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Author Topic: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.  (Read 10297 times)

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Offline AIDS2HIV

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #50 on: July 27, 2006, 10:32:36 AM »
sorry to hear about your loss. May God Bless You...

I have realized through my own life experiences, that our time here on this Earth, is simply an obstacle course, special training for the soul, so it can proceed to live on. Our soul is what lives on, our memories, are just another thing we leave behind, when the body has quit. Know that she is still with you, just not in the way you are accustom to. Be Happy and Rejoice, as she has completed her training here, and has been accepted in the heavens. Celebrate her Life, and Rejoice in the love you shared.


If Tomorrow Starts Without Me

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.



I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,



And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.



I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
The thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.



If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.



And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through Heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,



He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.



You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did
Some things you knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
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Offline JohnOso

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #51 on: July 28, 2006, 03:06:08 AM »
Herman,

I am so very sorry for the loss of your good friend.  Words fail me too, but I am also thinking of you in your time of great sadness.

Take care,
John

Offline AldousOrwell

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #52 on: July 28, 2006, 09:09:45 AM »
Dear Herman

Your postings show what a wonderful and supporting person you are. I'm sure Magda would be proud.

I can tell from the smiling photo what a kind person and special friend she was to you and others.

I hope things can get back to normal for you soon as Magda would hope for this too.

Aldous


Offline RAB

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #53 on: July 28, 2006, 09:14:30 AM »
Herman

I'm sorry for the loss of your friend.

Prayers have been said nightly for you. 

RAB

Offline schnitzer

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #54 on: July 29, 2006, 12:10:38 AM »
Herman,

Sorry to hear about your loss.

The most important thing is that you don't blame yourself, and it's not your fault!

God bless.

a.

Offline libra11_dj

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #55 on: July 30, 2006, 02:35:03 AM »
sorry to hear about ur lost...I read a poem someone post in here and tears came out from my eyes...
Just remeber that whenever u need her, just close ur eyes and she will be there....what's more u will c her on ur dreams...and I am sure she will say:" U r not alone, I am here with u"...God bless u Herman

Offline allopathicholistic

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #56 on: July 30, 2006, 02:54:06 PM »
She loved you Herman ~~and you loved her ~~and love is eternal

 :-*  :-*  :-*  :-*  :-*  :-*  :-*  :-*  :-*  :-*

Offline eirin

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #57 on: August 01, 2006, 06:19:45 PM »
Dear Herman,

I am so sorry to hear that you lost your best friend Magda,
and it makes me sad to know that you have to go through this painful experience.

Wishing you a lot of strength in these difficult times.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs, Eirin

Offline heartforyou

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #58 on: August 01, 2006, 07:35:50 PM »
Thank you all very much.
Tommorow wednesday her funeral and cremation take place.

I have written a text that I shall read. It will be very hard , but it is the last I can do for her.

Some of the words you people have written or poems will be used in it.

It is only with your presence in my heart that I can do all this.

So Magda is going to get a huge crowd ....

Thnx and love you all.

Hermie :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
Diagnosed in 1987 and still kicking
Viread, Kivexa (Epzicom),Viramune once daily

Happiness is the freedom of breathing fresh air every day.

Offline RAB

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #59 on: August 01, 2006, 08:55:07 PM »
Goodnight Herman's friend, may your next journey be happy.

(((((HUGS FOR HERMAN)))))

RAB

Offline Biggums

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Re: My best friend killed herself 1 hour ago. I am in shock.
« Reply #60 on: August 02, 2006, 09:06:49 AM »
Herman you dear sweet man.  My thoughts are with you and I am sorry for your loss.
44 year old gay man .......just broke up with the only man I've ever really loved.

You can love completely without complete understanding.

 


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