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Offline bryan21

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I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« on: October 10, 2010, 03:53:03 AM »
So I will putt it here..Seeing how it is 2 am.. :P
We letts see here..So So Very Much has happened sense May 2010!
Found out I had HIV..That was a hard pill to swallow..Seeing how I watched my stupid Hard headed mother die of AIDS In May of 2009.(She did all the wrong things..wouldn't take the meds popped pills everyday of her life..Some people can't and won't change I guess)..Not shitting you like one year and 6 days later I found out I had HIV..I thought I was going to end up just like her..DEAD!  :-X The person who infected me my Ex boyfriend will NOT  talk to me?..Have no idea why? I'm not even mad anymore It's just as much my fault as it is his.(It takes two) But that's what ever..I am completly open about the fact I have HIV I tell everyone I shouldn't have to hide this and I won't..Don't gett me wrong I don't go around telling every tomm dick and hairy I have HIV but I am openn about it..People are going around telling other's I have HIV but it's what ever really People will always talk I guess..As long as they are talking about me that's fine lol dont care if it s badd or good! Holler!  8)
I have got a jobb now thnk sweet baby Jesus !! I have been trying to gett a life and become something other then what I am now!..(wish me luck)

It took me almost 6 months to understand that HIV will not control my life and I can still do the things that every other 21 year old person can do! This will not limit me in any way! It can be very difficult at times very difficult but you know what that is just life I guess when life throws lemons at you make fucking lemon barrs! there great! ;D I am back to my old self I think and That makes me feel great there are still a lot of mental and emotional issues that I have and that I should discus with someone and I will once I am ready and there are alot of people that I can talk to I just haven't came to that point just yet I guess... Last weekend I went over to a friends house and meet them and his roommate also had HIV and It was THE FIRST TIME that I have talked to someone else in person who has HIV as well! ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IT WAS FUCKING INTENSE!! I cried soo hard and so much and could not stop to save my life.. :'( but it feltl great to see that I was not alone..and I have A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT TRULY DO CARE FOR AND LOVE ME! ;) I am truly luck to be alive and I hope I keep growing and my life just getts better and better as the years go on and on!...I went to the CC center my levels are great still in the Normal range my v.l. was low doc said I shouldnt have to start meds for a while lets hope I have started drinking again but I have only done it twice so far on the weekends you know when I go out..I know I shouldn't drink but shit happens! I'm just ranting lol srry  ::)
I am happy in a way I havent been happy in about a year and It's great I still havent had sex it has been a YEAR on OCTOBER 12th I think?? not sure I stopped counting... >:( But it is fine I know I am not ready to have sex and I am not going to rush when It comes to sex ever again I dont need sex to be happy you do!  :P I dont have a boyfriend and I do gett so down and lonely sometimes and I do wish I had someone to hold at times but then again I'm just gladd I dont have to putt up with someone bull shit and all that comes with a relationship..I think I just need to take a few years off and worry about me me me me ME ! I havent done that in a long time I always putt the needs of others first so its about time I start working on me and getting to the place I want and should be for my age...I wont live forever and I want to be remembered when I am gone  :D but yea anyways its like 3 am and I have to get up at like 7 fucking am to go to a bird fair with a ex boyfriend that is now just a random friend..( He is a bitch though)  :P fucking hate him sometimes..but what ever...


Oh yea I have noticed how ANAL you people are no here...!
Chill out! and CALM DOWN!
 :P :P :P :P ::) ;D

HOLLER!
BRYAN [last name removed]
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« Last Edit: October 20, 2010, 10:22:28 AM by Tim Horn »

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #1 on: October 10, 2010, 06:23:18 AM »


 You WERE  doing good until you called us ALL ANAL  >:(

  How's about not insulting us  ???

  You sound like you are getting along well .

   21 you got years to get some manners , don't take too long  ::)     LOL

   Be well my friend ,  Remember WE may be ANAL ,BUT we never forget an insult !

  Live   well you got 70 more years to go  :)

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #2 on: October 10, 2010, 09:51:32 AM »
Hello Bryann-- Lordd off the Double Consonantss

I'mm withh Carll. Ann apologyy is due. Beingg anal'ss whatt brungg you here iss itt nott?

