Eldon:
Hello Redheadboi, it is Eldon. First of all, I wish to extend you a warm WELCOME to the family here at AM. Here you will find love, encouragement, support, fun, and many answers to your questions relating to HIV/AIDS. Here we have a great group of individuals for your support and there is a lot of information on this website.
The first place you should begin is here; Go To: http://www.aidsmeds.com/lessons/StartHere1.htm.
I too was overwhelmed and scared when I found out about my diagnosis, you are not alone. We are all in this together. I want to encourage you to think positive, start drinking plenty of fluids, change your diet, and get your proper rest. Just as Ray said; Take your antibiotics as your Doctor has prescribed them to you.
Feel free to come and visit from time to time and vent your concerns and frustrations.