal debate that your principal life challenge is fucking with your HAART without doctor support, when you havent yet tried to get doctors support?



 



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