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Offline Queen Tokelove

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #50 on: February 29, 2008, 03:35:36 AM »
I feel it is my duty to inform the members of this forum that, Sharkdiver/Bettytacy/Ann and our royal highnesss Queenie are absolutely crazy..and I'm giving them a TO for 3 days...that should give them enough time to get a room and get rid of their frustrations... ;D

Hugs
Jan :-*
(who got a giggle out of this thread but will deny it if asked.. ;))

And guess what will be going down during those 3 days? A lot of... and....and Sharkie saying....and more....

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #51 on: February 29, 2008, 06:47:53 AM »
Aww, here I go Sharkie. I am going to miss you and Betty too... :'(......*Jan get me a tissue*


I think I need something more like a rag.  ;)


Well I'm off

(yeah is fricken 3:45 am and I'm hitting the road)

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #52 on: February 29, 2008, 07:24:56 AM »
I feel it is my duty to inform the members of this forum that, Sharkdiver/Bettytacy/Ann and our royal highnesss Queenie are absolutely crazy..and I'm giving them a TO for 3 days...that should give them enough time to get a room and get rid of their frustrations... ;D

Hugs
Jan :-*
(who got a giggle out of this thread but will deny it if asked.. ;))

Actually, Dame Jan, I'm leaving today for 3 days to an NA convention in Indianapolis, IN.  It's at a Marriot, so if I meet anyone and need to get a room, well, we'll already be in a Marriot. ;D

Queen, I'll be missing you also, sweetie. You just keep your royal ass out of trouble while I'm away. ;)

Sharkie, I hope you have a good trip.  You know someday, baby, someday........ ::)
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #53 on: February 29, 2008, 04:49:30 PM »
Who is now lost without Sharkie and Betty. I need a distraction....*sighs*....Guess, I'll go cook...
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #54 on: February 29, 2008, 04:53:02 PM »
I have no idea what this thread is about
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #55 on: February 29, 2008, 09:54:00 PM »
Please speak with Betty, she is in charge of tying and binding.... ;D

OMG what have I been missing?

Queen, is that your smiley....um, swallowing?   :o    ;D
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #56 on: February 29, 2008, 11:46:43 PM »
OMG what have I been missing?

Queen, is that your smiley....um, swallowing?   :o    ;D

Hehe, I thought the smiley was taking it's temperature....*snickers*
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #57 on: March 02, 2008, 04:27:06 PM »
QUEEEENNNNN!

hi there sweetie!   just checkin in real quick with my emails and stuff?
The workshop is going super :-)

love,
Sharkie

any word from Betty?

and howdy moonlight  ;)

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #58 on: March 03, 2008, 12:38:54 AM »
Sharkie---

Glad the workshop is going great. Yep, Betty is back, I think she got in last night. I'm sure she'll chime in soon. Miss you like crazy.... :-*
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #59 on: March 03, 2008, 08:19:57 AM »
Yes dear Shark, I'm back.  Where the fuck are you? 
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #60 on: March 03, 2008, 11:35:56 AM »
Betty,
check under Queen's bed or in her closet.  ;D

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #61 on: March 03, 2008, 12:01:36 PM »
Betty,
check under Queen's bed or in her closet.  ;D



LOL@Mum....Oh if Sharkie was here, he wouldn't be under the bed but between my legs.... ;)
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #62 on: March 03, 2008, 01:36:06 PM »
Not if he was hiding, but then again, you are walking a bit bowl-legged :o

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #63 on: March 03, 2008, 04:28:51 PM »
Well, Shark is just m.i.a.   Here Sharkie, Sharkie.
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #64 on: March 03, 2008, 05:51:54 PM »
I'm here, checking in on a break between clients.  I just can't resist seeing how you ladies are doing.

I just want to say how thankful to you for allowing me to express myself. I'm a very sensual/sexual person but during these past three years I have pretty much felt unattractive and undesirable.

I have been a dancer/choreographer in the sac area for awhile now, but since my partner died I haven't had the desire to dance or choreograph until now. I miss dancing, especially partnering with a women. I miss moving with someone until you begin to blend with them, moving as one. As I was driving to my workshop, my mind was wondering and lingering around our conversations. I have been thinking around creating a dance/movement piece around sexuality and being poz. Something to invoke desire as well as hope, that we are all sensual and beautiful. Something is finally waking up, something that has been asleep for so long.

love you,
Sharkie

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #65 on: March 03, 2008, 08:50:02 PM »
As you probably know, Shark, I used to be an exotic dancer.  However, 20+ years later with two busted kneecaps, dancing is something I just cannot do very well anymore. 

