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Title: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: cubbybear on July 31, 2006, 11:56:35 pm
Hi Guys.

Just wanted to check in and say sorry for being quiet.  I have missed some people's birthdays on here I would rather not have missed.  Those people were here for me when I was diagnosed, and now I feel like a dick for missing out on their bdays.  I feel guilty for not posting in threads and offering support a lot of the time.

A lot has changed and been happening.  I am getting new lab results next week, and this time I am hoping they have cracked the 200 mark as they were hovering on 197, three months ago.  My 1 year HIV & AIDS diagnosis birthday is coming up soon too.

I have also been quite sick.  I have had a truly rotten chest infection that wiped me out, but I'm on some antibiotics now and hopefully they will squash this infection and get rid of the fevers.

I have accepted the break up with my partner this year, and moved on, though we still share a place together.  I have found a new fellow, and I am very happy in seeing where it is going.  I also go back to work in a few weeks time so that will be good.

Finally, I have connected with someone very close to me on these forums, and he has been a lifesaver.  I find that since connecting with him, I tend to not come here as often, but it still doesn't mean I never have any of you far from my thoughts.  Especially my favourites and without naming you, you know who you are.

Anyway I just wanted to let you know I think about you all often, and that I'm still here, still queer, and still woofy.

love,
Matt
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: OzPaul on August 01, 2006, 12:13:09 am
Hey Matt

It's good to hear from you. I was wondering where you had gone and if you're doing well. It sounds as though you're well generally. I hope that you recover soon from your flu bug.
You've been a thoughtful , kind and humourous member of our family so please check in from time to time.

Bug hugs from down the Great Ocean Rd.

Paul
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: fearless on August 01, 2006, 12:15:03 am
Good for you Matt.
Hope you get over your bug soon and enjoy the time with your new found friend :o

Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: allopathicholistic on August 01, 2006, 02:08:46 am
Hi Matt

I hope your count is waaaaay above 200 sweety  8)

Get well, stay well  :-*

Alex
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: Lisa on August 01, 2006, 07:02:28 am
Hi Matt,
I'm sorry to hear that you have been sick. I'll send a bunch of healing power to you. Get plenty of vitamin C, and Zinc, as those two elements are most helpful in the healing process.
I am also glad that you have made a solid connection with someone, because nothing can replace a good friend.
Take care of yourself hon. Hope you are good as new quickly.
Hang in there sweetums. :-*
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: J.R.E. on August 01, 2006, 09:30:17 am
Hello Matt,

 Glad you checked in with us. Sorry to hear you are under the weather, soon those anti-biotics will kick it out of ya. You've  gone through a rough spell lately , and I am glad that things are starting to turn around for you, and that you have made a connection. We all need that ... Make sure to get the fluids you need, and eat well... And get rest !!


 Woof-----------Ray
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: aztecan on August 01, 2006, 09:34:45 am
Hey Matt,
I'm so glad to hear from you. Sorry you've been under the weather, but I am hopeful you are on the mend and will be back to your usual, woofy, hunky self soon.

I hope your new labs come back waaay over 200.

Keep the faith Cubby, and don't stay away so long next time.

HUGS,

Mark
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: Andy Velez on August 01, 2006, 09:38:52 am
Hi Matt,

Thanks for the update. Good to hear from you. Seems like you have had a lot going on. Hope you're on the mend now.

You know you ought to always feel that you're free to be out when you want to -- that way when you're here it means that's where you really want to be.

Also very good to hear that you're still queer and woofy. I expect nothing less from you.

Cheers,   
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: kcmetroman on August 01, 2006, 10:06:42 am
Hey Matt (mate),

Your being away is a sign that things are good in your life.  While these forums are a haven for us, the real world awaits.

Good for you my friend.

John
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: joemutt on August 01, 2006, 11:41:46 am
Hi Matty, I too missed your powmarks on these forums. Cheers. :)
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: Christine on August 01, 2006, 01:38:35 pm
Hi Matt,
Good to hear from you. Hope your over the chest cold soon. Mint tea with orange rind is good for chest congestion.
Christine
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: JohnOso on August 01, 2006, 02:27:51 pm
Cubby,

Sorry to hear that your infection has kicked the dog snot out of you.  Hope your man is taking care of you, or else i'm gonna have to have a "come to Jesus" meeting with him  ;)

BFH,
John (Su Oso)
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: AlanBama on August 01, 2006, 02:53:31 pm
Dear Matt,

I'm glad you posted, I have missed you!   Don't feel bad about missing a few birthdays, we have had a DELUGE of them lately....we had a lot of busy parents in the month of November (result : lots of July babies!).

We may be miles apart, but you are never far from my heart.   Hope you start to feel much better very soon!

Love you,

Alan  :-*
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: anniebc on August 01, 2006, 03:51:32 pm
Hi Matt

I can relate to the chest infection, it really does knock you around, I just got out of bed recently after spending a week there with a chest infection..but I'm glad to see you back and feeling better..I have missed you mate.

I have everything crossed for a 200+ result.

Hugs
Jan :-*
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: eirin on August 01, 2006, 06:33:18 pm
Dear Matt,

Nice to see you are posting again and to hear that you are doing well!

Lots of love to you  :-* :-* :-*
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: Matty the Damned on August 01, 2006, 10:42:33 pm
Papa Bear!

I was just thinking about you! I send love and much hugs. Get better soon. :-*

Baby Bear
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: jack on August 01, 2006, 11:02:26 pm
Dear CBear, I am in my third week of a horrible chest congestion thing. I have done two antibiotics and still not better. Yesterday I got some methyprednisolone from my dr. and not only did it really do the job but it has a nice buzz to it. hope you are feeling better.
Title: Re: I've been quiet, but I'm still here.
Post by: bobik on August 03, 2006, 06:45:57 am
 ;D Handsome is back!  ;D

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