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Off Topic Forums => Forums Gatherings => Topic started by: richfinsm on August 21, 2006, 08:27:39 pm
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You were not "FORCED" Hermie darling. I left EARLY Friday morning of my own volition, paid the penalty to the airline myself after your performance in the bed & breakfast, someone out in front of the hotel calling me an "asshole" (I plainly heard it..no, I do not hear 'voices'). I'm tired of the whole fucking game here. JoeMutt was right, it IS a BLACK HOLE. Once you fall out of poeple's good graces in the Country Club, you get ostracized from here. NO BIG LOSS!! Thank God I'm getting out before I get SUCKED IN AGAIN. Plainly put. I tried to open my heart and arms in front of the hotel with a genuine smile of love and tried to make conversation, mostly only to be met with muted welcomes. The only person that was nice to me, I mean GENUNINELY nice to me? Mark (Aztecan)! I don't count Jan's. She was Jan, as usual. No question about Jan's motives. She's Jan. Ever real and loving. Showing your true colors, Hermie darling. As you and your husband Patrick both know, I have moved on past you and this Forum. This is my last 'hurrah' here. I have more PLEASANT hurrahs to make in REAL life. Try stepping away from the keyboard and getting out into REAL life for a change. You know, sort of like your "feel with your heart for a change" thing, Hermie darling? (complete bullshit) Ask yourself what FORGIVENESS REALLY MEANS, Herman; people. Not what I experience here or experienced in Montreal. No thanks. Left a BAD taste in my mouth. I'll leave before dessert.
No *HUGS*...just sorrow for this lonely life here in these "Fair Forums" (bah!!)
I was sort of "FORCED" to stay in a room with Dan, Sweatieweasel Lisa, and Jerry.
Do I need to say more?
Well, ask Jerry about the phrase " the toothless one has spoken"
Lisa had her toothless one hold a intimate conversation with Jerry.
And yes, there were pictures made of that.
We actually witnessed Lisa pull out a pair of pink undies"""RAB, check your suitcase honey
Lisa was forced to drink several vodkas, straight up, AGAINST HER WILL. And she loved it.
BTW Lisa and Jerry narrowly escaped an arrest for obviously soliciting on the sidewalk in front of the hotel.
No, I wont say more. Ask them. Their marketprice was still pretty high......
Zephy cleared the dancefloor at SKY BAR with a Cherokee raindance....and hell yes, it rained all day on sunday.
I got good use of my bag full of hugs and more.....all about being connected.... figure out more.. my lips are sealed.
Hermie , Lola de Coupure
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Rich,
Why did you highjack this thread? There was warmth in front of the Hotel. I tried to communicate with you but your blank stares and glazed eyes proved to me that you were not hearing a word anyone was saying to you. You spent all of about ten minutes with the group.
Thom and I offered you a place to stay, a place with us. You accepted our offer. Then you said you were not coming, then you said you were coming. You came to stay with Herman and you went home after spending all of ten minutes with a group of people who are worried to death about you and your current addictive situation.
We wish you well and pray that you seek the help that you so desperately need and deserve. We all want the Rich we knew in Toronto back. There is no pain that can not be overcome. But, it is up to you. You hold the trump cards. Please don't end up in a pine box without pallberers.
God speed, Rich. We wish you a rapid and complete recovery.
As always, Ric and Thom
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What about Stephen's LOVING comment as he and Joe Killfoile were heading into the hotel as I was standing there chatting with others? Does this count as LOVING or downright CRUEL?
"I'm going upstairs to take my narcotics and my HIV medicine!" Loudly, mind you, looking RIGHT at me. No, this is BS. Is this love? I think not. No thank you. If this is "love" I can live without that kind.
No pine boxes for me. I have a LONG life, YEARS ahead of me filled with happiness (as a choice inside me) and friends, new and old.
P.S. The morphine has been in my suitcase UNTOUCHED since I left Dorval @ 5:30 a.m. EDT on Friday. I have a pinched nerve in my lower back and do not take it until I cannot stand the pain any longer. There ya go, guys! Just an FYI for everyone. No, this belongs here. I want others to see how truly "loving" these Gatherings can be. No thanks!!
Rich,
Why did you highjack this thread? There was warmth in front of the Hotel. I tried to communicate with you but your blank stares and glazed eyes proved to me that you were not hearing a word anyone was saying to you. You spent all of about ten minutes with the group.
Thom and I offered you a place to stay, a place with us. You accepted our offer. Then you said you were not coming, then you said you were coming. You came to stay with Herman and you went home after spending all of ten minutes with a group of people who are worried to death about you and your current addictive situation.
We wish you well and pray that you seek the help that you so desperately need and deserve. We all want the Rich we knew in Toronto back. There is no pain that can not be overcome. But, it is up to you. You hold the trump cards. Please don't end up in a pine box without pallberers.
God speed, Rich. We wish you a rapid and complete recovery.
As always, Ric and Thom
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Rich,
I've split your hijack out of the original thread (along with the reply you got) into its own thread.
The Moderator Team have discussed this and we have decided to give you a time out, as this is not the first time you have attempted to start flame wars in this forum. As this is also not your first time out, the time out period will be one week, starting today.
On behalf of the AIDSmeds Moderator Team,
Ann