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Offline CaptCarl

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FUCKING SHIT!!
« on: May 21, 2011, 10:37:40 PM »
Although I've not made it general information around here, it's time I shared this with you all. For the past few weeks, I've been getting sick a lot. A whole buch of random symptoms that occur sporadically, back pains, abdominal pains, headaches, the odd spot of projectile vomiting. The only consistent symptom has been a fever. Nothing too high, but running between 99.5 & 100.5. So with all of these things mixed together, I have been out of work for almost two weeks. Made a few trips to the Doc, as well as tests, blood work, x-rays, and a CT scan. I was finally feeling pretty good yesterday, even the fever seemed to be gone. I made plans to go to an Apocalypse Party today...


Then the phone rang. It was my doc, telling me that she had a partial read on the CT scan, and it showed a blood clot in my lung. She was doing the phone work to get me admitted to the hospital, and I needed to be there right away. So here I am. They started the treatment within an hour of my getting here, using Hepirin, a blood thinner. It will take a few days to to run the entire protocol, so I'm looking at being here 'til Wednesday. So far it's not too bad. But then my doc comes in to talk to me. She has the rest of the CT scan results, and they're not good. In fact, they're downright fucking ugly: There seems to be a "mass" in my liver. As most of you know, I had a liver transplant Twon and a half years ago for that very reason. Having it come back so quickly was a most unpleasant surprise. Adding to both the "unpleasant" as well as the "surprise" aspect is that there are also masses in my lung as well. Cancer is scary, been there, done that. But got through it. When cancer metasticizes, it goes from being scary to just being fucked....


The biopsy is scheduled for Monday morning, and will provide the dfinitive answer. Til then, nothing to do but wait.



Right now my biggest source of concern is for Norm. He has been through so much with my health issues for the last five years. I don't give a shit about me, but this is grossly unfair to him. I know this is hurting him very deeply, and there's nothing I can do about it, and it FUCKING PISSES ME OFF!!!


Thanks for letting me vent.



CaptCarl
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #1 on: May 21, 2011, 10:44:06 PM »
My thoughts are with you, Carl  :-*
good luck with this treatment!
leatherman (aka mIkIE)


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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #2 on: May 21, 2011, 10:54:39 PM »
Hi Carl . You are one of the people I admire greatly , your strength and honesty has been and will be an inspiration to me . I'm sorry for what you and Norm are dealing with and you both will be in my thoughts . 

Offline WillyWump

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #3 on: May 21, 2011, 11:07:41 PM »
Hey  Buddy,

I'm taken aback by all this. I wished I could wave a wand and make everything OK. But keep your chin up for us.

I'll be sure and send up some thoughts and prayers for you and Norm when I lay my head down tonight.

-Will
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Offline tednlou2

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #4 on: May 21, 2011, 11:58:20 PM »
I know there is nothing we can say to make this better, except that we care for you and Norm as a member of our group.  You know we'll all be sending positive thoughts your way that these "masses" aren't serious, and you'll be all better soon.  I can't even imagine and I'm heartened that you're more concerned for Norm.  Our partners and good family and friends are so awesome and often unsung heroes standing by us.  

All the best for a positive outcome!
« Last Edit: May 22, 2011, 12:00:28 AM by tednlou2 »

Offline bocker3

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #5 on: May 22, 2011, 12:16:19 AM »
Carl,

I'm so sorry to hear about your test results.  There isn't anything I can say to help, but know you're in my thoughts and here's hoping things take a better turn.

Hugs,
Mike
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Offline GSOgymrat

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #6 on: May 22, 2011, 12:36:18 AM »
I hate that you are having to deal with this. It sucks and it is unfair. I wish you both strength and hope your test come back with some good results.

Ford

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #7 on: May 22, 2011, 01:03:44 AM »
Hey Carl, I'm really sorry to hear you're having to go through this again.  What can I say, but I'm thinking of you, keep your chin up, and feel free to vent to us anytime.
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Offline Raf

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #8 on: May 22, 2011, 01:08:02 AM »
I can't find the right words...so I'll just say that my thoughts are with you carl.
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Offline PozJeepGuy

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #9 on: May 22, 2011, 01:35:43 AM »
sending you positive energy and love. 
Jacob Perry

I refuse to wear my HIV as a badge of shame any longer.

