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Author Topic: I WANT TO THANK YOU..... LADIES, SPECIALLY "BETHELOVE"  (Read 2604 times)

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Offline Losta

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I WANT TO THANK YOU..... LADIES, SPECIALLY "BETHELOVE"
« on: May 03, 2008, 01:43:31 AM »
I have been positive for 7 years now, been on Meds for 5 year , Never had a symptom when I started my Med and still don't have any...Sometimes I forget why I take the pills I take.... I'm a Canadian eh.   :P.. I'm completely undetectable ...CD over 700.... Fuck I could get tested tomorrow and come out negative.... WHICH BTW HAS HAPPEN....

But the Truth of the matter is .... That I was tested positive... I got "IT" from my freaking ex husband.. all my life been pretty much careful per say...when it came down to sex... Born and raise Catholic....  :-* No teaching for condoms there....

But I like the fact . THAT ......there are women out there like "BETHELOVE" aka "QUEEN"  that see this as a blessing in disguise.. Because  I have to say and honest to God.... "The moment I found out I was negative I was afraid.. but I new I was NOT going to die"

On the Contrary It has help me to get in touch with the True "ME" find out what I really want... and bottom line is....I always thought I need it  "Someone" to me make me happy...... BUT I JUST NEED TO BE HAPPY WITH "WHO" I AM......

READING THE BLOGS FROM "BETHELOVE" HELP ME REINFORCE MY SENTIMENTS ABOUT BEING POSITIVE AND LIFE.......

THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON.....THAT'S  MY BELEIVE.... WE WANT TO HAVE ... PRINCE CHARMING... COMING TO RESCUE US......  NOW!!! BUT IT DOESN"t HAPPEN .... YOU CAN ONLY RESCUE YOURSELF BUT YOU CAN LOOK FOR SOMEONE..... THAT CAN  COMPLIMENT  YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE....

I have become more aware Of "ME" and "What " makes me happy instead of trying of make someone else happy so they can make me happy in return..... BS!!!!

And I'm Have to say this....... But I know that you can have a healthy life style being positive.. is just HOW your live your life that it will make a big different at the end of the day.....

It's hard to maintain a positive attitude in A society where everything is .... "Categorise" and "Analyze" where you  are either one or the other.....  but .... " What if ...SHIT JUST HAPPENS.....


I was on  those "sites" for positive singles dating...The men I meet there..... Well..  Cry Babies for getting something that they NEVER thought they  could get!! PLEASE!!! Let's play the Russian Bullet and let's see who dies first!!!  BIG " L"

So Now I have decided that If there is a Man out there for me..... He will Love me just the way I'm ...as I will love him the same .... BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH ME.....

AND LADIES DON'T MEAN TO BE DISRISPECTFUL.... but... WE ALL COME FROM DIFERENT BACKGROUND... WE ALL HAVE HAD DIFERENT EXPERIENCES .....BUT REMEMBER.... ALWAYS MAKE THE BEST OF IT.... BECAUSE YOU ONLY LIVE ONE LIFE!!!!

AND HAVING SAID THAT.....THANK YOU  ...THANK YOU..."BETHELOVE" YOU HAVE INSPIRED ME .. BIG TIME!!!! :)   
             
AND THANK YOU.."ROBERT MONDAVI" FOR MAKING SUCH GREAT CAB SUV!!!!
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Re: I WANT TO THANK YOU..... LADIES, SPECIALLY "BETHELOVE"
« Reply #1 on: May 03, 2008, 05:50:24 AM »
Losta, bethelove is a totally different person from our Queen (Tokelove).

Oh, welcome to the forums.
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Offline Queen Tokelove

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Re: I WANT TO THANK YOU..... LADIES, SPECIALLY "BETHELOVE"
« Reply #2 on: May 03, 2008, 10:44:26 AM »
Losta, bethelove is a totally different person from our Queen (Tokelove).

Oh, welcome to the forums.

I wanted to say something but I thought, I'm not the only one who has a blog and thought maybe BTL had her own blog. I dunno or maybe Losta was inspired by BTL's The Gift HIV ME thread. I dunno????
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