I'm so glad that that something is coming alive in you again.  I never said I lost the ability to awaken passion. ;)   I am quite capable of doing that.  Here's to many more good conversations.
  Luv you man,
Betty
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #66 on: March 03, 2008, 09:41:08 PM »
Awww Sharkie----

Glad you are feeling like expressing yourself through dance again. Did I mention I use to take ballet back in the day? Yep, I was a ballerina. Wish I would've stuck with it, now everything has gotten all out of shape and tight.


ROFLMAO@Mum....That's a good one. But I was walking funny cause my thighs had been hurting lately. No lie but feels better after I took a hot bath..
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #67 on: March 03, 2008, 10:19:37 PM »
*whispers really quietly*  Hey, Sharkie babe, back in the day, i danced for a ballet company.  And, i still dance ;D.  I'll not elaborate more - I know these walls have ears ;)

*backs quietly out and establishes an alibi*
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #68 on: March 03, 2008, 10:40:35 PM »
I have been thinking around creating a dance/movement piece around sexuality and being poz. Something to invoke desire as well as hope, that we are all sensual and beautiful. Something is finally waking up, something that has been asleep for so long.
Sounds beautiful!  I can't wait to hear what you come up with!
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #69 on: March 04, 2008, 12:45:08 AM »
Damn  I had a feeling you all danced before!

I wanna do something with real people as well as those that are able to participate in my twisted choreographic style.

That's what I did with my second Master's project; I took 30 "non-dancers" and created a show with combining their original movement with poetry, singing, drumming and even life size puppetry. It was centered around shamanism and healing.

This time i'd like to dcreate something to celebrate the sensuality and sexuality of those of us who are poz. I'm tired of seeing stuff that focuses on the doom and gloom (yes I know, there is a place for that). 

By the way, I ended up looking up the xtube "someone" was talking about.  My , my found a bit with two guys and a girl. Guess who was in control?  enough said.  "cold shower time"

kisses to all you ladies
Sharkie
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #70 on: March 04, 2008, 01:07:26 AM »
*whispers really quietly*  Hey, Sharkie babe, back in the day, i danced for a ballet company.  And, i still dance ;D.  I'll not elaborate more - I know these walls have ears ;)

*backs quietly out and establishes an alibi*
opens door...whispers quietly.... "do I need to choreograph a naughty mommy dance?"
shuts door.... giggles

 ;D


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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #71 on: March 04, 2008, 07:37:47 AM »
By the way, I ended up looking up the xtube "someone" was talking about.  My , my found a bit with two guys and a girl. Guess who was in control?  enough said.  "cold shower time"

kisses to all you ladies
Sharkie
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Oh, was that just your first time on xtube?  I'm a regular frequenter there.  Hey, one's got to do what one's got to do. 
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #72 on: March 04, 2008, 08:06:52 AM »
redtube is good too. I like the amateurs. ;D
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #73 on: March 04, 2008, 09:29:45 PM »
redtube is good too. I like the amateurs. ;D

*confused*...Clarify, please.... :-\
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #74 on: March 05, 2008, 08:09:15 AM »
*confused*...Clarify, please.... :-\

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #75 on: March 05, 2008, 10:55:47 AM »




redtube is good too. I like the amateurs. ;D

redtube.com Queen.  Where is Shark?  Are you still with us baby?




oh my gaaaaaaaaaadddesss
I'm being more and more corrupted!  stop oh don't...stop...oh stop..don/t   stop don't stop
 :P

teehee

Thanks I was suffering from BSD  ;)


on a serious note...


I think my naughty mama tractor beam has been turned on again. It was going strong when I was teaching in the classroom.
oh Can I help you after school?  (wearing daisy dukes and a halter top),    In an IEP meeting (a mom leans over and whispers...I've got a new piercing, wanna see?,    and at another meeting ( a little Sharon Stone's Basic Instincts crossing and uncrossing the legs with no undies), the list goes on.

Now, I would never ever cross that line and act upon it (so many things wrong with that) But damn, what is going on?
yesterday,, 3 out of the 5 moms that came into the room were flirting big time. I told one that I was going to be gone next Tuesday because I'm going to have a little surgery (hernia) and she tried to lift my shirt so she could see. I said, "hey now" and she said "oh come on, you know you want to show me," (she laughed of course)

But I guess I'm an easy target, I blush very easily and my face is very expressive. In fact a few years ago, I went out with a few buddies to a "juice bar" (a strip club without alcohol) for a birthday party. I was totally amazed; all these men sitting around, expressionless and just staring at all of the beautiful women. Then of course there was me, reacting to everything in a sense of wonderment.  Well guess who got pulled up on stage, time and time again.  yeah  me.  Well especially after on of my friends said,  "he's gay"  I think that kind of egged the ladies on (probably because I seemed pretty safe). My straight buds were jealous, especially after getting a lot free lap dances. But I digress......