Offline Matty the Damned

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #10 on: May 22, 2011, 02:33:35 AM »
Oh Carl,

Matty the Damned sends you his love and support during this grim time.

:-*

MtD

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #11 on: May 22, 2011, 04:49:51 AM »
Carl, I don't know what else to say except this is fucked up stuff, and it sucks.  I'm keeping you and Norm with me in my thoughts and sending lots of love. :-*
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Offline Theyer

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #12 on: May 22, 2011, 05:23:59 AM »
Dear Carl.
I am so sorry to read whats going on for you,
mhtv
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Offline hope_for_a_cure

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #13 on: May 22, 2011, 06:11:49 AM »
Sorry to read this man.  Nothing I can type here will make it better, but please know I am sending you my best wishes and lots of positive energy.


Offline skeebo1969

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #14 on: May 22, 2011, 06:57:42 AM »


   The Cap,


      Damn dude, this crap really blows.   I feel for both you and Norm... The two of you will be in my prayers.  Hang in there tough guy.

   Thomas
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Offline anniebc

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #15 on: May 22, 2011, 07:16:57 AM »
Hey Captain, just wanted you to know that I'm thinkig of you, and to let you know that I need you and the your crew need's you, so I'll give you the same advise I give to the others when they are having a few health problems:

Do as you are friggin told
Don't back chat the nurses
If the Doc say's jump you ask "how high"
If the news is good then you will go out and celebrate
If it's not so good, then you take it like the amazing man you are.

You know your crew will be here for you, all you have to do is yell out...and remember, empathy is your pain in our hearts.

Aroha :-*
Jan
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Offline wolfter

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #16 on: May 22, 2011, 07:47:07 AM »
I don't have the correct words this morning.  If there is anything we can do, let us know. 
Complacency is the enemy.  ;)  Challenge yourself daily for maximum  return on investment.

Offline J.R.E.

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #17 on: May 22, 2011, 08:18:51 AM »
Carl,

Sorry to hear you having to go through this.  Wishing you well and a speedy recovery.

Ray
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #18 on: May 22, 2011, 10:01:05 AM »
Hi Carl,
Sending you lots of good vibes and  virtual hugs. Wish you a speedy recovery.
Karry
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Offline jb1973

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #19 on: May 22, 2011, 10:32:25 AM »
Carl,
Being fairly new to the forums, I don't know many on here yet. But, I did want to tell you that I would be thinking of you and sending positive thoughts. Stay strong for not only Norm, but your friends family, and most of all yourself. Hugs.

JB
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6/24/11 - CD4-642 VL-10,800
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3/12 - CD4-552 27% VL=10,684
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Offline Buckmark

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #20 on: May 22, 2011, 10:50:47 AM »
Carl,

I am really, really sorry to hear this news.  I remember you talking here about your liver transplant, and I can't imagine how iit feels to be facing a similar situation again.  I am thinking of both you and Norm.

Hugs (from one motorcyclist to another!)

Henry
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Offline bear60

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #21 on: May 22, 2011, 11:15:03 AM »
Big {{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}
Thinking of you.
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Offline sharkdiver

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #22 on: May 22, 2011, 11:49:06 AM »
Hey Captain,

This is fucked up indeed!   My thoughts and love is with you.

Sharkie

Offline CaptCarl

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #23 on: May 22, 2011, 12:00:56 PM »
Thank you everyone. Been hanging in there so far, making calls, sending emails, and napping  in equal measures. Also been thinking about how to handle this if it is cancer, but I cannot make these decisions alone, Norm has to be in on it too. Meds keep me kinda fuzzy but what can you do? I kept looking wistfully out the window yesterday, looking towards the east. I was hoping to see Sandia Crest collapse most gracefully during the Apocalypse, thereby wiping out several Mega-churches, as well as entire neighborhoods of spoiled white rich folks. Any way, not too much to report at this time, other than the food is consisstently bad...

CaptCarl
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #24 on: May 22, 2011, 12:10:52 PM »
Hey Carl,

At times like these, I find myself at a loss for words. Just know that you and Norm are in my thoughts. Get well and stay strong.

