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Offline next2u

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weird, disturbing dream
« on: October 26, 2009, 07:27:53 PM »
and this is before sustiva, lol. so, i was pregnant. yup. had two of my friends confirm. i was about 5 months along. i kept staring at my nude silhouette wondering how the hell it happened. then some science came up and explained it all. there were doubts, but that didnt stop the kicking.

i can't tell you how funky today has been after that fucking dream. it was raining, i was driving around. i had to get to an airport so i could fly to chicago. go figure.

i think im gonna take a shower and wash this weird feeling off.

best,
d
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sept07 - tested poz
oct07 cd4 1013; vl 13,900; cd4% 41
feb08 cd4  694;  vl 16,160; cd4% 50.1
may08 cd4 546; vl 91,480; cd4% 32
aug08 cd4 576; vl 48,190; cd4% 40.7
dec08 cd4 559; vl 63,020; cd4% 29.4
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may09 cd4 544; vl 29,710; cd4% 27.2
oct09 cd4 ...; vl 23,350; cd4% 31.6
mar10 cd4 408; vl 59,050; cd4% 31.4
aug10 cd4 328; vl 80,000; cd4% 19.3 STARTED ATRIPLA
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aug13 cd4 930; vl ud; cd4% 44.3
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Offline Queen Tokelove

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Re: weird, disturbing dream
« Reply #1 on: October 26, 2009, 09:47:08 PM »
Hmm, interesting dream. Birth= maybe the beginning of something...the number 5 maybe meaning how long it may take to come together? Curious to know how science explained it all though. Sonomabeach may have some insight on this.

Idk man, just throwing it out there....
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Offline GNYC09

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Re: weird, disturbing dream
« Reply #2 on: October 26, 2009, 10:08:13 PM »
something wonderful is gestating in your life...either that or you swallowed a tapeworm five months ago ;)

Offline skeebo1969

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Re: weird, disturbing dream
« Reply #3 on: October 26, 2009, 11:25:27 PM »


Damn I bet you could of got child support!  Should of let that dream finish so we could atleast find out what sex the baby was.
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Offline next2u

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Re: weird, disturbing dream
« Reply #4 on: October 27, 2009, 12:21:08 AM »
that was a weird dream. i was carrying it kinda low, does that mean it was a girl?

i know who the baby daddy is also. man oh man, i must be going though it. we will see what happens in 4 months, lol.

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midapr07 - seroconversion
sept07 - tested poz
oct07 cd4 1013; vl 13,900; cd4% 41
feb08 cd4  694;  vl 16,160; cd4% 50.1
may08 cd4 546; vl 91,480; cd4% 32
aug08 cd4 576; vl 48,190; cd4% 40.7
dec08 cd4 559; vl 63,020; cd4% 29.4
feb09 cd4 464; vl 11,000; cd4% 26
may09 cd4 544; vl 29,710; cd4% 27.2
oct09 cd4 ...; vl 23,350; cd4% 31.6
mar10 cd4 408; vl 59,050; cd4% 31.4
aug10 cd4 328; vl 80,000; cd4% 19.3 STARTED ATRIPLA
oct10 cd4 423; vl 410 ;); cd4% 30.2
jun11 cd4 439; vl <20 ;); cd4% 33.8 <-Undetectable!
mar12 cd4 695; vl ud; cd4% 38.6
jan13 cd4 738; vl ud; cd4% 36.8
aug13 cd4 930; vl ud; cd4% 44.3
jan14 cd4 813; vl ud; cd4% 42.8
may14 cd4 783; vl *; cd4%43.5

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Re: weird, disturbing dream
« Reply #5 on: October 27, 2009, 12:39:42 AM »
I just woke up from a horrible nightmare. 
Well, dreams are what you make of them.  Maybe sometimes its just hard disk maintenance - shifting of blocks of knowledge and thoughts and experiences, making hap hazard sense.  (A cigar is just a cigar)

Other times, I'm sure a cigar is a dick.
“From each, according to his ability; to each, according to his need” 1875 K Marx

Offline skeebo1969

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Re: weird, disturbing dream
« Reply #6 on: October 27, 2009, 12:50:06 AM »
Other times, I'm sure a cigar is a dick.

Care to come state side and run for presidency?
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Offline Ann

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Re: weird, disturbing dream
« Reply #7 on: October 27, 2009, 08:18:53 AM »

i know who the baby daddy is also


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Offline Basquo

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Re: weird, disturbing dream
« Reply #8 on: October 27, 2009, 09:25:55 AM »
Spill!

That's what the baby daddy did!

Offline next2u

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Re: weird, disturbing dream
« Reply #9 on: October 28, 2009, 12:59:57 AM »
its the same guy from before. we're still being involved with each other. i told him about the dream but left out that part. the dream was weird enough. he said it was a premonition.

dude, im so fucking broke and my credit is so jacked (i had 4 companies report me in the last 2 months, first time too!) that their is no way ill be having a kid soon. thank god it can't happen accidentally, lol.
midapr07 - seroconversion
sept07 - tested poz
oct07 cd4 1013; vl 13,900; cd4% 41
feb08 cd4  694;  vl 16,160; cd4% 50.1
may08 cd4 546; vl 91,480; cd4% 32
aug08 cd4 576; vl 48,190; cd4% 40.7
dec08 cd4 559; vl 63,020; cd4% 29.4
feb09 cd4 464; vl 11,000; cd4% 26
may09 cd4 544; vl 29,710; cd4% 27.2
oct09 cd4 ...; vl 23,350; cd4% 31.6
mar10 cd4 408; vl 59,050; cd4% 31.4
aug10 cd4 328; vl 80,000; cd4% 19.3 STARTED ATRIPLA
oct10 cd4 423; vl 410 ;); cd4% 30.2
jun11 cd4 439; vl <20 ;); cd4% 33.8 <-Undetectable!
mar12 cd4 695; vl ud; cd4% 38.6
jan13 cd4 738; vl ud; cd4% 36.8
aug13 cd4 930; vl ud; cd4% 44.3
jan14 cd4 813; vl ud; cd4% 42.8
may14 cd4 783; vl *; cd4%43.5

 


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