I have 2 different women who like me a lot. They Both want to sleep with me, One I really like and could see myself with long term, the other one... Would be "friends with benefits".
Problem is, I don't want to tell either one about my HIV for fear they will leave me. I don't want to sleep with anyone without telling them (Since that is how I got it!) even if we use protection. I know they are going to wonder why I am taking so long to try anything.
I knew both women before my diagnosis, but have not been with either one before.
Any idea how to handle this? I can be celebate, but I have a "NEED" for female companionship in a romantic way. The touching, flirting, kissing, hand holding.. all make life a lot easier for me.