i owe an apology to all here for much of my past behavior. specifically to; joe, wolf, tim, and of course ms p.
i have not weathered this well, and at times took it out on people facing the same pains as i am. i rudely rejected wisdom from one of the voices here i respect most. i don't know why i acted that way. i have been in a very dark place, and i see no light ahead.
i am ashamed of my behavior, and do not ask for forgiveness. i only wanted you to know, i know i was out of line.
Hello Zach ,
I know the feeling well , At times when I am beyond the depths of Hell I come here
and make an ass of myself .
I tend not to dwell on it too much . For myself depression is a dreadful part of life and when I
need help more than anything is when it gets ugly :o
Unfortunately on this site often things turn to worse rather than better . Unhappiness is not dealt
with here if we get overly rambunctious or rude .
I myself found when help is really needed we are shut out for the sake of the general population .
Recently I was muted when I was so deep in despair , No one reached out to try and find out
why I was lashing out . It was a very sad time for me .
Anyway , Before I get booted for a highjack , Don't worry to much ! Most of these people love
drama , it just has to be kept in a soothing tone .
Happy New Year to you !!!
Weasel :)
P.S. My Dreadful mood was caused by HIV MEDS and Mental Meds clashing , The problem is solved for now .