Joe

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #25 on: May 22, 2011, 01:45:08 PM »
Hang in there Care!
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #26 on: May 22, 2011, 01:49:56 PM »
Carl -
I'm sending positive thoughts and energy your way and also Norm's way -
Hoping that you are getting the best possible care and treatment.
If anyone can get through this with strength and perserverance it is you.
If there is anything you need on this end that I can be of assistance with, just give a shout.

-Phil (who is bummed out, about this, but also maintaining hope 'cause I know the type of person you are)
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Date    CD4    %   VL     Date  CD4  %   VL
10/08  636    35  510   9/09 473  38 2900  12/4/09 Atripla
12/09  540    30    60   
12/10  740    41  <48   
8/11    667    36  <20  
03/12  1,041  42  <20
05/12  1,241  47  <20
08/12   780    37  <20
11/12   549    35  <20
02/12  1,102  42  <20
11/12   549    35  <20

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #27 on: May 22, 2011, 02:09:06 PM »
Hang in  there  Carl   you  can be  well again  there are  so  many people sending positive  energy  to  you including me...   now  id  when the  friends, partners and family  are more important than ever

Nick
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #28 on: May 22, 2011, 02:33:00 PM »
Carl, as I told you yesterday (by now I am probably sounding like a broken record), I am thinking of you and Norm and sending you mah best.  Luff ya and hope that you come back to us in the best of health very soon.  :-*
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #29 on: May 22, 2011, 05:22:30 PM »
leaves me wordless...

Hoping dearly you will go through this safely

Eric
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #30 on: May 22, 2011, 06:27:33 PM »
Dear Carl,

Thinking of you and your partner as you face up to yet another health challenge.

I truly hope that you both get all the love and support you need to cope with whatever comes your way over the coming days.

Sending positive energy and thoughts in your direction.

Best wishes,

Emma
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #31 on: May 23, 2011, 09:57:09 AM »
Carl,
So saddened to read about your health. Like the rest of the crew, you and Norm are in my thoughts and my prayers. I'll light a candle for you tonight.

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #32 on: May 23, 2011, 11:15:37 AM »
Damn, Captain. I hope it's better than worse.

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #33 on: May 23, 2011, 03:26:30 PM »
Would I knew what more to say that would offer comfort and support... but it says a lot about you, as a man, that your first concern is for your partner.  . .

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2007 VL<400, 70, 50 CD4 408-729 16.0% -19.7%
2008 VL UD CD4 468 - 538 16.7% - 24.6% Osteoporosis 11/08 doubled Pravachol, +Calcium/D
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8/09  new regimen Isentress/Epzicom 9/09 VL UD CD4 621 32.7% 11/09 VL UD CD4 607 26.4% swap Isentress for Prezista/Norvir 12/09 (liver and muscle issues) VL 50
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #34 on: May 23, 2011, 10:43:59 PM »
Hello everyone. I thought I would give you all an update on how things are going here. There is a chance that the mass in the liver is not actually liver cancer per se, but rather a form of Lymphoma. Apparently, there are no markers in the bloodwork for the liver cancer, and lymphoma is a sometimes occurence for people with HIV who have had solid organ transplants. According to the transplant center wher I had my surgery, when this pops up, it has a very high fatality rate. Not quite as high as Liver cancer, but pretty far up there. So basically it has the potential to downgrade me from "Completely Fucked" to merely "Fucked"

They didn't get the biopsy done today, because the Interventional Radiation is run by a bunch of fucktards on crack. I went through this shit with them the first time I had cancer too. Bunch of arrogant assholes. So they re-scheduled me for noon tomorrow. If they pull this shit again, I'll probably get arrested. I'll let you know how it all comes out.

CaptCarl
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #35 on: May 23, 2011, 10:47:19 PM »
Carl:

Sorry to chime in late, but I wasn't able to slip away from the rapture after party.  Anyway, I want to echo the sentiments that everyone else has expressed so far and say that I'm thinking of you and Norm.
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #36 on: May 23, 2011, 10:54:46 PM »
I have everything crossed, and hoping for the best possible result...and I will be watching this space tomorrow.

If they pull this shit again, I'll probably get arrested. I'll let you know how it all comes out.

CaptCarl

Have no fear Carl the Crew will be standing by to help you throw a few punches then bail you out... ;)

Aroha
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #37 on: May 24, 2011, 09:15:40 AM »
Carl, this just plain sucks.

