I've messed up my life. I regret everything now. I am not going to have a wife and babies for the rest of my life. I am also worrying about my parents who always did good things for me.
Please forgive me....
Kardean:
Talk to us. Tell us what is going on.
Ruefulwonder:
I feel the same way Raysoda....it was hard enough finding someone before I was HIV...but now? Who's going to want me when I come with HIV? It's a futile, sad feeling. I wanted to get married someday.
raysoda7777:
I got the HIV positive. My life is messed up now. I've ruined it. Everything is meaningless. I am crying. That is all I can do now.
absopozilutely:
Woah, STOP. Take a deep breath. This is not the end of the world! You all can still have babies and get married and there's plenty of people that have a positive and a negative partner. Calm down! This is NOT what it was 5-10 years ago, we have come leaps and bounds! Seriously breath. Don't feed into or listen to the stigma. Life keeps going, you still have a very full happy life ahead of you. Just slow it down, calm your brain down, and relax. It's stressful, I know I've been going through this for 7 months, I get it. I can and many others relate to where you're at. You will be fine.