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Main Forums => Living With HIV => Topic started by: SASA39 on March 27, 2007, 05:39:31 am
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Yesterday I took a half of Cipralex for the first time to treat depression.
After that a took a scrumbled eggs for a breakfast .
And then ............nausea all day , pain in the lower gut over the night and nausea still today as I`m writing this...............cant eat anything...........and a feeling of full urethra..........and last night for a 5 seconds mt heart was bumping like crazy............do not what to do.............any advice or similar experience ?
My Dr would say probably to low down and that this is not serious part due to a fact that some anti-nauzea medicine is a pure SF here in Serbia.......
And it was hard because my younger catch a laringithis with a high fever and she just has recovered from miner surgical intervention.....removing of third tonsils and putting an air microtubes in her ears.
Mother in low was calling the whole day and we have to lie that I`m working.........
And a mother of my deceased sister just call me to see how we are doing and I had to lie to her also that I`m OK , because she cried almost all of time grieving her daughter and I did not want to put her in more miserable state.
Above all I want to thank you all because this site is the only one who has payed attention to my situation.I have wrote to some HIV sites also a long ago but there was no answer at all.
During the SWII Germans were experimenting with babies.
They gave them anything , food , clothes , bed , enough room , and did not just one thing : the touch.
Babies were all dead within a month..........
A touch is an ultimate kind of love.Because every other act has a little erotic in it.
Yes I`m scared because when I woke at night to cuddle my little daughter into a blanket and kiss her my heart scream .I know that I has betrayed her.........because she believe that the daddy is going to be forever near her...............
An old Indian is talking with his grandson about of wisdom in life and says :" Life is constant fight between two wolves inside of you.One represent joy , kindness , happiness , tolerance , goodness. The outre one represent hate , angry , desperate."
"And which one will win ? "- asked a grandson
"The one that has been feeding by you " said old Indian.
Sorry If I`m heavy but just have to share my thought with someone............................
Al