As of today  I have had 3 sexual relationships with women in my lifetime. They were all when i was 15-17 years of age. Unfortunately I never had intercourse with them, just lots of oral sex, lots of, lots of oral sex. I'm kinda glad looking back because that was the time I was infected (1983-84). Makes me wonder sometimes.  I have tried to date women in my 20's but, the whole issue of having sex with men and oh yeah and having AIDS, that pretty much stopped anything going any further.

well I need to go to work now,

Thanks for letting me share,

lots of hugs and French kisses,
Sharkie






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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #76 on: March 05, 2008, 10:59:39 AM »
I take it that none of us should ever take you to a pussy-eats-banana show in Bangkok.. what IF you get pulled on stage and have to eat that, er, banana... ;D
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #77 on: March 05, 2008, 11:51:55 AM »
Shark, my my.  The moms are probably flirting with you because we all have spring fever.  And of course when the weather heats up, so do we. 

Too bad I didn't meet you when I was stripping.  I bet you woulda been a lot of fun, in more ways than one.  I danced at a kind of hole in the wall.  Of course, there was always the after-hours parties, which were pretty interesting.  I did a little private porno back then also (no, nothing that's on the intanetz).  Of course, back then I did it for drugs.  I was always fucked up when doing those activities.  And really, if I were to ever think of doing that again, in the capacity it was done in, I'd have to be fucked up again.  Just some nasty memories. 

But who's to say new memories can't be created.  Some day, baby, some day........
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #78 on: March 05, 2008, 03:36:27 PM »
Oh Wow Sharkie--- Now, I'm jealous, you getting hit on my the Moms!!!! Oh, snap, I'm a Mom too....hehe.. I have to agree it's probably that spring is in the air cause I am dying to throw on my dukes too. Even though the other day I got stopped while walking and I was fully dressed despite it being in the 60's. My hair was blowing in the breeze and I had make up on... ;) But then I have been told I have a nasty walk, whatever that means?


*listening to some Ludacris--Ooooh Oooooooh*  Even though it's not Saturday but I'm still....Ooooooh Ooooooh, calling Sharkie..... ;)
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #79 on: March 05, 2008, 07:49:23 PM »
*wondering if Shark got with one of the moms, since he's MIA again*
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« Reply #80 on: March 05, 2008, 08:09:42 PM »
More like one of the "mum"s  :P
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #81 on: March 05, 2008, 10:18:52 PM »
Sharkie got a MILF, lol!

OMG, you all are some serious horn-dogs.

I'm too dizzy to be horny these days.  I'll just try to roll with it.   :P
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #82 on: March 06, 2008, 12:24:23 AM »
I hope Sharkie didn't get tempted by all those boobs being thrust his way.....

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #83 on: March 06, 2008, 01:36:15 AM »
*wondering if Shark got with one of the moms, since he's MIA again*

not on wendesday, that's hot baby sitter day

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I hope Sharkie didn't get tempted by all those boobs being thrust his way.....

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boobs....thrust,....you have a way with words
(wishing he could see that wind blowing up your dress..... oh I mean through your hair)

Sharkie got a MILF, lol

lol

More like one of the "mum"s  :P

ohhh someone's being sassy


Ann, so where is this amateur video of you?  :-*



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But who's to say new memories can't be created.  Some day, baby, some day........

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #84 on: March 06, 2008, 06:20:20 AM »
And god help you Shark, if Queen, mum and myself ever make it to your corner of the world.  Actually, I have a sister who lives in Phoenix that I'm overdue to visit.  That's just a hop, skip and jump from Cally. 
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #85 on: March 06, 2008, 06:52:47 AM »

Ann, so where is this amateur video of you?  :-*


Nope, sorry, nothing like that of me on the net. Well, no videos anyway! ;D

I just prefer the amateur vids to the professional ones because in the amateur ones, all participants usually look like they're enjoying themselves. I find that when the participants in porn vids have that bored or, even worse, "dead" look in their eyes, it's a huge turn-off.
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #86 on: March 06, 2008, 09:51:36 AM »
And god help you Shark, if Queen, mum and myself ever make it to your corner of the world.  Actually, I have a sister who lives in Phoenix that I'm overdue to visit.  That's just a hop, skip and jump from Cally. 

