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otherplaces:

I thought I'd do an inverse post.  I know alot of us post when we need a little help.  We need our brothers and sisters to get our back.  This is, of course, very important.

But I'd like to make a post and just say...somedays I just feel like everything is going to be okay.  I have no idea where it comes from, but it's just there.  It's going to be okay.  The feeling surrounds me.

It's been hard.  I'm approaching the 1 year anniversary of the day I was infected.  I'm in the middle of about 3 months of anniversarys of pain (it's a long story)...so much went wrong.  It can be rough.  I feel like I've lost most of my friends, or they've distanced themselves so much that they've just stopped mattering anymore. 2 days ago I was a wreck.  I saw the girl I was dating right before I was infected with her new boyfriend.  She tortured me when we were dating.  It just didn't seem fair that she gets to move on and date new people, but I can't.  I have so much love to give, but I sleep alone every night.  It hurts.

But then another day happens.  And it's okay.  When I have these days it almost feels like a grand celebration!  We can move on.  We can be happy.

I know there's alot of newly infected people in the forums.  Please hang in there.  We all stand together.  And brighter days are ahead.

Much love,
brian



RAB:
Brian


--- Quote ---somedays I just feel like everything is going to be okay. 
--- End quote ---

Life is like that isn't it?  Regardless of HIV I suppose.

Glad to hear that you had one of the good days. 

Thanks for sharing this and here's hoping you have many many more, cause you've got your whole life before you buddy.

RAB   :)

Robert:

--- Quote ---But then another day happens.  And it's okay.  When I have these days it almost feels like a grand celebration!  We can move on.  We can be happy.
--- End quote ---

Amen to that Brian.

What a great post.   You said it all.

robert

aztecan:
Hey Brian,

You said it! I'm glad you posted this today. It is always good to note the good things in our lives.

HUGS,

Mark

angels4kelly:
That really was a
"feel good" post.

THANK YOU FOR SHARING, BRIAN ;D

Peace,
Kelly

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