Andd, evenn iff it'ss nott, partt off beingg anall, that'ss anall retentive to be more precise, iss thatt one mayy tendd to the detailss off life andd organicc materialss slightlyy more thann otherss.

So, onn yourr Apologiess to be Made Listt, please include uss.

Thankk you veryy muchh.

Emm


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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #3 on: October 10, 2010, 10:05:53 AM »
Oh yea I have noticed how ANAL you people are no here...!
Chill out! and CALM DOWN!
 :P :P :P :P ::) ;D

Bryan, do I need to remind you that you were very recently given not one, but two time outs for insulting members of this forum? If you insist on continuing with the insults, your next time out will be for three months. Do you really want to go down that road?

To be clear, I am warning you that if the insults continue, you will be given a third time out.

As Carl points out, you could do with learning some manners.

I'm glad to hear that you are starting to come to terms with your virus. I hope things continue to improve for you in that regard.

I also hope those improvements include you feeling less need to lash out at the people who want to be there for you - namely the members of this forum.

And one last small request - in future, could you please break your writing up into smaller paragraphs? When you don't, it creates a wall of text that is difficult to read. You'll get more responses and feedback if what you write is more readable. This is for your benefit.

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #4 on: October 10, 2010, 11:11:39 AM »
HI Bryan I am so glad you have a better attitude
If you need to chat PM me
hugs
Pete

Offline bryan21

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #5 on: October 10, 2010, 02:57:32 PM »
I don't think calling someone anal is an insult?  ???
I am the way I am. I will say what I want to say. ;D
The fact that I had like 3 people say something about it just proves my point.
I hope that when I am your age I am not as "Anal" about things. :-X
And I don't apologize if I don't feel like I have done something wrong.
But thnk you all for your words of criticism?



Oh! B.t.w...I see on here how there are gatherings?...Like in L.A and shit!??
I was wondering how do I find out if there are any in my neck of the woods.?
I live in Nashville,TN 8)
I really would like to meet up with some of the people on this site!
Can never have to many friend's. ;)
« Last Edit: October 10, 2010, 03:05:14 PM by bryan21 »

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #6 on: October 10, 2010, 03:16:16 PM »
I don't think calling someone anal is an insult?  ???
I am the way I am. I will say what I want to say. ;D
The fact that I had like 3 people say something about it just proves my point.
I hope that when I am your age I am not as "Anal" about things. :-X
And I don't apologize if I don't feel like I have done something wrong.
But thnk you all for your words of criticism?

Bryan, with all due respect, what you believe is not the question here, it is your behavior. You have already been told by a moderator that you did INSULT members and that it was forbidden. Rather than just admitting your error, you compound that insult by repeating it, with an extra dig on age. I've been poz longer than you have been alive and if anal means treating others with a modicum of respect, then I'm as anal as they come. I'd say more, but something tells me you won't be here much longer. That's really a shame because there are great people here, always willing to lend an ear and all they ask is a little respect.

Offline bryan21

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #7 on: October 10, 2010, 03:20:11 PM »
Better!!!!!!!!!!  :-*

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #8 on: October 10, 2010, 03:25:07 PM »
Bryan, please read this thread: http://forums.poz.com/index.php?topic=34704.0

Enough said.

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #9 on: October 10, 2010, 03:31:53 PM »
we're not all anal, i like oral alot too
gonna go up to the mountain, for to find a little peace
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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #10 on: October 10, 2010, 04:17:43 PM »
we're not all anal, i like oral alot too


Oh thnk God someone with some humor!
LOL
 ;D ;D ;D ;D

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #11 on: October 10, 2010, 07:17:11 PM »
Hey Bryan,
I'm glad you have adopted a more positive outlook on life. You are very young and it sounds like you have been through a lot in your few short years. I think it's a great idea to slow down and focus on yourself for a few years. Take it from me you have all the time in the world to fall in love, but first take care of your own business and set yourself up for success with or without a partner. I'm curious are you in school? I think now more than ever you have to give yourself the tools to make it in today's economy.

Well thanks again for posting and I hope you find much success in continuing to grow and learn after all that has happened.

