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idee:
I start school again this month. But I am so bored right now. I go to a therapist and HIV doctor every so often. My life is pretty dull.
 I used to be fun and now I am a frumpy house wife.
 Most of my friends have left. Ok... all except for one.
 God my days seem so slow at times. I can't wait for school to start again. I can't wait for my career to start.
 My dog cries for no reason and the other one just wants to smack his lips excessively to hint at getting more food.
 Day in and day out I think, "God, you let me live for this?"
 Don't get me wrong I just want to do things and my Husband is a home body who can't obtain an erection do to his medication. There I said it...
 We have plans that we are going to travel when I get out of school in 2017. We want to move to another state. I have a ton on my mind and some times I am just not really happy, but I do not want to lose my family.
I am on antidepressents and well as long as I have something to do I am happy. Keeping busy is good for me.
 Also my Husband has a heart problem, he has to have echocardiograms done and really a few other tests as well. A valve in his heart is not closing all the way.
 I guess if anything happened to him I would be lonely and just have our daughter to take care of. I worry a lot and hopefully this is ok to write here. 
 
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BT65:
Idee you can put anything here.

I know you're going to be starting school and looking at a new career but you seem very dissatisfied now.  Have you thought about volunteering somewhere?  I used to do that and one of the nice things about volunteering is that you can pretty much set your own hours and days you want to volunteer.  I did that before getting hired somewhere.

This also looks good on a resume instead of having huge blanks in time.  It actually helped me get hired.  This is just a suggestion. 

idee:

--- Quote from: BT65 on January 05, 2013, 08:34:55 AM ---Idee you can put anything here.

I know you're going to be starting school and looking at a new career but you seem very dissatisfied now.  Have you thought about volunteering somewhere?  I used to do that and one of the nice things about volunteering is that you can pretty much set your own hours and days you want to volunteer.  I did that before getting hired somewhere.

This also looks good on a resume instead of having huge blanks in time.  It actually helped me get hired.  This is just a suggestion.

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I decided on taking some CPR/AED courses to get by the boredom. But I am going to volunteer after I finish my pre-requisites in school.

Pam:
Hi idee

I'm also married and at times life is very dull and draining, like today. I think most relationships hit a slow period.  I usually read, watch movies, chit chat with family or take long drives just to clear my mind. Hopefully everything will work out fine for you.               Pam

idee:

--- Quote from: Pam on January 26, 2013, 04:39:49 PM ---Hi idee

I'm also married and at times life is very dull and draining, like today. I think most relationships hit a slow period.  I usually read, watch movies, chit chat with family or take long drives just to clear my mind. Hopefully everything will work out fine for you.               Pam

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Things have gotten a little better since I started school.  My Husband is doing the vaccuming and dishes for me so I can study.  Plus he works, my daughter is excited because she is taking biology in school and by the time I take biology this summer she can help me study for it. 
I am doing better since I found out that I have PTSD and I just started psychology in two weeks ago so I  should learn more about it.

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