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Author Topic: ONE YEAR AGO !!!  (Read 984 times)

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Offline GodSon83

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ONE YEAR AGO !!!
« on: July 26, 2009, 12:18:47 PM »
One year ago, and still Strong...  :o

yes... thanks God.

But EVEN WHEN?

Sure, i dont need to think about it.
But I´m 25 years old. I´m scared. I´m terrified, still.
I´m not in meds right now.

But i think in lypodistrophy...
and really, sure, there are so many new meds now. Better, strong.
But, in Mexico, sure there aren´t this meds.

Partner? No way, i can´t get off of my mind HIV. Like a stygma.
Sure I´m wrong, but now i´m feeling in that way.

Well.
hugs and kisses ...

 8)
Xo-Xo
Jun 08  - (-)
Jul 08   - (+)
Dic 08 - CD4:921
May 09- CD4: 1,025   CV: 8,233
Dic 09 - CD4:    911   CV: 5,160
May 10- CD4: 1,054  CV: 6,510
Sep 10- CD4:     923  CV: 1,832
Mar 11- CD4:     508  CV:  1,489
Jul   11- CD4:  1,064  CV:    558
Nov 11- CD4:  1,945  CV:    795
Abr  12- CD4:    859  CV:    401  ´Still no meds´

I like i feel! :)

Offline Langie

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Re: ONE YEAR AGO !!!
« Reply #1 on: July 26, 2009, 12:36:24 PM »
My heart goes out to you!
i know how this fear can control your life  and from me experience sometimes we wrong at the wrong time. i was 25 when i tested poz and literally freaked. i was scared, lived in fear of what was going to happen next. Now am 30  andl not on meds yet.
This disease mounts fear into individuals living with it but  you need to find how to control it and live normally as much as possoble...it can be difficult but you need to pull socks.
iam also damn scared of meds but if they give you a better quality and prolonged health....thats all we after!
wishing you luck and this message is intended to let you know that you are not alone.
stay well

Offline next2u

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Re: ONE YEAR AGO !!!
« Reply #2 on: July 26, 2009, 02:18:49 PM »
congrats on the year. hope every year brings your more strength and happiness. there are other posters from mexico here who can chime on the meds available in your country.

best,
d
midapr07 - seroconversion
sept07 - tested poz
oct07 cd4 1013; vl 13,900; cd4% 41
feb08 cd4  694;  vl 16,160; cd4% 50.1
may08 cd4 546; vl 91,480; cd4% 32
aug08 cd4 576; vl 48,190; cd4% 40.7
dec08 cd4 559; vl 63,020; cd4% 29.4
feb09 cd4 464; vl 11,000; cd4% 26
may09 cd4 544; vl 29,710; cd4% 27.2
oct09 cd4 ...; vl 23,350; cd4% 31.6
mar10 cd4 408; vl 59,050; cd4% 31.4
aug10 cd4 328; vl 80,000; cd4% 19.3 STARTED ATRIPLA
oct10 cd4 423; vl 410 ;); cd4% 30.2
jun11 cd4 439; vl <20 ;); cd4% 33.8 <-Undetectable!
mar12 cd4 695; vl ud; cd4% 38.6
jan13 cd4 738; vl ud; cd4% 36.8
aug13 cd4 930; vl ud; cd4% 44.3
jan14 cd4 813; vl ud; cd4% 42.8
may14 cd4 783; vl *; cd4%43.5

Offline GodSon83

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Re: ONE YEAR AGO !!!
« Reply #3 on: July 26, 2009, 09:24:01 PM »
Thank you Langie, d...

Yours words are confortable for me.