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9/10- Started Norvir, Prezista, and Truvada
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12/10- 498 cd4, 22%, and 106 VL
3/11- 529 cd4, 29%, and 101 VL
8/11- 620 cd4, 30%, and 74 VL- Switched to Atripla
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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #12 on: October 10, 2010, 08:23:45 PM »
Brian,

I'm glad to hear your dtarting to come terms with things, as has been said many times. We find a way to live witht his virus.

But please don't insult people which you have and then try to say it was only a joke.

We have a sense of humour, but it really is a good aidea , not just for thie forums, but for life in general to have resoect for others and use some manners somtimes.

We all have bad days and say something a bit off or offend someone without intending to. If that hapens just apologise.

John

Offline bryan21

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #13 on: October 11, 2010, 01:01:16 AM »
I don't ever remember saying it was a joke??
 :(

No I am not in skool yet..I have no carr to get me from point A to point B.
SO I have been working saving up money to gett myself a carr so I can gett back and forth to skool.
After getting HIV I have meet some really cool people that I can talk to about what ever pops into my mind.
We may not see eye to eye but that Is normal.

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #14 on: October 11, 2010, 12:52:16 PM »
No I am not in skool yet..I have no carr to get me from point A to point B.

http://www.nashvillemta.org/
23/02/10 Tests confirmed
25/02/10 13100 220 24%
12/03/10 19800 372 19%
26/03/10 Atripla
30/04/10 58 286 23%
28/05/10 45 222 21%
25/06/10 UD 301 23%
24/09/10 UD 283 22%
01/12/10 UD 319 23%
11/03/11 UD 293 28%
10/06/11 UD 423 24%
23/08/11 UD 389 26%
28/02/11 UD 315 34%

I blogged it all http://notdownnotout.blogspot.com

Offline bryan21

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #15 on: October 12, 2010, 01:22:45 AM »
Yea I think if I was able to do that I would have jumped on that band wagon ages ago...
I live in White House a small town about 30 mins. north of Nashville..I live in BFE!
:P

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #16 on: October 12, 2010, 01:21:54 PM »
Bryan

Glad to hear you have a more positive outlook.  You might want to think twice about putting your full name in these forums.  They are searchable by google which you may or may not care about but people can easily find you. 

I started a new job recently and was surprised to find people googled my name before starting and stumbled onto an old friendster profile (that wasn't updated for 4 years). 

Pete

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #17 on: October 12, 2010, 06:29:24 PM »
Bryan

Glad to hear you have a more positive outlook.  You might want to think twice about putting your full name in these forums.  They are searchable by google which you may or may not care about but people can easily find you. 

I started a new job recently and was surprised to find people googled my name before starting and stumbled onto an old friendster profile (that wasn't updated for 4 years). 

Pete

Agreed Pete my company searches online and will consider public information from websites like Facebook in the hiring process. Always a good idea to keep either a tidy online presence, or create an alias.
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9/10- Started Norvir, Prezista, and Truvada
10/10- 511 cd4, 22%, and 886 VL
12/10- 498 cd4, 22%, and 106 VL
3/11- 529 cd4, 29%, and 101 VL
8/11- 620 cd4, 30%, and 74 VL- Switched to Atripla
10/11- 580 ce4, 30%, and 62 VL
12/11- 684 cd4, 31%, and FINALLY *UD*

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #18 on: October 12, 2010, 10:38:51 PM »
I don't think they could see this on facebook?
that Is just my facebook URl on my page...
And to be honest I could care less!
 8)

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #19 on: October 12, 2010, 10:52:14 PM »
Agreed Pete my company searches online and will consider public information from websites like Facebook in the hiring process. Always a good idea to keep either a tidy online presence, or create an alias.

ya think?
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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #20 on: October 12, 2010, 11:31:37 PM »
You know what the opposite of anal is?  Youth!!!   Just kidding ya. 
Complacency is the enemy.  ;)  Challenge yourself daily for maximum  return on investment.

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #21 on: October 12, 2010, 11:33:57 PM »
ya think?

That is so cute  ::). And that new avvy goes so well with your bubbly and innocent personality.
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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #22 on: October 13, 2010, 12:24:15 AM »
I don't think they could see this on facebook?
that Is just my facebook URl on my page...
And to be honest I could care less!
 8)

Just for my own curiosity, I followed the link to your FB account.  There was no link from FB to Poz.com  We can link from Poz to FB but not the other way around.
Complacency is the enemy.  ;)  Challenge yourself daily for maximum  return on investment.