anytime darlin, any time.   Ever been to Burning Man?  I'm going this year

I just prefer the amateur vids to the professional ones because in the amateur ones, all participants usually look like they're enjoying themselves. 
I  agree. I'd rather watch people enjoy themselves while doing it. Foreplay Kissing Foreplay Licking More Kissing More Licking rather rinse repeat

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« Reply #87 on: March 06, 2008, 09:52:49 AM »
oh Snowangel


caught you looking  ;D   :-*

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #88 on: March 06, 2008, 10:08:38 AM »
Caught me, Sharkie  ;D
I'll start stretching so I can join you guys in some funky positions  :o...the more, the merrier right ?
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #89 on: March 06, 2008, 12:10:15 PM »
No baby, I've never been to Burning Man and don't have a clue what it is. 

Snow, funky positions?  Puh-leeze.  I'm just waiting to see what the oral stimulation is (or rather feel it).

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #90 on: March 06, 2008, 12:18:38 PM »
Hmm, I say we get our own amatuer thing going. We each take turns with the camera and the shark. How about that? ;D I still want to get on the oral stimulation ride!!! You guys might have to pull me off of Sharkie's face. What can I say, getting oral just makes me weak in the knees... ;)
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #91 on: March 06, 2008, 01:06:23 PM »
No baby, I've never been to Burning Man and don't have a clue what it is. 

It's in Nevada,  big website too


Ever been up North, Shark?

No just down.....South... hehe
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #92 on: March 06, 2008, 05:56:47 PM »
No just down.....South... hehe
 :P

Well baby, that sounds like an open invitation.  If you ever come close to Indiana, pm me, definitely.
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #93 on: March 07, 2008, 08:59:25 AM »
Well baby, that sounds like an open invitation.  If you ever come close to Indiana, pm me, definitely.
How could I resist?
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #94 on: March 07, 2008, 09:22:45 AM »
Queen My Love

How was wrestiling?

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #95 on: March 07, 2008, 09:30:01 AM »
So Mum?

how do you keep the romance going with all those little ones?

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #96 on: March 07, 2008, 09:51:57 AM »
The bigger question is how we keep from killing each other when we are together - all 8 of us - nearly 24/7.  My answer would be that when you live with someone as hot as I am, how can you NOT want your hands all over me? ;) 

The honest answer is easier: define romance.  I find it very romantic that he gets up and makes breakfast for everyone while I'm still in bed.  I find it romantic that he teaches our younger children while I teach our older ones.  I find it romantic that he cleans the kitchen. I find it romantic that after nearly 15 years of marriage, he still tihnks I'm beautiful.  He still reaches for my hand to hold in the car. I love being around him. We're happy being in the same room together. We sit up half the night just talking and laughing. We have our differences and disagreements, but we get over it - never let the sun set on our anger.  It's taken some (a lot!) of work.  But, it's worth it. I love him dearly and will do whatever it takes to make sure he knows that everyday.

 As for the other "stuff", which I'm sure is what you're really asking about, well, kids do take naps and go to bed early ;).

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #97 on: March 07, 2008, 10:02:36 AM »
The bigger question is how we keep from killing each other when we are together - all 8 of us - nearly 24/7.  My answer would be that when you live with someone as hot as I am, how can you NOT want your hands all over me? ;) 

The honest answer is easier: define romance.  I find it very romantic that he gets up and makes breakfast for everyone while I'm still in bed.  I find it romantic that he teaches our younger children while I teach our older ones.  I find it romantic that he cleans the kitchen. I find it romantic that after nearly 15 years of marriage, he still tihnks I'm beautiful.  He still reaches for my hand to hold in the car. I love being around him. We're happy being in the same room together. We sit up half the night just talking and laughing. We have our differences and disagreements, but we get over it - never let the sun set on our anger.  It's taken some (a lot!) of work.  But, it's worth it. I love him dearly and will do whatever it takes to make sure he knows that everyday.

 As for the other "stuff", which I'm sure is what you're really asking about, well, kids do take naps and go to bed early ;).

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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #98 on: March 07, 2008, 04:32:56 PM »
Sharkie---

Wrestling was good. It comes on again tonight. Just thinking, there are some submission moves I would like to try on you... ;)
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Re: the Not Dexter thread.....
« Reply #99 on: March 07, 2008, 09:27:15 PM »
What no vid clips?

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