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Author Topic: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"  (Read 6960 times)

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Offline Life

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A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« on: June 24, 2006, 01:53:42 PM »
At 4am me and William woke and started a wonderful conversation about us. It was very powerful and I wont go into any detail. But when I went back to sleep for this one hour, I dreamed of "Crack Hor's"..

Dreams mean something..... Do not read further for the faint of heart.....

It all began around a mountain lake. I had 7 days worth of HIV meds in my rainbow pill container for whatever reason. I dropped them and the container broke into very sharp shards as well as my pills spilled everywhere! I yelled to the people around me "that you are in danger of cutting yourself!" But people helped me pickup my pills and were very helpful in cleaning up all the broken parts of the container. Well William was helping to and all of the sudden we were transported to a Mall. I was looking at this very fine "Beauty Spa" and William asked to have our picture taken by a photographer who just happened to be walking by. Weird... Then William wanted to ease my being upset about the "pill deal" and hooked me up with a massage? Or well, thats what I thought. I was escorted by a young women with dark hair into the salon. She told me to take off all my clothes.. All I remember is a bunch of rubber gloves and she put one on and started finguring me! Jebus! She said that William said "you liked having this done". I said, "well, yeah, but by William!"... Very strange... She then pulled out a needle and began "shooting up" in her legs?? What the f***?? Dont get me wrong, it was very a very sexual dream. She then started rolling around on the ground while I am standing there butt naked?? You know what? I also put my fingure where her "sun don't shine". What the! After this was done we found ourselves running thru the hallways of the hotel I work at and William again was trying to make me happy by chasing the kids in the hallway "Hide and go Seek". I never found William, but one of the security guys came up to me "IN DRAG" and asked if I was ok? He looked very stunning in his dress....

Ok, I am not on Sustiva.... What gives!!! Am I really gay? Is it all the "girl" talk on these boards that influencing my dream process? Am I in danger of loosing myself to the dreaded FFF (Fur Fear Factor)? Trust me this is not a territory I have ever seen or experienced! I dont even know if you shoot up on crack or if I am even spelling "crack" right!! lol. And a women doing this to ME?? My poor gay brain is very messed up right now...lol

Love

Offline The Canuck

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #1 on: June 24, 2006, 01:57:02 PM »
Humm...a very funny dream...what did you smoke last night ?  :o

The Canuck

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #2 on: June 24, 2006, 02:23:09 PM »
There lies the mystery..  I dont smoke, do drugs or even drink!  I did have Egg Rolls for lunch and my Bananna intake is routine..  I just do not know what spawned such a journey... ;D
« Last Edit: June 24, 2006, 02:53:56 PM by Eric »

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #3 on: June 24, 2006, 02:28:49 PM »
Jeez Eric,

Good to hear from you, but do you get any restfull sleep, ever?

You ever do LSD? :o

BB
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Offline Life

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #4 on: June 24, 2006, 02:58:50 PM »
Oh yeah,  I did a bunch of LDS in high school...lol  tried it but didnt like the ants crawling all over me nor the bed floating around the room...

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #5 on: June 24, 2006, 05:45:33 PM »
So what was the conversation you and William had before you had this dream? Maybe something in that triggered your wonderfully loopy dream.

I once dreamt that my best friend (a woman) was blowing me outside the kindergarten I went to. That, believe me, freaked my poor gay brain out as well.
Her finely-touched spirit had still its fine issues, though they were not widely visible. Her full nature, like that river of which Cyrus broke the strength, spent itself in channels which had no great name on the earth. But the effect of her being on those around her was incalculably diffusive: for the growing good of the world is partly dependent on unhistoric acts; and that things are not so ill with you and me as they might have been, is half owing to the number who lived faithfully a hidden life, and rest in unvisited tombs.

George Eliot, Middlemarch, final paragraph

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #6 on: June 24, 2006, 06:11:28 PM »
Who knows why we dream what we dream. I have some of the silliest and weirdest dreams. I had a dream i was screwing John Travolta and he had the smallest penis i ever seen. I couldnt feel a thing but he was sure humping away.

Couldnt figure out why i dreamt that. I like John Travolta, dont have the hots for him like i do Sylvester Stallone. Hadnt watched one of his movies.

Id probally go crazy if i tried to analyze my dreams...Hell im probally already crazy and thats my problem.

Dont let it get to ya to much...im sure your gayness(is that politically correct to say? dont mean to offend anyone if i do) is still intact.

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Offline Matty the Damned

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #7 on: June 24, 2006, 06:12:51 PM »
Bah! You're all closet straights.  ;D

MtD

Offline BB

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #8 on: June 24, 2006, 06:17:00 PM »
You guys are beginning to sound like closeted heterosexuals.

BB

Blast,you beat me to it MtD
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Offline Dachshund

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #9 on: June 24, 2006, 06:18:03 PM »

Once I dreamed I was Bette Davis and I'm still gay.

Hal :o

(who thinks Jung is full of shit)

Offline Teresa

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #10 on: June 24, 2006, 06:19:07 PM »
You must be talking about the other guys that have posted.

Im already out of the closet as a heterosexual..been out for a loooooooooong time.