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #23 on: October 13, 2010, 12:44:50 AM »
Just for my own curiosity, I followed the link to your FB account.  There was no link from FB to Poz.com  We can link from Poz to FB but not the other way around.


Yea people on facebook can't get to this site...
but you can get to facebook from this site..
See I kinda know what I am doing!
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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #24 on: October 13, 2010, 01:47:43 PM »
facebook has ways to lock out google searches, but this site doesn't especially if you use your real name.

Bryan - I googled your name and hiv and this post was the second thing that popped up. 

Again, you may not care but just putting it out there.

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« Reply #25 on: October 13, 2010, 09:50:47 PM »
Well I'll be a money's uncle!  :-\

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #26 on: October 13, 2010, 09:57:11 PM »
You all have me freaking out now!
How do I get my last name off of here or there?
OMFG!  :-[

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #27 on: October 13, 2010, 09:59:17 PM »
You all have me freaking out now!
How do I get my last name off of here or there?
OMFG!  :-[

Bryan,

PM a moderator and they can reopen your post and remove your last name.

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #28 on: October 13, 2010, 10:05:13 PM »
Well, If you edit your original post and take out your name then it will be gone.   It might take search engines a while to update because they tend to cache searches...or something.  Someone more computer savy can probably explain the whole cache thing.

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« Reply #29 on: October 13, 2010, 10:06:24 PM »
I've already downloaded all of his pictars.
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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #30 on: October 18, 2010, 05:49:35 AM »
Yea I think if I was able to do that I would have jumped on that band wagon ages ago...
I live in White House a small town about 30 mins. north of Nashville..I live in BFE!
:P


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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #31 on: October 20, 2010, 10:23:29 AM »
Bryan,

PM a moderator and they can reopen your post and remove your last name.

Bryan, I took the liberty of taking care of this for you.

edited to add: Bryan, I've also gone through your older posts and have removed your last name.

Remember -- ANY identifying information posted to these pages can be searched for via Google and other engines. 
« Last Edit: October 20, 2010, 10:32:25 AM by Tim Horn »

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #32 on: October 20, 2010, 06:48:18 PM »
Hi Tim, there should really be a way around this issue. I'd like to thank you for doing the same thing for me a few days ago. My post was a couple weeks ago, it just took me that long to realize the implication. Despite the fact you deleted those posts, they still show up in a google search. Oh well.

Bryan, I took the liberty of taking care of this for you.

edited to add: Bryan, I've also gone through your older posts and have removed your last name.

Remember -- ANY identifying information posted to these pages can be searched for via Google and other engines. 
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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #33 on: October 20, 2010, 07:04:14 PM »
Hi Tim, there should really be a way around this issue. I'd like to thank you for doing the same thing for me a few days ago. My post was a couple weeks ago, it just took me that long to realize the implication. Despite the fact you deleted those posts, they still show up in a google search. Oh well.


zach-

I'm pretty sure there is a warning on the entry page to the forums that states that these forums are searchable by the general public so don't post anything private that you don't want people to find out about you i.e. your name (so people will know you have HIV). I've seen it every time I log on. The mods can't prevent people from ignoring this warning and shooting themselves in the foot, as it were. Not to criticize you or others who have made this mistake, but the warning IS there for a reason.
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11/09- started Reyetaz/Norvir/Truvada
03/10- stopped R/N/T
10/18/11   CD4- 328   20%  VL- 84,000
10/25/11   CD4- 386   22%
10/28/11- start Truvada/Reyetaz/Norvir
12/30/11  CD4- 523  29%
03/08/12  CD4- 503  31%  VL 57
07/02/12  CD4- 897  43%
08/31/12  CD4- 745  39%
12/27/12  CD4- 884  40%
03/28/13  CD4- 819  39%
07/19/13  CD4- 739  40%
10/17/13  CD4- 535  36%
01/16/14  CD4- 743  43%

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #34 on: October 20, 2010, 07:05:56 PM »
As a follow up to what I said, here is the warning, copied from the top of the forums list:

