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Author Topic: whatever  (Read 1122 times)

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Offline jportland

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whatever
« on: April 18, 2008, 06:25:20 AM »
        FUCK THE PAIN AWAY

You call it sin but it made me grin
Maybe I'll die young so what
what is life what is anything
I start this and I tried to quit that
I anylize to much and I panic like a heart attack
Bordom comes after age takes over
routine is nothing but a black cloud
when where what why
no one really knows anything
I start a new plan just to fail like the ones before it
I am happy one day and say fuck it the next
fuck the pain away
alone is my friend yet I hate him just the same
blinking thoughts of dreams now long asleep
you wanna feel my pain then let anger control the game
am i insane or what is the purpose inside
I want off the train but my wheels are still on track
i want to look back yet I dream to have a future
you ever think it's to late to regret without going back?
I wanna be loved but don't touch me



2001 tested neg
8/2002  seroconvert
9/2002 Tested Poz
No Meds
2/2003 302/25% 76K
9/2004 463/23% 14K
8/2005 342/22% 19K
7/2006 381/29% 24K
3/2007 386/34% 34K
3/2008 230/21% 269K
3/2008  Started Meds
7/2008 485/23% VL 140
9/2008 465/24% VL Undetectable
1/2010 581/29% VL Undectectable

Offline BT65

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Re: whatever
« Reply #1 on: April 18, 2008, 07:51:00 AM »
Did you write this? 
I've never killed anyone, but I frequently get satisfaction reading the obituary notices.-Clarence Darrow

Offline dgr20002

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Re: whatever
« Reply #2 on: April 18, 2008, 08:22:41 AM »
I liked this. Then googled the title and there is a song by Peaches with the same title but very different. The first link that comes up is for a video that is pretty funny but not at all similar to what jp wrote.

David

Offline jportland

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Re: whatever
« Reply #3 on: April 18, 2008, 04:36:16 PM »
Yes I wrote this... why?
2001 tested neg
8/2002  seroconvert
9/2002 Tested Poz
No Meds
2/2003 302/25% 76K
9/2004 463/23% 14K
8/2005 342/22% 19K
7/2006 381/29% 24K
3/2007 386/34% 34K
3/2008 230/21% 269K
3/2008  Started Meds
7/2008 485/23% VL 140
9/2008 465/24% VL Undetectable
1/2010 581/29% VL Undectectable

Offline BT65

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Re: whatever
« Reply #4 on: April 18, 2008, 06:41:51 PM »
Just asking.
I've never killed anyone, but I frequently get satisfaction reading the obituary notices.-Clarence Darrow

Offline jportland

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Re: whatever
« Reply #5 on: April 19, 2008, 06:05:02 AM »
Oh ok... Ya I was in a bad/odd mood yesterday when i wrote it... well every few days I guess that is me... haha
2001 tested neg
8/2002  seroconvert
9/2002 Tested Poz
No Meds
2/2003 302/25% 76K
9/2004 463/23% 14K
8/2005 342/22% 19K
7/2006 381/29% 24K
3/2007 386/34% 34K
3/2008 230/21% 269K
3/2008  Started Meds
7/2008 485/23% VL 140
9/2008 465/24% VL Undetectable
1/2010 581/29% VL Undectectable

 


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