Please let me know if there is anything you or Norm need. I am not that far away.

As for those idiots at interventional radiation to pull out their butt plugs and get to work.

I am sending you lots of energy.

HUGS,

Mark
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #38 on: May 24, 2011, 09:27:22 AM »
Im sorry you're going through that (((((((((((HUGS))))))))

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #39 on: May 24, 2011, 04:00:52 PM »
Thanks for keeping us regulary up=dated Carl, completely fucked to fucked I guess thats progress, I too hate it when Hospitals employ dim wits whose empathy is on a par with crack heads. Good luck tomorrow
Theyer
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #40 on: May 24, 2011, 04:56:07 PM »


               Hi Carl ,
                           My prayers go out to you .

                                                Speechless .................

                                                 Carl  , your DeSoto pal
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #41 on: May 25, 2011, 03:53:28 PM »
Hi Capt.

Did you get your biopsy done yesterday?

I'm just sick about what you're going through and dealing with. 

RAB

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #42 on: May 25, 2011, 03:58:25 PM »
Yes, it was done yesterday (though that is all I know). He said it was pain-free this time.
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #43 on: May 26, 2011, 04:26:21 AM »
Hey everyone. I had th biopsy done on Tuesday morning. I requested, and received, 2mg of attivan to keep me calm. Which combined with the drugs they gave me @ IR made it an almost pleasant experience. This time around, they went right through the front, rather than through the back, Hey took six samples altogether. There was a bit of discomfort nvolved, but nothing that could have been considered painful. I was pretty out of it for the rest of the day. Should have the result later today (Thursday).

Been busy trying to get things in order. Have an attorney coming later to day to do a Transfer of Deed on Death, so that the house and property reverts to Norm without having to go through probate or any of that Bullshit. The local ASO is helping with this, as well as other paperwork we need to get in order at this point.

At this point, I just want to go home to my little doublewide in the mountains, and be with Norm and the dogs.

CaptCarl
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #44 on: May 26, 2011, 05:03:37 AM »
Hey everyone. I had th biopsy done on Tuesday morning. I requested, and received, 2mg of attivan to keep me calm. Which combined with the drugs they gave me @ IR made it an almost pleasant experience. This time around, they went right through the front, rather than through the back, Hey took six samples altogether. There was a bit of discomfort nvolved, but nothing that could have been considered painful. I was pretty out of it for the rest of the day. Should have the result later today (Thursday).

Been busy trying to get things in order. Have an attorney coming later to day to do a Transfer of Deed on Death, so that the house and property reverts to Norm without having to go through probate or any of that Bullshit. The local ASO is helping with this, as well as other paperwork we need to get in order at this point.

At this point, I just want to go home to my little doublewide in the mountains, and be with Norm and the dogs.

CaptCarl

Mon Capitan,

You are constantly in my thoughts.

Enid's too. :)

MtD

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #45 on: May 26, 2011, 05:15:41 AM »
I am glad the biopsy went as it did and hope that going home with Norm  to the dogs and the mountain comes soon,
with best wishes to all off you
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #46 on: May 26, 2011, 07:11:25 AM »
Good morning.  Sounds like you're handling everything well and I wish you the best.

Take care of yourself.

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #47 on: May 26, 2011, 07:54:41 AM »



    Cap, I hope you get to your desired place soon, with Norm and the dogs surrounded with love.

           Wishing you the best during this very difficult time...

           Thomas
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Offline CaptCarl

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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #48 on: May 26, 2011, 11:39:51 AM »
Enid's too. :)

Did you show ol' Enid the pictar of my enormous horsey-cock I sent you for Christmans last year?

On a more serious note. The docs left a few minutes ago. They had the results of the biopsy. It is the liver cancer after all. It's too big to remove by surgery. Oncologist to be arriving later today to discuss "options" whatever they might be.

Carl
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Re: FUCKING SHIT!!
« Reply #49 on: May 26, 2011, 11:55:22 AM »

On a more serious note. The docs left a few minutes ago. They had the results of the biopsy. It is the liver cancer after all. It's too big to remove by surgery. Oncologist to be arriving later today to discuss "options" whatever they might be.

Carl


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