Privacy Warning:  Please realize that these forums are open to all, and are fully searchable via Google and other search engines. If you are HIV positive and disclose this in our forums, then it is almost the same thing as telling the whole world (or at least the World Wide Web). If this concerns you, then do not use a username or avatar that are self-identifying in any way. We do not allow the deletion of anything you post in these forums, so think before you post.
01/09/09- diagnosed HIV+
01/16/09   CD4-425    22%  VL- 32,415
11/09- started Reyetaz/Norvir/Truvada
03/10- stopped R/N/T
10/18/11   CD4- 328   20%  VL- 84,000
10/25/11   CD4- 386   22%
10/28/11- start Truvada/Reyetaz/Norvir
12/30/11  CD4- 523  29%
03/08/12  CD4- 503  31%  VL 57
07/02/12  CD4- 897  43%
08/31/12  CD4- 745  39%
12/27/12  CD4- 884  40%
03/28/13  CD4- 819  39%
07/19/13  CD4- 739  40%
10/17/13  CD4- 535  36%
01/16/14  CD4- 743  43%

02/14- switched from R/N/T to Tivicay/Epzicom because of CKD 3 suspected from tenofovir.

03/14- switched back to R/N/T due to severe nausea and inability to eat on T/E.
 
04/01/14 CD4- 898  42%   VL-

Offline zach

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #35 on: October 21, 2010, 03:46:04 AM »
I read the warning, mea culpa. I didn't post my last name, I posted a link to a photo, and it included a string of prime numbers that I've used in my personal email address for years. I slipped, it'll be ok. I still think there is a way of making boards unsearchable.

I could have the few posts I put on this board deleted. I could delete the old email address many people know me by. I could create a whole new online identity. I'd still be Zach, I'd still have AIDS.

This board has been an incredible resource for me the past few months. I really appreciate everyone I've spoke to. I'm not going to crawl back into a hole just because there might be some someone out there who googles me.
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out across the hills, forevermore

Offline bryan21

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #36 on: October 22, 2010, 10:36:42 PM »
I read the warning, mea culpa. I didn't post my last name, I posted a link to a photo, and it included a string of prime numbers that I've used in my personal email address for years. I slipped, it'll be ok. I still think there is a way of making boards unsearchable.

I could have the few posts I put on this board deleted. I could delete the old email address many people know me by. I could create a whole new online identity. I'd still be Zach, I'd still have AIDS.

This board has been an incredible resource for me the past few months. I really appreciate everyone I've spoke to. I'm not going to crawl back into a hole just because there might be some someone out there who googles me.

That's right!
More Power to you man!
 ;D

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #37 on: October 22, 2010, 11:34:17 PM »
I'm amazed with this groups ability to see past some mean comments and still care about someone and forgive them. I'm impressed. Ya'll can teach me a few things. :)

Just for definitions sake. Psycotherapist Freud said anal retentive was a personality type where a person tends to hold on to their crap, to be constipated.  It is by definition a person that has difficulty letting things go.

That said, it has been manipulated by our culture to be a person who is uptight. While that is the insult or statement that was made, I'd have to admit that none of ya'lls actions actually show that any of you are uptight but more loving and forgiving. Cheers!  :D
March 2010 tested HIV Pos
probably infected 2.5 years
Sept.  2010 CD4 520 %24 vl 18,000
Nov.   2010 CD4 560    ?   vl  1,400
Dec. 5 2010 Started Truvada Isentress
Jan.  5 2011 CD4 380   ?    vl      63

Offline zach

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #38 on: October 23, 2010, 07:00:17 PM »
since we're dragging freud's corpse into the thread... i would say my id is anally expressive and orally obsessed, and my super-ego has been fighting a punishing inner war since the day i stopped feeding at the age of five (mom swears)  ;)
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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #39 on: October 23, 2010, 07:08:07 PM »
breast feeding, and what would freud say about me forgetting to include the word breast...
gonna go up to the mountain, for to find a little peace
looking over the valley, for the beauty i see
out across the hills, forevermore

Offline bryan21

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Re: I have no idea where to putt this? O.o
« Reply #40 on: October 29, 2010, 03:32:45 AM »
To be honest...I don't even remember this shit..lol

 


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