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Author Topic: Not doing well  (Read 4668 times)

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Offline lforsyth

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Not doing well
« on: March 21, 2011, 08:23:53 PM »
You all hate me, just like those at work. I contracted Pneumonia. I  spent three days in hospital.

I know that I'm liked at work but i have no friends. Totally alone and you all do not care.
Tested POZ in 1986, knew there was something wrong in 1985. 04/2010 CD4: 975 Viral Load undetectable. Prezista, Norvir, Truvada, Acyclovir, Plavix, Lisinopril, Metoprolol and a bedtime snack of Lipitor (YUM)

Offline J.R.E.

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #1 on: March 21, 2011, 08:36:58 PM »
Larry,

Did you not bother to take a look at the other thread you have.  Hope you feel better:

http://forums.poz.com/index.php?topic=36990.0


Perhaps a moderator can merge these two threads.

Ray
Current Meds ; Viramune, Epzicom, 40mg of simvastatin, 12.5mg of Hydrochlorothiazide.
Metoprolol tartrate 25mg



http://forums.poz.com/index.php?topic=40802.0

http://forums.poz.com/index.php?topic=45159.0

http://forums.poz.com/index.php?topic=39722.msg495621;topicseen#msg495621

http://forums.poz.com/index.php?topic=46806.0

http://forums.poz.com/index.php?topic=39414.msg491701#msg491701


 In October of 2003, My t-cell count was 16, Viral load was over 500,000, Percentage at that time was 5%. I started my first  HAART regimen  on October 24th,03.

 As of DEC 9th, 2013,  t-cells are at 437 Viral load  <40 .

 Current % is at 16% (L)

  
 62 years young.

Offline denb45

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #2 on: March 21, 2011, 08:38:22 PM »
You all hate me, just like those at work. I contracted Pneumonia. I  spent three days in hospital.

I know that I'm liked at work but i have no friends. Totally alone and you all do not care.

We care, but you need to learn to care about yourself, before others will care about you, learn to like yourself, and only then, will others like & respect you  ;) if you have no friends, then do something about
 it, you are the only one that can make this happen, stop blaming all of us, you know that's not fair  :)


http://forums.poz.com/index.php?topic=36990.0
« Last Edit: March 21, 2011, 08:43:50 PM by denb45 »
"it's so nice to be insane, cause no-one ask you to explain" Helen Reddy cc 1974

Offline Theyer

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #3 on: March 22, 2011, 03:52:55 AM »
Oh Larry, I hope you are doing better tomorrow/today.
theyer
"If we can find the money to kill people, we can find the money to help people ."  Tony Benn

Offline Dachshund

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #4 on: March 22, 2011, 08:23:56 AM »
A continuation of his Off Topic thread. Unfortunately he will continue this type of post if people respond. Which I just did.  ::)
« Last Edit: March 22, 2011, 10:49:04 AM by Dachshund »

Offline denb45

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #5 on: March 22, 2011, 10:51:46 AM »
A continuation of his Off Topic thread. Unfortunately he will continue this type of post if people respond. Which I just did.  ::)

Yup, he's done it before  ???
"it's so nice to be insane, cause no-one ask you to explain" Helen Reddy cc 1974

Offline CaptCarl

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #6 on: March 22, 2011, 08:56:53 PM »

Maybe these people can help....

www.hemlocksocietysandiego.org/
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Offline Solo_LTSurvivor

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Last regimen:  Epzicom, Sustiva (since its inception with NO adverse side effects: no vivid dreams and NONE of the problems people who can't tolerate this drug may experience: color me lucky ::))
Past regimens
Fun stuff (in the past):  HAV/HBV, crypto, shingles, AIDS, PCP

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Apr 2012: 964/22%
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Still UD after all these years

Offline Tim Horn

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #8 on: March 23, 2011, 08:36:00 AM »
Maybe these people can help....

www.hemlocksocietysandiego.org/

Not cool. Carl, consider yourself warned.

Offline wolfter

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #9 on: March 23, 2011, 09:09:12 AM »
Maybe these people can help....

www.hemlocksocietysandiego.org/

Obviously, the poster has been suffering some mental health issues for a while now and this was plain cruel.  We all occasionally post things meant to show our dark side of humor, but this could have unintended consequences.  And since I've posted, Larry....PLEASE consider mental health counseling.
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Offline Joe K

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #10 on: March 23, 2011, 11:24:48 AM »
You all hate me, just like those at work. I contracted Pneumonia. I  spent three days in hospital.

I know that I'm liked at work but i have no friends. Totally alone and you all do not care.

Larry, while I certainly do not hate you, I am tired of your abusing the members on this forum.  You have made dozens of such posts, where you complain about issues and members tried to be supportive, all to no avail.  You refuse any suggestions of help, which is your right, however, you have no right to continue to harass this forum.  I have been the victim of both domestic violence and gay-gashing and what you are doing, feels exactly like these two forms of violence.  I cannot even begin to describe the revulsion I feel, every time I read one of your posts, slamming these forums for problems in your life, that you allow to exist.

Therefore, I am asking the moderators to intercede to stop your abusive posting and tirades.  Forum rules prohibit the badgering or denigration of members, by other members and from my perspective, you are guilty on both counts.  What you are doing is intentionally inflicting emotional distress on the members here and I am sick of it and I want you to stop doing it.

There is an incredible amount of support here, but you do not seem to want any support, just an avenue to bash a fine group of people.  Personally, I find your posts as just another veiled form of bullying and I for one, want to know when it is going to stop.  All you are doing is making flame-baiting posts and in doing so, you contribute absolutely nothing to these forums, other than your continued campaign to trash these forums.

It is my hope, that if you are unable to stop your "post pollution", that someone else will.
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Offline sorryass

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #11 on: March 23, 2011, 08:27:00 PM »
Larry'
So sorry you are taking so many medications to stay well.  Like many of us, we get to the point where we think we are on auto pilot, shovelling these meds into our bodys.  After all these years, no doubt, many of us are ready to "shout it out".  Have someone listen to our concerns.  I know at times I have felt that way, it's good to get things out, especially if you don't have family/friends to talk with.  How about you send me mail?  I have many battle scars I can share with you, from being ill, to being +. That in itself is a life changer.  I've made mistakes, then again, I've learned some valuable lessons.  Perhaps I can help.
Bertram
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Once a gardener,...............er!

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Offline denb45

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Re: Not doing well
« Reply #12 on: March 23, 2011, 08:30:03 PM »
Larry, PLEASE go get some mental health counseling, we keep telling you this, but you aren't holding up your part of the deal here, swallow your pride, and do this NOW   ::)
« Last Edit: March 23, 2011, 08:32:38 PM by denb45 »
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