Langie, 5 years, i read you strong. And no meds still, thats great.
I hope it for me.

d... thanks for the congrats, has been a hard year for me, maybe like for everyone.
But I stand still. How long have you been since you are poz?
Are you taking meds?
Had you had effects?
Thanks again. :)
Xo-Xo
Jun 08  - (-)
Jul 08   - (+)
Dic 08 - CD4:921
May 09- CD4: 1,025   CV: 8,233
Dic 09 - CD4:    911   CV: 5,160
May 10- CD4: 1,054  CV: 6,510
Sep 10- CD4:     923  CV: 1,832
Mar 11- CD4:     508  CV:  1,489
Jul   11- CD4:  1,064  CV:    558
Nov 11- CD4:  1,945  CV:    795
Abr  12- CD4:    859  CV:    401  ´Still no meds´

I like i feel! :)

Offline next2u

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Re: ONE YEAR AGO !!!
« Reply #4 on: July 26, 2009, 09:58:00 PM »
hello godson,

thanks for the warm regards. ive been poz almost 2 years. i am not on meds but will probably be on meds sometime soon (within the next year or so). i'd love to life a med fre life, but that's not realistic. the first year sucked, the second year sucked less. i expect the pattern to continue.

stay strong and keep in touch.

best,
d
midapr07 - seroconversion
sept07 - tested poz
oct07 cd4 1013; vl 13,900; cd4% 41
feb08 cd4  694;  vl 16,160; cd4% 50.1
may08 cd4 546; vl 91,480; cd4% 32
aug08 cd4 576; vl 48,190; cd4% 40.7
dec08 cd4 559; vl 63,020; cd4% 29.4
feb09 cd4 464; vl 11,000; cd4% 26
may09 cd4 544; vl 29,710; cd4% 27.2
oct09 cd4 ...; vl 23,350; cd4% 31.6
mar10 cd4 408; vl 59,050; cd4% 31.4
aug10 cd4 328; vl 80,000; cd4% 19.3 STARTED ATRIPLA
oct10 cd4 423; vl 410 ;); cd4% 30.2
jun11 cd4 439; vl <20 ;); cd4% 33.8 <-Undetectable!
mar12 cd4 695; vl ud; cd4% 38.6
jan13 cd4 738; vl ud; cd4% 36.8
aug13 cd4 930; vl ud; cd4% 44.3
jan14 cd4 813; vl ud; cd4% 42.8
may14 cd4 783; vl *; cd4%43.5

Offline Rev. Moon

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Re: ONE YEAR AGO !!!
« Reply #5 on: July 26, 2009, 11:01:10 PM »
Hello Godson, congrats on staying strong. 

Keep your head up. Many here will tell you the same: Focus on enjoying the present; fear of the future will do you no good.  Take good care of yourself and you will be well.

Si necesitas con quien platicar estamos aqui para ti.   Keep in touch.

M.
"I have tried hard--but life is difficult, and I am a very useless person. I can hardly be said to have an independent existence. I was just a screw or a cog in the great machine I called life, and when I dropped out of it I found I was of no use anywhere else."

Offline GodSon83

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Re: ONE YEAR AGO !!!
« Reply #6 on: July 28, 2009, 11:41:52 PM »
Thanks again D...
2 years? thats recently,
And yes, this first year has been very Hard,
al most i stand strong - for now- .

Hugs, and hope you will ok for a long time...

;-)

Hi live, are you latin? i said it for the good spanish :-P

Well some times i need to read all these comments to be ok

My best friend tell me that i don´need to think in Hiv all the time.
And i try, but is hard.
I said, well you know, to be with another person, to be in a relation ship, knowing your hiv status,
is no really easy to disclose yo your partner, almost no in Mexico.

THanks for all, again  8)

 ::)
Hugs
Xo-Xo
Jun 08  - (-)
Jul 08   - (+)
Dic 08 - CD4:921
May 09- CD4: 1,025   CV: 8,233
Dic 09 - CD4:    911   CV: 5,160
May 10- CD4: 1,054  CV: 6,510
Sep 10- CD4:     923  CV: 1,832
Mar 11- CD4:     508  CV:  1,489
Jul   11- CD4:  1,064  CV:    558
Nov 11- CD4:  1,945  CV:    795
Abr  12- CD4:    859  CV:    401  ´Still no meds´

I like i feel! :)

 


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