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Teresa
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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #11 on: June 24, 2006, 06:30:09 PM »
And when I told my best friend about the dream, she asked, "So how was I?" I had to be honest and say, "Only OK, and I didn't cum." I tried to placate her by saying that "I have exacting standards," but that only made matters worse.
Her finely-touched spirit had still its fine issues, though they were not widely visible. Her full nature, like that river of which Cyrus broke the strength, spent itself in channels which had no great name on the earth. But the effect of her being on those around her was incalculably diffusive: for the growing good of the world is partly dependent on unhistoric acts; and that things are not so ill with you and me as they might have been, is half owing to the number who lived faithfully a hidden life, and rest in unvisited tombs.

George Eliot, Middlemarch, final paragraph

Offline Matty the Damned

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #12 on: June 24, 2006, 06:52:01 PM »
You guys are beginning to sound like closeted heterosexuals.

BB

Blast,you beat me to it MtD

Get used to it BB, get used to it.

MtD
(Who is always 3 steps ahead)

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #13 on: June 24, 2006, 06:58:13 PM »

I told my shrink that I dreamed I was a teepee and a wigwam.....he said it sounded like I was just two tents. Thank you very much...I'll be here all week!

Hal ;D
« Last Edit: June 24, 2006, 06:59:54 PM by Dachshund »

Offline Matty the Damned

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #14 on: June 24, 2006, 07:01:57 PM »
I told my shrink that I dreamed I was a teepee and a wigwam.....he said it sounded like I was two tents. Thank you very much...I'll be here all week!

Hal
  ;D



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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #15 on: June 24, 2006, 07:40:36 PM »
I was escorted by a young women with dark hair into the salon. She told me to take off all my clothes.. 

and you cheerfully complied it seems since you said nothing about hesitation

tres bizarre

Offline Life

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #16 on: June 24, 2006, 07:46:23 PM »
I always do what I am told...  I use to get bitch slapped alot by my brothers... ;D

I know what it is.... Its a Paxil backfire!  Its just gota be..
« Last Edit: June 24, 2006, 08:37:17 PM by Eric »

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #17 on: June 24, 2006, 08:45:24 PM »
Oh the joys of SSRIs... I could write several volumes -- odes of praise, diatribes of blame -- on Paxil and his/her siblings.

I'm actually a virgin, never slept with a woman (this may be too much information). I kinda want to try it. You know, it's there, like Everest. I always feel more respect (if that's the right word) for straight men who've fooled around at least once with another guy. Just to try it. Maybe the simplest thing would be to call an escort service. But I draw the line at, erm, going down under... (definitely TMI).

Jay
Her finely-touched spirit had still its fine issues, though they were not widely visible. Her full nature, like that river of which Cyrus broke the strength, spent itself in channels which had no great name on the earth. But the effect of her being on those around her was incalculably diffusive: for the growing good of the world is partly dependent on unhistoric acts; and that things are not so ill with you and me as they might have been, is half owing to the number who lived faithfully a hidden life, and rest in unvisited tombs.

George Eliot, Middlemarch, final paragraph

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #18 on: June 24, 2006, 09:03:15 PM »
Jay, is that not like throughing a match into a dried out forest?  What happens if your worst fears are realized & the the triple F is now something you have to counter balance with a good twig and berries show??? ;)

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #19 on: June 24, 2006, 09:10:10 PM »
Um, Eric that was rather cryptic. I'm dense with metaphors (and to think I once taught Eng.Lit.).

I'm thinking of that SATC episode where these two gay guys decide to try hetero sex and proposition Samantha. Everything is going fine ("Oh, how soft your skin is" etc) until they reach what's below the waist. A look of puzzlement comes on their faces, they sniff cautiously. And then back out, saying that they can't do it. Politically incorrect perhaps, but I laughed until I literally fell off my chair.

Vestal Virgin Jay
Her finely-touched spirit had still its fine issues, though they were not widely visible. Her full nature, like that river of which Cyrus broke the strength, spent itself in channels which had no great name on the earth. But the effect of her being on those around her was incalculably diffusive: for the growing good of the world is partly dependent on unhistoric acts; and that things are not so ill with you and me as they might have been, is half owing to the number who lived faithfully a hidden life, and rest in unvisited tombs.

George Eliot, Middlemarch, final paragraph

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #20 on: June 24, 2006, 10:00:56 PM »
Clarification - Am I in danger of loosing myself to the dreaded FFF (Fur Fear Factor)?

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #21 on: June 25, 2006, 10:16:35 AM »
Happy Pride, Eric.

Cheers,
Andy Velez

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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #22 on: June 27, 2006, 04:09:28 PM »
You may just be taking this off-the-wall dream a bit too seriously. It was just a dream. Dreams are how the mind processes all of its information while you sleep - thus you are mentally ready to "face" the next day.

However, if you subscribe to the Dream Therapy school of thought, the mind patches together issues in the subconscious into dreams as a way of working through them.

Drugs, Sex with Women, and Feeling Distant from William seem to be the main themes of this dream.

And yet another line of thought, if you did take LSD in your younger years, one of the side effects is that you can still have flashbacks or freaky dreams years later even though you haven't taken a hit in a long, long time.

Just food for thought. :D
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Re: A Gay Boys Dream of "Crack Hors"
« Reply #23 on: June 28, 2006, 12:06:29 AM »
I never took LSD around women!  Yikes!!!   Thanks everyone.. I just thought it was a very funny dream.  I actually woke up and told William all about it and we just laughed and laughed.   Then he hit me with his pillow...  I am glad I am not having football sized Kaletra's chasing me down dark hallways at least in my dreams !!!

Love

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